lost boy/lost soul(snippet)

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Incarnage. [GATEKEEP + LOST VAULT PROMO]

The city breathes in neon gasps and diesel fumes...
I'm a ghost in its machine, a beat-down prophet in the concrete cathedral.
And in the refraction of a million raindrops on a taxi window... I see her.
A silhouette sketched on the fog, a whisper tangled in the subway's roar.
My Mirage.

Just a flicker in the corner of my eye!
A face in the crowd that I memorize!
A promise that the static world denies!

I'VE BEEN CHASING A PHANTOM! A SHADOW ON THE WALL!
A ECHO IN THE CANYON, JUST WAITING FOR MY CALL!
YOU'RE A VISION, A RELIGION, THAT'S CRUMBLING AS I CLIMB!
THIS BROKEN IMAGE IS ALL I CAN EVER FIND!

Him: Saw you on the platform, 2 AM, the A-train's scream.
You were a sonnet written in the steam.
Her: "Hey, you look lost. Need a light? A name? A clue?"
Him: "I'm looking for... a feeling. Someone I thought I knew."
Her: "Your eyes are searching, man, but your soul's not home."
Him: "Your voice... it's wrong. The frequency, the tone.
I had your lexicon, your cadence memorized in my bones!
But your words are just flat stones you're throwing, no poetry, no fire!"
Her: "I'm just a girl. You're projecting your entire
Requiem onto a stranger. That's a lonely kind of danger."
The syntax of her smile was all wrong, a foreign language on a familiar tongue

Just a flicker that I tried to make real!
A wound I'm desperate to feel!
A fiction that I'm destined to seal!

I'VE BEEN CHASING A PHANTOM! A SHADOW ON THE WALL!
A ECHO IN THE CANYON, JUST WAITING FOR MY CALL!
YOU'RE A VISION, A RELIGION, THAT'S CRUMBLING AS I CLIMB!
THIS BROKEN IMAGE IS ALL I CAN EVER FIND!

All this time... burning maps to a kingdom that wasn't there.
Chasing a reflection in a sea of empty stares.
And she was... the quiet harbor... while I was lost at sea.
The steady rhythm... to my frantic, broken melody.

AND NOW I SEE! THE GHOST WAS IN MY HEAD!
AND THE REAL WOMAN... THE ONE WHO SPOKE MY SOUL INSTEAD...
WAS THE ONE POURING COFFEE, MENDING THE SEAMS...
A REAL, BREATHING MIRACLE, LOST IN MY DAMNED DREAMS!

AND NOW SHE'S GONE! WITH A MAN WHO SEES HER FACE!
NOT SOME HOLOGRAM! NOT SOME GHOST IN SPACE!
HE TOOK HER HAND! AND I JUST WATCHED THEM FADE...
WITH THE SPECTER OF MY MIRAGE, A DEBT THAT CAN'T BE PAID!

The mad ones... the ones who are mad to live... we burn out our eyes staring at suns we invented.
And the real moon... the one that guides the tides...
We never even saw it shine.
Just a phantom...
...just a phantom.

Chasing Phantoms

Lyrics:
[Verse 1 – rap/spoken]
I turn the ringer down, stitch up the noise
Seven days on low, no chase, no ploys
Fold up the words that kept pulling me through
I’m breathing on my own, not orbiting you

[Pre-Chorus – clean]
No rush, no blame, I’m keeping ground
Soft power rising without a sound

[Chorus – big, clean + light gang shouts]
Week of silence — I’m not your waiting room
If you’re certain, you will know what to do
I won’t orbit what you choose
Peace over circles I can’t use

[Verse 2 – rap/spoken]
I named the fear and watched it fade
It taught my pulse to run, my mouth to race
Now every step is mine to take
Less of the static, more of the space

[Pre-Chorus – clean]
No proof to chase, no tug-of-war
If it’s meant, it won’t need force

[Chorus – big]
Week of silence — I’m not your waiting room
If you’re certain, you will know what to do
I won’t orbit what you choose
Peace over circles I can’t use

[Bridge – halftime breakdown, add short scream ad-libs]
I’m not running — I release
NOT A WAITING ROOM
Turning pressure into peace
LET ME BREATHE

[Final Chorus – biggest]
Week of silence — sky breaks through
If you get clear, I’ll hear from you
Either way, I’ll hold my truth
I won’t orbit what you choose

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