No matter how hard I try, it never feels like enough.
This song is for the ones who keep pushing through the noise — who work, care, give, and still end the day wondering if they did anything right.
It’s not self-pity… it’s exhaustion, honesty, and the quiet ache of wanting to matter.
I wrote this for everyone who feels like they’re always falling short — when really, they’ve been carrying the world the whole time. 💜

Not Enough

Life is not a race, don't live lfe in haste...

Not a Race

[Verse 1A]
If there's a light
Will you try to find?
giving all the best you've got
to make it shine

If there's a light
Would you open your eyes?
seeing every steps you've walked
every miles pass by

[Verse 1B]
I know there're sometimes lost and trails, with flaws and lies
remember something, precious blue and up so high
with every moments when you smiled and when you cried
and all your passions, all your cares, and all you've liked

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you miss your happy days
Don't let your memories fade away
I hope you find your heart to treasure in favorite ways
Oh there were nothing's scared to say
Look forward, feel your loves and hates
These are emotions
These are your thoughts that we all make

[Chorus]

[Verse 2A]
If there's a light
I will chase behind
Even takes the cost of life
I'll still hold tight

If there's a light
I would go back in time
Seeing every paths I've crossed
Every hills gone by

[Verse 2B]
I know there're sometimes lost and trails, with flaws and lies
remember something, precious blue and up so high
with every moments when you smiled and when you cried
and all your passions, all your cares, and all you've liked

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you miss your happy days
Don't let your memories fade away
I hope you find your heart to treasure in favorite ways
Oh there were nothing's scared to say
Look forward, feel your loves and hates
These are emotions
These are your thoughts that we all make

[Chorus]

light (feat. oilammm)

Through Her Window - Emotional Cinematic Sound Tracks 


A Child's Last Cry is a hauntingly beautiful song that sheds light on the tragic reality of child abuse. With a powerful blend of piano, violin, and choir, this emotional track captures the pain and silence that often surrounds this issue. The heartfelt lyrics and poignant female vocals will move you to your core, urging you to acknowledge the unseen scars and unheard cries of those affected.

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This song is Free To Cover and Open Source as per songwriter Edwin H. Balder
She walked with the quiet
She listened to leaves
She spoke to the wild
And taught us to believe
[sad acustic guitar riff]
In the hush of the forest, in the eyes of a chimp
She saw the soul of the world, not just a glimpse
She didn’t shout, she didn’t fight
She just lived the truth in morning light
And every step she took was grace
A gentle echo in this place
What you do makes a difference
And you have to decide
What kind of a difference you want to make
It’s the mirror we hold, the vow we take
To matter to the world, to matter to ourselves
To walk well, to walk kind
To leave love where we dwelled
She taught us that wonder is never too small
That the roots of compassion can grow through us all
She held the earth like a fragile flame
And whispered, “You matter—your choices, your name”
So cherish the nature you’re blessed to meet
The moss, the moonlight, the dirt beneath
Let every creature, every breeze
Remind you who you’re meant to be
What you do makes a difference
And you have to decide
What kind of a difference you want to make
It’s the mirror we hold, the vow we take
To matter to the world, to matter to ourselves
To walk well, to walk kind
To leave love where we dwelled
She’s gone from the forest, but not from the song
Her voice is the wonder that carries us on
What you do makes a difference…
So make it strong....(.voice)  wonder that carries  on..
.carries  on..(.carries  on) carries  on..
.carries  on..(.carries  on)carries  on..(.carries  on)
wonder ..that ..carries  ..on..

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• 	Ableton Live
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• 	Pro Tools 
• 	Reaper 
• 	Cubase and HC and Tina and Tommy and Del's folks wow! LOvE YOU

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Where Lost Things Rise

Emotional heartbreak ballad with soft piano, deep cello, and swelling violins. Intimate female vocal, raw and fragile, like she’s holding back tears. Cinematic, slow, reflective, aching, beautiful.


The Finale

A Veces (Remix) (Remix).mp3

Christmas Tales

A December's Tale

In the shadows of Apache Junction, at the foot of the majestic Superstition Mountains, sits a weathered hacienda. This desert oasis is home to an enigmatic figure, a songwriter whose journey reads like a long, dusty road of honky-tonk bars and college cafeterias. He wasn't chasing fame or glitter; instead, he chose the soul-crushing beauty of music for music's sake.

Years spent hunched over sticky barroom tables and scribbling lyrics on napkins earned him a reputation—not in the spotlight but in the back rooms where deals are made. He wrote melodies that found their way into the hearts of stars who had lost their own muse. He sold his creations for cash, with no recognition, but the whisper of his songs carried the weight of his soul.

Finally, he bought this piece of desert paradise—a stable income from his timeless songs allowed him to live comfortably, if anonymously. Here in this hacienda, with his family beside him and the mountains as his backdrop, he found the peace to write hits under his own name. He chuckled at the irony that now, without chasing fame, he could create music that brought him joy.

In the end, it was never about the spotlight. It was about the journey, the stories, and the songs that wrote themselves through his life. As the sun set behind the Superstitions, casting long shadows over the hacienda, he strummed his guitar and sang—content, unknown, and unburdened by the world's gaze.


Copyright 2019 Edwin H. Balder

I may be dead when fame comes but my real glory was always JULIE & The Kids. Thank you for such love

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