(jaycee)
“Wake up, I miss you, come back.”

TOXIC PEOPLE BEEN MAKING ME CHANGE,
BEEN FORCING MYSELF TO CHANGE MY MENTAL STATE, UGH
RIP INTO A FUCK FAKE NIGGAS BODY, MAKE HIM LEVITATE,
MAKE THAT NIGGA STUTTER, SLIP LIKE BUTTER I AINT HESITATE,

I JUST GOTTA ACT A FOOL,
COPS PULL UP TO ME N I GOTTA ACT CONFUSED, UGH
I JUST GOTTA KEEP MY COOL,
STOP ME ON MY WALK, “hey sir we’d like to ask a few-“

QUESTIONS, RUN OFF AND RUN UP THE SNITCHES SET N SHIT,
DROP HIM TO THE GROUND, PUSSY GET HIS HEAD KICKED,
IVE BEEN REALLY DOING MY BEST BITCH,
MIGHT FUCK AROUND AND DROP DEATHWISH,

CUZ ALL OF YALL  SAYING YOU MISS THE OLD ME,
RAPPING OVER PEDOS BEATS WHILE I SCREECH,
TIRED OF IT IM MOVING ON SLOWLY,
BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I WONT DROP A FEW TRACKS FOR THE OG’S

BLEH THAT WAS THE OLD ME TALKING,
YOU BITCHES AINT MOVING LIKE I BE WALKING,
YALL STIFF LIKE STONE YET YALL AINT ROCKING, 
YALL ALL SLOPPY, LIKE HOW YA BITCH BE GAWKING,

NONE OF YALL BE SWITCHING IT UP LIKE ME,
BUT SOME OF YALL BE SWITCHING UP ON YA HOMIES,
HOW YOU GON GO ROUND CALLING ME UGLY,
WHEN ALL YA CRUSHES BE SLOBBERING OVER ME,

TOXIC PEOPLE BEEN MAKING ME CHANGE,
BEEN FORCING MYSELF TO CHANGE MY MENTAL STATE, UGH
RIP INTO A FUCK FAKE NIGGAS BODY, MAKE HIM LEVITATE,
MAKE THAT NIGGA STUTTER, SLIP LIKE BUTTER I AINT HESITATE,

I JUST GOTTA ACT A FOOL,
COPS PULL UP TO ME N I GOTTA ACT CONFUSED, UGH
I JUST GOTTA KEEP MY COOL,
STOP ME ON MY WALK, “hey sir we’d like to ask a few-“

QUESTIONS, RUN OFF AND RUN UP THE SNITCHES SET N SHIT,
DROP HIM TO THE GROUND, PUSSY GET HIS HEAD KICKED,
IVE BEEN REALLY DOING MY BEST BITCH,
MIGHT FUCK AROUND AND DROP DEATHWISH,

BLEH THAT WAS THE OLD ME TALKING,
YOU BITCHES AINT MOVING LIKE I BE WALKING,
YALL STIFF LIKE STONE YET YALL AINT ROCKING, 
YALL ALL SLOPPY, LIKE HOW YA BITCH BE GAWKING,

EGO DEATH (PROD. LUKE.G)

DEATHWISH (FT. KAIJUS/PROD. $MOKEHEAD)

3 YEARS, 3 MONTHS, 3 DAYS. (PROD. GREYSKIES)

SOLITUDE (PROD. ICYAJC)

(intro)
baby, you’re my whole world,
baby you’re a crazy girl,
you make my head swirl,
your smile shines like pearls,

(chorus)
baby, you’re my whole world,
baby you’re a crazy girl,
you make my head swirl,
your smile shines like pearls,
x2

(verse 1)
Pull back on your hips,
Thumb laid on your chin,
Breath running down my neck,
It all feels like bliss,
Trynna stay silent,
But you can’t contain yourself,
Lay on me and beg,
I had you all to myself

In that moment,
Feeling your sweet lips,
Felt so content,
With one subtle kiss,
Never felt as good as this,
Sweetheart you’re one of a kind,
Grabbing onto your wrist,
I grin and watch you grind,

(bridge)
all these crazy girls,
make my head swirl,
make they toes curl,
then i make they eyes swirl,

(verse 2)
yeah that bitch, she fucking evil,
she obsessive, yeah i need her,
slit a bitches throat if she fucking look at me,
she bad as fuck, she my cup of tea,

she fucking psycho, we fight all the time,
too many niggas right on her line,
she bein petty she talm bout some hoes,
so i one up her and we both go ghost,

(chorus 3)
baby, you’re my whole world,
baby you’re a crazy girl,
you make my head swirl,
your smile shines like pearls,

(outro)
yeah that bitch, she fucking evil,
she obsessive, yeah i need her,
slit a bitches throat if she look at me,
she bad as fuck, she my cup of tea,

PEARLS (PROD. SQUIRL)

self produced. again. lol

ALL I WANNA DO IS THRASH THRASH THRASH,
ALL THAT COMES OUT MY MOUTH IS TRASH TRASH TRASH,
POTTYMOUTH CUZ ALL I EAT IS ASS ASS ASS,
FUCK THE GOVERNMENT I AINT PAYIN TAX YEAH,

WHO IS YOU? WHO IS YOU HIT THE GAS GAS GAS,
IMMA LEAVE YOUR ASS FOR LAST LAST LAST,
TORTURE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS, BODY STACKS STACKS STACKS
LEAVE YOU TRAUMATISED HAH HAH HAH

FUCK IT UP LIKE MY NAME IS SIMON,
FUCK 12, ALL I HEAR IS SIRENS,
PUSSY BITCH SHUT UP I JUST WANT SILENCE,
IMMA SHOVE THIS KNIFE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR IRIS,

BITCH CALL ME THE SOULEATER,
GREY SWEATS AND A WIFE BEATER,
OH I GOT YO GIRL I KNOW HOW TO TREAT HER,
YOU STUCK IN 2016 STILL SAYING YEET SKRRR,

HOP IN THE MOSH AND I THRASH THRASH THRASH,
CANT FUCK WITH YOU NIGGAS YOU ALL TRASH TRASH TRASH,
ALL ON MY LAP, ALL I SEE IS ASS ASS ASS,
TAKE YOUR LIFE AWAY, TAKE IT LIKES ITS A TAX TAX TAX,

I BE BUMPING THIS SHIT, ITS GAS GAS GAS,
I WANNA KILL YOU, LETS SEE HOW LONG YOU’LL LAST LAST,
I GOT ALL THESE RACKS, THEY ALL IN STACKS STACKS STACKS
IM A MENACE BITCH, HAH HAH HAH

YOU A HAIRY SMALL BITCH LIKE SIMON,
IM GOING INSANE, I HEAR SIRENS,
ILL SUFFOCATE YOU, MAKE YOU SHUT UP, I WANT SILENCE
GOUGE YOUR EYES OUT, FINGERS THROUGH YOUR IRIS,

IM DANGEROUS, IM A SOULEATER,
YOU SO FUCKING WEAK ID KILL YOU WITH AN EGG BEATER,
STEAL YOUR FUCKING BITCH, YEAH ILL KEEP HER,
YOU BROKE AS FUCK BUT ASKING FOR A FEATURE?

THRASH (PROD. ICYAJC)

yeah, beat gon make me elevate,
yo is that heaven look at the gate,
yeah these clouds is where i stay,
these clouds is where i go to escape,

getting outside see them god rays,
see a bad bitch, might make her my bae,
aint no plumber but i got some pipe to lay,
im stacking cheese all up on my plate,

I like to call my bitches sugar, 
Cuz I take them from my neighbours,
hit my line, seein if I’m up,
call em doom day, they got double d cups,

Bitch I’m the master, got these niggas slaving up,
Buy me an Aston, Yeah I be saving up,
these cases y’all be catching, nah what the fuck,
going places i be snapping, gaining luck,

All y’all niggas always cappin,
Lil bitch start to toughen up,
All the cheese I be stackin, 
Youd think I’m having double lunch,

i ain’t hidin, my desires is what i’m showing,
got me acting up, got me going crazy, 
lil baby come through, complete my fantasy,
cmere love all i need is you and me,

she makes me feel good, she makes me feel safe
she gon make my mind like jelly, melt my motherfucking brain,
holding her hand i feel ontop of the world mane,
my fantasy is complete it’s my lucky day,

FANTASY (PROD. CLOVER)

honey i wanna cover you in gems,
i want to only give you the best,
i know i don’t make any sense,
but just give me one chance,

my love, you’re one of a kind,
aint no one like you i can find,
i need you for my whole lifetime,
i need you here right by my side,

i was wrong that was what i thought,
turned out that bitch was a thot,
tell me things to make my gut drop,
my fault though i didn’t know when to stop,

evil ass hoe, fucking me up,
what did i do though? nothing, fuck,
i was enchanted by her touch,
i should’ve known that she was a slut,

said she was going to the movies with a friend,
turned out it was a date instead,
i was ready to come over there,
beat him with my fists, raw, bare,

some punk ass nigga trynna steal my bitch,
imma make sure that he can’t have no kids,
fucking me up making me life shit,
fucking me up, imma throw a fit,

GEMS (PROD. SQUIRL)

(verse 1)
yeah bitch im coming up,
leaving y’all yeah ive had enough, 
no more of this hidin shit,
yeah im coming out we boutta get lit,

huh, I aint trying to flex,
yuh, all im trynna do is impress,
trynna get ontop so i can finess,
gonna make it one day gonna be the best,

(chorus)
get on your knees, bow down to me bitch, 
get on your knees, suck my fucking dick, 
your nothing to me but gravel i step on,
ill destroy you bitch ill make you begone,

come at me bitch ill leave you bloodied up, 
come at me bitch i havent had enough, 
come at me bitch come at me cunt,
come at me bitch suck my fucking nuts,

x2

(verse 2)
you ain’t gon win what do u not get
bitch you is childish go play with some sticks,
lay on them tracks and go get hit,
see shit u aint want, go slit your wrists,

walk in on me giving your girl some dick, 
youre just a little baby throwing a fit, 
trynna fight me you should forfeit,
aye bitch im done with this dumb shit,

x2

C0M3UP! (PROD. 9LIVES)

SCUMBAG (PROD. NEVERFOREVER)

i’m not a furry i swear

art by @silly.lexii on insta

BLACK CAT (PROD. FIFTYZEROS)

baby, i know i can do better,
wait with me, we can fly if you let me show you my feathers,
i know, i know, i know,
let me show, let me show, that im a new man,

chasin for the next bag that i can,
left here with no money where i stand,
you dont understand,

im trying my best,
flyers and texts,
lookin for a job,
but aint nobody give me a chance, ah shit,

applied eerywhere,
waiting there while i get a stare,
is there something in my hair?
do i look like i dont care,

i stand there wondering,
if im good enough,
did i do something wrong,
i express my needs in my songs,

just need some cash,
the 60 i get a week aint good for my ass,
i gotta get the shit that i want and need,
i got my own mouth i need to feed,

do i look like a bum? is that why i dont get a chance,
maybe i look like that when people get their first glance,
but its not me i swear,
im trying to do better for myself i dont mean to scare,

show me how you feel,
dont try save my heart, for real
only making it a bigger problem,
the more time that you steal,

could spend it on people that are worth it,
instead of leaving them in the dirt n grit,
fake niggas makin me hurt n shit
im the only one putting in the work bitch,

you aint a friend you a spy,
laughing with your friends about my secrets,
after i told you them lookin in your eyes,
making me feel sleepless,

changed myself for all of yall,
i thought that id be better,
i realise now im worse and i did it for fuck all,
aint none of you my brothers, never,

SHOW U HOW I FEEL (PROD. LUKE.G)

happy birthday (interlude)

i actually made it, made it to 18,
i’ve been stressin, learnin my lessons,
well damn, who woulda guessed it,
got this far, it was a mission,

are you finally proud of me mama,
didn’t end my shit even through the trauma,
to the one that stepped up, you’re my real father,
that’ll never change, no one i would rather,

have there to pick me up when i was six,
before i was born my dad got kicked,
i was angry at my mum,
but now i know why he’s gone,
that’s why i gotta forgive,

growin up movin constantly,
from mansion to flats to units to eventually,
this beautiful brick house that reminds me of home,
a safe space for my mind the only safe place i know,

and at the end of the day,
you know who you are,
not much else to say,
you got back up after your fall,

here’s a message to my younger self, 
you need to become your best,
remember who you are, 
have a look around you came so far,

you’re a tall, strong islander,
little boy you know you’re so smart,
don’t mess up everything that you have,
just for a little fun,

don’t grab that blade,
don’t grab that lighter,
don’t grab that chick,
don’t try to be a fighter,

you need to change, 
you need to wake up and change,
you need to fix yourself,
before you try to fix others,

you need to be selfish,
so that you can be better,
you need to love yourself,
before you can love others,

because at the end of the day,
youre gonna lay there and feel empty,
wondering when its your turn to be happy,
it wont come until you make it come, son.

MADE IT (PROD. LUKE.G)

you ever wake up and feel like a disappointment?
you ever wake up and wanna chug on that death potion,
you ever wake up and feel not so important,
i wake up feeling like a burden, don’t wanna make no motion,

i wake up without any emotion,
i wake up and i feel dry, no lotion,
i’m not a friend to you i’m just a token,
every time i get flirted with they always say they joking,

i wake up every morning i just keep on hoping, 
i’ll get told i am loved i’ll feel so stoked and-,
where is all the time going,
i’ve been growing and growing,

i’m so touch starved and without even knowing,
i was too much for you to be loving,
i’m so stupid i wish i could rewind stop time from moving,
what is wrong with me man what am i doing,

never ending loneliness,
all i do now is wait for the abyss,
i just wonder what it’s like to feel your kiss,
oh those beautiful lips,

why do i have to go on like this,
the pain i felt reading that text,
i never wanted us to ever end,
i hate having to pretend,

i was having thoughts of marriage,
i start to cut open, and i close up,
didn’t give you a second thought,
you still own my heart,

i don’t want to do this anymore,
i just want to slit my wrists,
lay down and rot to my core,
i might go ballistic i might go and blitz,

BALLISTIC (PROD. LUKE.G)

BUTTERFLY (PROD. LUKE.G)

every night i sit here n ponder,
why do i have to lie down and suffer,
please god, how much longer,
i promise to you i’m not your strongest soldier,

i try and try again but get put down,
lies all told by my friends, im a clown,
drive away in a benz, leave town,
why do i try my best, im fucked now,

cruisin in the night, need a supra to feel right,
grippin on the wheel, emotions concealed,
fusions of speeed and grace,
road take me places where dreams interlace

in a world filled with shadows and noise,
i find solace inside my divine choice,
ridin on dark streets that glow with neon lights,
my engine roar bring alive the lonely nights,

streets set me free, like a melody i can’t ignore,
every gear shift accelerated to an encore,
through twists and turns we dance together like lovers do,
this journey only meant for me and you,

windows rolled down, wind blowin back my hair,
heartbeat echoes against as we chase despair,
the asphalt beneath us holds secrets untold,
with every mile passed, new stories unfold,

in a world full of chaos and fights,
i find peace when surrounded by city lights,
lured into adventures through in unknown avenues,
my whip will become my oasis when life feels askew,

vibes so chill as midnight sneaks up slow,
we speed through highways faster than anybody can go,
as dawn graces the horizon with golden hue,
like a pheoenix reborn with skies anew

SUPRA (PROD. LUKE.G)

speech (epilogue)

REFRAIN, REFRAIN FROM CALLING ME,
YOUR WORDS CUT SO DEEP
CONTAIN, CONTAIN MY FEELINGS,
MY LIFE ESSENCE, YOURE STEALING,

MY BRAIN, MY BRAIN IS MELTING,
PLEASE PUT ME TO ETERNAL SLEEP,
STAY, STAY, STAY WITH ME,
I CANT HELP BUT FEEL INCOMPLETE

WITHOUT YOU, 
I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS LOSE,
WELL HEY, WHATS FUCKING NEW,
IVE GOT NOTHING TO PROVE,

I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE,
LAY DOWN ON THE COLD FLOOR,
HEAR SLAMMING ON THE DOOR,
BUT IM NOT HERE, NOT ANYMORE,

ICYAJC

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