Heaven or hell which ever I meet, just know I lived my life right and I lived my life free
No regrets, fuck the past, what I did was all me
Yea you can judge me or whatever but it still won't change me
Said I was posted on the block and had my head in the streets
Until that music fucking came, I started ripping these beats
And the money was the motive so my people could eat
I put the food upon the table which made that mission complete

Now let me pause for a minute
Clear my thoughts and light a blunt
And then I then I'll finish
It started with a dream, and then that dream became a vision
Lived a life so sinful
But the struggle made a difference
And now my niggas made it and we on our Scottie Pippen
We ballin all the time everyday is Thanksgiving
Greatness on the rise, I hope you people pay attention
You gone miss me when I'm gone, but just know you got to witness
Cause when you dream chasing, there's no motherfuckin limit
No time for making friends and no time for catching feelings
They say I'm living wrong because I'm living unforgiving
But only God can judge me when my life comes to an ending, I don't think ya feel me
We were all once lost souls on the road to gold
Heaven or hell those green scrolls they took ahold
To all our actions and morals it seems that we were sold
To a piece of paper with too much of life's control

Born sinner the opposite of a winner,
I get sicker with every verse like in the winter
I make these people feel me and make these bitches whimper
I'm not proud but I told these bitches they'd remember
Never gave the kid a chance kind of made me bitter
Heart darker, eyes clearer, I'd never hinder
To anybody that plays the heart until it's tender
But that's life so live, learn, fuckin forget em
I guess we all tryna make it in this life huh
I guess we all tryna make it on the flight huh
I guess we all tryna make it to the top
And some of us will stand and some of us will drop
Life is not a movie so watch how you play your part
Cause you cannot rewind and you cannot restart
Decisions are a virtue so I hope you make em smart
And paint the perfect picture like a fucking work of art
Aiming for success like I was playing with some darts
Bullseye upon the money, 20/20 on the mark
I'm feeling hella hungry like a motherfuckin shark
And all I want is money, bring it to me by the flock
Money over everything, it's tatted on my heart
Loyalty makes you fam which means we'll never fall apart
I'm dreaming like I'm Noah, so I guess I'll build my arc
Heaven or hell just know I got a fuckin spot

Meek Mill-Heaven Or Hell Remix (My Version)

Girl, I know that your thoughts heavy, I'm tryna break through like Katrina did levies 
Only problem is you want freakin let me, for fear that I'm just like the others you let beat
You run around crazy like you running a track meet
It's more than ya looks that seem to come and attract me
I wanna know your thoughts, unlock the lock to heart
But I'm locked outside, while you seem to stare at me
It cold outside, so can the kid just come through
Open up your heart, and gone and open your mental
Just give me taste, all I want is a sample
Girl I know your past and I heard what you been through
Just give me a chance & I I'll show you I'm different 
Hear it in my voice and how I'm willing to listen 
We're standing face to face but yet the feeling so distant
I wanna hear your voice, so can you say this consistent, say my name

On some real stuff girl I want ya, but you keep playing games, kind driving me bonkers 
I'm a grown man, screw that playin with Tonka's 
With you by my side got me feeling much stronger
Food to my soul when I'm dying of hunger
Divided we'll fall but together we'll conquer
Anything we want cause together we're awesome 
Together we'll grow but you already blossomed
Wake up in the morning I can tell that you flawless
A boss times two, people calling us bosses 
When I say love, I don't mean it with caution
I guess I lost my mind, you can say that I'm thoughtless 
Take advantage while I'm standing here unguarded
Open up your heart stop staring so heartless
Can I hear my name, no hesitation or caution, I love the way you say it, girl you say it so flawless, say my name

Drake- Girls Love Beyonce Remix (My Version)

I want you, but I don't need you
I hope you understand the difference, I can leave boo
I like your company but strangers we can be too
Walking past each other looking foreign like a black Jew 
So cut the attitude, cool it down, get up out ya feelings
You chasing niggas that's flexing like they acquired riches
I'm on a mission to make a million with my ambition
But you ain't lookin down the road, you don't see the vision 
You livin for the now, I'm livin for the future
You chasin niggas with bad intentions only to screw ya
I'm tryna make a better life for you like in the movies
But you'd rather chase other niggas like some fuckin groupie
These niggas sellin dreams hoping to get some pussy
And have you crying back to me, I swear you're clueless
Sometimes, I swear that you clueless
These niggas take you like a joke, some simple amusement
You mad because I'm always busy, I admire your beauty
I'm thankful for my duties, keep me busy, I'm grown
What's a king without a queen, a feasible throne
What's a house without a wife, is it ever a home
You better hold on to your future before I move on
I ain't never needed no one, forever alone
So listen to the words play in the hook of the song
Cause when I'm gone, I'm gone

Simple harmonic noises, like a Syran's curse 
Loving the sound of your voice, then followed by hurt
Jealous hearted and angered made me question my worth
Like could she really do better? Was I really a jerk? 
Too many questions on my mind. Was I really the worst?
I had to learn to free my mind, which I did in a verse
Now every time she hear me rhyme, her feelings get hurt
Now every time she see me shine, her feelings get worse
I guess she took da kid for granted, she learning her lesson
So many rumors pursue her, people constantly question
Is she fuckin? She smokin? Heard she keepin that head up
And I ain't talking bout her head, no viewer discretion 
But that's the life that she chose with me in her past
From half full to seeming empty she stared at the glass
At what we could've been forever but never did last
I just sit back and laugh

Jhene Aiko ft. Drake- The Worst Remix (My Version)

Mob town, that's my city, full of ball players like hard knocks
OG's like Ric Flair with 4 golds and dreadlocks
Young niggas with real glocks, with real tatts, sell real rocks
Walk up and drive by's, these boys hell, don't get got
Smoke weed and drank lean and party hard till the run rise
R I P on my line, somebody dead before they time
Young niggas in boxes, funerals be rockin, when death come we celebrate, ain't no time for cryin
Bitches sellin they pussy, crackheads get stupid, ball players get locked up, and young niggas in juvie
Shattered dreams, and early graves, this real life, no movie
Jail sells and baby momma's, it's common here, they ruthless 
Too many gone for they time, too many stars that don't shine,
Too many kids, no father figures, hood raised, born into crime 
Young niggas don't know shit, but play ball and sell bricks
Fightin niggas, get pussy bruh, then smoke weed till they get blitzed 
Screamin out fuck 12 nigga, month later in jail nigga
Baby momma post bail nigga, just to run the streets and cause hell nigga,
In the end you fail nigga, people sayin farewells niggas, prayin not see hell nigga, while ya body lay in a shell nigga
Life's a gamble, no loaded dice, got a pair of dice but no paradise
No peace comin till you see the light, and your bodies cold, souls taken flight
Some niggas turn straight to the mic, tryna make it out, not thinkin twice, this rappin shit might save a life, but rarely do before you pay the price

Nicki Minaj ft. Lil Herb- Chiraq Remix (My Version) "Port City"

I've never been a man crush Monday, probably cause I'm weird, a fuckin nuisance and ugly
Plus I'm real lame, damn I wish I was funny, but damn it I'm not, so no girl can love me
Plus I'm not tall, really tatted or ripped, and my smile is not the best, I got a gap in the mid
Normal fuckin hair, not that wavy I'm mixed shit, eyes brown as fuck, damn I wish I was mixed, shit
I'm not the most athletic, so they never see money, and I can't tell a joke, guess I'll never be funny 
My grades aren't the best so there's somebody smarter, and other guys go to war which means they're workin much harder
I'm just an average Joe blow, with an ego, coolin with the lames, a young Clark Kent without a Lois Lane, dreamin of a life of rich and fame, as the bitches speed past, loads of traffic seem to hold me in my lane, but fuck it
I'm a be somebody somebody one day, quote me on that shit like paparazzi did Kanye
A nigga with ambition, in the jungle I am hungry 
Lions main around my neck, while the creatures seem to scurry, uhh
I don't think y'all really get it, I'm doper than these dealers y'all bitches be dealin with
Designer everything, is it worth it all in the end, when you're crushin outside a window and he's posted up in the pin, but fuck it
So you hope to find a rapper, who gets a major deal explaining how he was trapper
Gives you everything, and has you lookin quite as dapper as the hoes he's fuckin with that seem to joke and join in laughter, at you
But you play it kinda cool, move on to a ball player at the biggest school, jumpin out the gym or breakin ankles with a juke, with his groupies on the side always hatin on you, but fuck it, it's all good til he don't see the league, tore a couple muscles plus he had a bad knee, remember how much you wanted have his damn seeds, I guess that money make these bitches get in damn heat, fuck it
Now she thinkin bout lames, niggas with potential just waitin the day, that everything changed, power takin away, now the niggas placin in last is  finish first place, but fuck it... 

I said we're living in a world where we have no control, a bunch lost souls on a quest for some gold 
It's crazy how we fold to a paper that folds, ignorance is bliss but it's not when you're told
Cherish every moment that you live till you're old, cause we can all rise if we kindle not scold
Rest in peace Maya such a beautiful soul, I hope to one day see you standin at the cross roads
I'm like a young Hov on the mic, spitting out these lyrics that these rappers couldn't write
Smoking every beat without a flame or a pipe, cause the shit that I be saying be descriptions of life 
My thoughts are immaculate, brain of scholar kid, couldn't afford college, thank God for the scholarship
And I'm just trying to fucking grow, I'm in the left lane while these other niggas slow, 
Survival of the fittest, this is not time to fit in, I'm tryna be the ending where these other niggas begin
Pops died young so I'm just thankful to be livin, tomorrow's never promised, rest in peace to all it's victims
But me and you are not the same, I'm very complex, while these other niggas plain, if you could see the thoughts steadied weighing on my brain, your mind would go blank as it  went and drove you insane, but fuck it
I'm living life outside of a bucket, a list to limit me was never posted as a subject, a list to limit me we'll never be up for discussion
Cause I'm living to the fullest like a young Ben Button, bars

Took a break and now I'm right back here, this rap shit is easy, guess I made that clear
I'm really not a rapper but I guess if the shoe fits wear it, a bunch of thoughts on my head, I found a way to share them
I'm working with the cards I was dealt, sometimes I feel screwed by the dealer himself
But life has no mercy in its casino, another reason that I learned not to trust people
Cause I'm tryna learn the game but there's no loop hold, we're all dealt different hands but yet we scream equal, sometimes I wanna fold but that's never been me
I'm a fight till the end, never claimin defeat
I guess I'm lost in this world steadied searchin for peace, ID'd by a name still lackin ID 
Our parents gave us names and in the mirror we see, an image of a being that we claim to be
But you gotta build a brand, lost is only cool if you live in Neverland 
Don't be a lost boy learning from a Peter Pan, cause life will screw you over every time it gets a chance

Watch Out Freestyle

I guess I'm living by acceptance, and dying by rejection while I'm steadied learning lessons 
Life's a fuckin test and I ain't study for the answers, so I take my fucking time, at least you know that I'm progressing 
Time I'm never stressing, counting all my blessings, young wild nigga living life a little reckless 
Say a couple prayers, feeling like I'm well protected, yea I'm feigning for success, I need a needle for injection 
Some people say I really changed, or did you stay same instead of moving up the chain
It's levels to this shit, you better learn to play the game 
Instead of staying on the bottom where the people die in vain
Success is in my veins, we are not the same, failure's not an option that could show up in my brain
I'm just a Super Man looking for my Louis Lane, while I'm racing to the top speeding in the left lane
You basic niggas plain, I'm chillin in a plane, while I'm drinkin on some juice and plannin out my future fame 
Workin till respect is more than just a simple gain, I'm a lion in the jungle, place the crown upon my mane
I got big dreams and big fears, too many sleepless nights cause I'm runnin from nightmares 
Laying in the dark, mind buzzin with a blank stare
Hope to be the greatest in this life that don't play fair 
Cheat codes to life, I need em stat and on the double, tired or being tired, all my life I had to to hustle
Beat the fuckin odds, and made it straight up out the struggle
If it's a rumble in the jungle, then you better bring a shovel
Digging up ya grave, digging up ya graves, the way I murder beats should be a crime in every state
It's crazy how the people that be smilin in ya face, be the ones to always hate when you turn the other way
My mind is going numb, my heart growing cold, I guess I'm realizing all the lies that I was told
I love you and I miss you, common words I  never sold but I bought a couple times while I traveled down the roads
They don't love you know more, they don't love you no more, they don't love me no more, if you believe every lie then you're just a lost soul

They Don't Love Me No More Reloaded

I'm just an 18 year old junior at Alabama State University who happens to express his thoughts, emotions, and views on life through music in his spare time. I've been called a rapper, lyricist, and poet but I'd rather be called an artist as I tend to practice the arts as a whole. I hope you enjoy my work. Feel free to follow me on Instagram:@everybodyhatesed or Twitter:@EdEddnoEddy or contact me via Email: ed.lowman1@gmail

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