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hi friends!! 
so... i'm finally officially releasing "Floating" 

i wrote this song back in 2017, which means it's been 4 whole years :O
when i wrote this song, i was in a very vulnerable place. i felt very socially anxious and doubted myself a lot, but writing this really allowed me to express myself and to this day i still somewhat relate to the lyrics i wrote back then. so i hope you enjoy this new and improved version of the song, and i also hope you can find some comfort in it the way i did when i first wrote it :')

a big thank you to Park Bird (@pivot1) for his production, and Luxid (@luxid_dream) for his mixing and mastering skills (and putting up with my crazy requests LOL). without them i wouldn't have been able to finish off this song or recreate it into the pretty ballad it is now :)

love chevy xo

p.s. more songs are being finished off as we speak! i hope you stick around for their releases as well <3 

cover art done by Phoebe! <3
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Lyrics: 

Am I enough
Or am I just a shame?
Should I go
Or should I stay?
Silence is creeping
Think of something to say
You stutter and mumble
Today's just not your day

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

"How was your day?"
"It was fine I guess"
The words you say
Don't match what’s in your head
Do they like me?
Am I their friend?
Or am I a nuisance
That they have to attend?

They smile and laugh like people do
Yet you're still standing there without clue

I'm floating away just like a balloon
I'm fit to burst
But they can't see that it’s you
They say they'll hold on tight
But is that really the truth?
If I'm let go now I'll just fade to blue

Mmm
Mmm

Floating

Bandcamp - https://oddchap.bandcamp.com/album/spooktober-halloween-electro-swing

Odd Chap - Spooktober: Halloween Electro Swing
Download & Streaming Links:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oddchap/spooktober-halloween-electro-swing

Spooktober: Halloween Electro Swing

Download on Bandcamp

Prohibition

I Wanna Tell You A Secret

Orbit

Composition, Arrangement: Yoann Turpin. 2021
Artwork: https://www.deviantart.com/selvagemqt/art/Still-love-you-890054050

Lofi Hip hop: "Berceuse"

Again, not for anything in particular, just for fun.
Imagine if Act 1 was a chill, night-time trek through an enchanted forest, full of nightflies and fairies and other kinds of mythical creatures or whatever, and Act 2 was the zone lit on fire, smouldering particles rising to the stars, while you're trying to get through flames and robots.

Also a swan song for my Alesis S4. It will live on through my brand-new Alesis QSR (and whatever patches I sample from the thing before giving it to a dear friend).

Latest single ➤ https://ffm.to/1ayndpw
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Twilight Thicket Zone, Act 2

little bit of something

This is a 2016 FF style track, I made it years ago but I found the project again and decided it give it another chance, so here it is!

Artwork by: impoh_art (IG)

Dizzy Dream

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Sample: 北岡夢子 (Yumeko Kitaoka) - 夢子 - 3. Yes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=468-ziTNP58

Roxy

this is a song i wrote about two or so years ago :D a lighthearted song of affection towards someone

your eyes have a way
of making me go blind
your smile does a thing
that just melts my mind

it feels like i'm abseiling in another world
and someone's dropped the line
and i feel myself drifting awa

your pride is so high
yet you still act so shy
you're a sore loser
but let me win all the time

so when someone asks why i love you so
i know my reason why
why the stars now reside in my eyes

you make me feel like i'm alright
i could stay tucked in your arms all day
and fall asleep in them at night

and as long as the world goes around the sun
to it's steady demise

i'll be with you

by your side it's true

and you'll smile back at me
with those brown eyes

the ones i always knew

those brown eyes

The bop #CoryXKenshin was asking for. #PoppyPlaytime

CoryxKenshin - Why Girl Instrumental (Poppy Playtime Remix).MP3

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So Far Away

The Beatles - Octopus's Garden
x
Avril Lavigne - Complicated

A Complicated Garden

Stage 5 (Hotdog Storm)
Strife - First Strike (Etrian Odyssey)
Blinded by Light (FFXIII)
You Will Know Our Names (Xenoblade)
Infinity Rage (Hajimari no Kiseki)
Ice Ice Outpost (MK8 😞)
Demolished WWW Area (Mega Man Network Transmission)
Ys IX (Norse Wind)

Battlefield ~ Those Who Defy the Will of Heaven

【東方ヴォーカルPV】Black Mirror on the Wall【暁Records公式】

汗も泪も、血だなんて。

「背景を断つ」 feat.初音ミク
Cutting off the Background feat. Hatsune Miku
VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ksN3iCN2VVA
BCNO
Twitter : @bcno01
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcWRWyaHi1_RTHYUk6KG4kg

Lyrics:
僕等は薄い一枚の紙切れだ
Each one of us is a thin piece of paper.
透かして 畳んで ついた折り目は
Hold it to the light, fold it, and crease it,
二度と消えない 消せない
the crease will never fade, nor can it be erased.
風に靡く 唯それだけの存在だ
Drifting in the wind, ​That's all our existence is about​ ​​

滔々と放浪 何処まで往こうか	
​In torrents, we stray​. How far will we go?​ 
方法と目標 歩いてみようか	
Our plan and our goals. Shall we try to walk for them?
行動と想像 答えなんて無いさ
Action and imagination, there’s no answer to them.
放送の終了 イヤフォンを外して
End of the broadcast! Remove the earphones.

僕等は唯 血で繋がった	
他人以上自分未満の  曖昧さを含んだ関係
We're just bonded together by the blood​
​​Over the others but not enough for ourselves, an ambiguous relationship with such feelings
孤独を解く特殊な関係
Such a special relationship​ ​​​to conquer our loneliness​ ​​
いつか離れ離れになって
One day we'll be apart
重なりを嫌うのだろう
and come to hate overlapping, are we not?

汗も泪も全部血で出来ている
Our sweat​ ​​​and tears​ ​​are all made of blood
そんな僕等の愛は正しいだろうか
​I wonder if such love is correct
運命論も 形而上的空論
Fatalism is just a metaphysically, empty theory.
逃げも隠れもできず
No chance to flee or hide
翅を伸ばした僕等の命は今
With our wings spreading our lives are
たった一つの愛を求めて歩いた
seeking one and only love. ​Hence we'll pursue with all we have​ ​
精神論も 道徳的感情も
Both mental and moral emotions
勝るとも劣らない歴史と呼ぼうか
A history that will be overlooked and surpassed​​

ゆらゆら揺れる感情が此処にあった
There were wavering emotions in here.
左も右も判らなくなっていた
Made me lose my judgement of left or right.
つらつら綴る文章の端にそっと
Writing your name
君の名前を書いてみたんだ	
at the end of the sentences I composed.

愛され方を知らなかった 愛し方も同様だった
I didn’t know how to be loved. Nor did I know how to love.
教科書には載らない体験
Such an experience does not appear in a school textbook–
色とりどり二人の体験
That experience is the multicoloured one of us two.
いつか僕等混ざり合っちゃって
Someday, we’ll get mixed up
重なりを生み出すだろう
and generate overlapping.

前も後ろもみんな靄掛かっている
Both the front and back of us are foggy.
君も僕等もみんな明日を待っている
Both you and I are waiting for tomorrow to come.

汗も泪も全部血で出来ている
Our sweat​ ​​​and tears​ ​​are all made of blood
そんな僕等の愛は正しいだろうか
​I wonder if such love is correct
運命論も 形而上的空論
Fatalism is just a metaphysically, empty theory.
逃げも隠れもできず
No chance to flee or hide
翅を伸ばした僕等の命は今
With our wings spreading our lives are
たった一つの愛を求めて歩いた
seeking one and only love. ​Hence we'll pursue with all we have​ ​
精神論も 道徳的感情も
Both mental and moral emotions
勝るとも劣らない歴史と呼ぼうか
Shall we call our history in no way inferior to any other thing?

旅路を往こうか
Shall we go on our journey?

BCNO - 背景を断つ feat. 初音ミク  Lyrics in desc.

Thank you for listening to this mashup!

"Gin N Juice" - Snoop Dogg ft. Daz Dillinger
"Fukashigi no Carte" - Bunny Girl Senpai

Download link:
https://www.mediafire.com/file/f4w0nipd0xc1f1u/Snoop_Dogg_Senpai.wav/file

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Edoardo Telaro