ocd is the 5th studio album by Tamar Berk 

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Ballad for the Women

Yeah…
Listen close.
’Cause what I’m about to say might shake everything you think you know—
about pain, failure, and your own mind.
[Verse 1]
There’s two kinds of people in this world, I’ve seen it,
Those who break down, tired, barely breathing,
And those who rise up when the weight gets heavy,
When the storm comes down, they stay steady.
It ain’t luck, it ain’t schooling, it ain’t IQ,
It’s a mindset—what’s inside you.
Ain’t about pretending when your soul’s in pieces,
It’s power, it’s faith, it’s your will through the seasons.
[Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
Ain’t no fear in my veins, I just breathe, I believe—
Positive mental attitude, that’s me.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every loss that I take just fuels my flame,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
I can’t lose with this mindset, I can’t lose.
[Verse 2]
Met the ghosts of giants, legends in their time,
Carnegie, Ford, Edison on the grind,
They built empires out of pressure and dirt,
They took every failure, turned it into work.
Didn’t run from the pain, they embraced it,
Didn’t cry when the game rearranged it.
They studied defeat, transmuted the pain,
Turned every setback into gain.
[Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
Ain’t no fear in my veins, I just breathe, I believe—
Positive mental attitude, that’s me.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every loss that I take just fuels my flame,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
I can’t lose with this mindset, I can’t lose.
[Bridge / Spoken Breakdown]
What’s controlling your mind today?
Fear? Doubt? Resentment? Self-pity?
Or faith… purpose… gratitude… desire?
Your mind ain’t neutral—it’s always under the influence of something.
If you don’t control it, the world will.
If you don’t master it, the devil will.
And when I faced my greatest enemy… it was me.
[Final Hook]
I keep my head high when the sky falls down,
Light in my chest when the dark comes around,
No chains on my soul, just the truth that I choose—
My attitude decides if I win or lose.
Yeah, I rise when they quit, I smile through the pain,
Every scar on my heart just calls my name,
They don’t see what I see, but I know what’s true—
Positive mental attitude…
That’s you.

i keep my head high

Tribute to the King Of Neo-Soul


Bawat ala ala mo,
Musika ng sugat ko.
Mm… yeah…
You turned my pain into poetry…
Now I’m just a note in your melody.
I fell in too deep in with you,
You spoke in touch, (not words.)
Your love was violent and quiet,
Cut me soft, (but it still hurts.)

So ano na?

Repleksyon natin sa salamin habang dumudugo, 
Mga ala ala sumasayaw kung saan tayo dati. 
Pinaglarohan mo ako na parang menor na tono, 
Ngayon bawat linya, puro sakit sa puso ko.

I can’t escape this harmony,
Of heartbreak and insanity.

This is my tragedy rhapsody,(tragedy)
You wrote your name across my misery.(misery)
Every tear drips slow in 4/4 time,
Still I sing your ghost like you’re mine.

My tragedy rhapsody,(tragedy)
Every beat’s a memory.(memory)
Love turned symphony to elegy,
Now I’m lost in the key of “we.”
I can’t escape this harmony,
Of heartbreak and insanity.

This is my tragedy rhapsody,(tragedy)
This is my tragedy rhapsody,(tragedy)
You wrote your name across my misery.(misery)
Every tear drips slow in 4/4 time,
Still I sing your ghost like you’re mine.

My tragedy rhapsody,(tragedy)
Every beat’s a memory.(memory)
Love turned symphony to elegy,
Now I’m lost in the key of 

Your perfume haunts my pillowcase,
The scent of sin I can’t erase.
You’re gone but still conducting me,
Every breath’s your legacy.

Maybe pain’s the only note I know,
Maybe heartbreak’s how I grow.
You left me broken, but I see
Even silence sounds like you and me.

Alam mo, minsan,
hindi ko na alam kung kanta pa ’to o dasal.
Every line feels like a confession,
Every beat ,another lesson.

Ginawa kong musika ’yung sakit,
para kahit paano, may saysay ang pait.
This ain’t heartbreak, it’s art to me,
my tragedy rhapsody.


Tragedy Rhapsody

My latest song, with a female vocal. I have left it too long but this could only be one of the earliest personas that I created on Suno. A beautiful Pop Ballad of anthemic proportions - if I do say so myself, LOL. Hope you like it. The backing may be a little "sparse" for some ears...

Fireworks and Ashes

There's no going back now.

I hope you enjoy this one as much as I did making it and thank you for your support!

Music Video

This Is Where It's At

If what I'm drinkin’ bothers you
Cuz it makes me feel OK

If what I'm smokin’ bothers you
Cuz it takes the pain away

Does the fact that I'm not here
Bother you
Cuz it makes me feel OK

I've been gone for far too long
And that’s ok

Chorus
I'm not about to change my ways
Not about to change one thing

You had a place in my world
You had me in the palm of your hand

We lost the spark uh huh
When we burned it all down

If who I see bothers you
Oh well that’s ok

If what I’m takin’ bothers you
Cuz it makes me feel OK

Does the fact that I'm not here
Bother you

Cuz I never think about you

I've been gone for far too long
And that’s ok

Chorus
I'm not about to change my ways
Not about to change one thing

You had a place in my world
You had me in the palm of your hand

We lost the spark
When we burned it all down

We lost the spark
When we burned it all down

Sorry Life

Venus In Furs

Jagged Edge

Sunday Rebellion (Hardwave Mix) by KAT
A quiet rebellion disguised as a Sunday.

Spoken truth drifting into neon waves.
A soft heart pushed into a hard city pulse.
This mix rises slow then breaks open,
where reflection becomes rhythm
and the beat carries what words can’t hold.

Recorded from my raw spoken word,
rebuilt into an urban hardwave drift
for those who move through the world gently
but refuse to disappear.

Sunday Rebellion (Hardwave Mix)

Hi. I'm Ed. First off, thanks for listening. 

You might notice a link below to a blog site John Eagle and I started to add a new dimension to the stories we tell. 

Once I played in a band that had two Elvises (Elvi) and adopted the pseudonym edro as a cover.  

Mostly it is me playing guitar, keyboards, mandolin, and whatever else makes sense for a song. Most of the songs are original with a few live. The originals are written and performed by edro. I have been fortunate lately to be involved with some collaborations with some real fine folks.

The intro was written when I first joined SoundCloud. While I collaborate with many fine folks, John Eagle and I have written hundreds of songs together. We are working pretty hard writing good songs these days.

Sorry Life

edro

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