Name: If I Should Fall From Grace with God [Cover] by Eejay Howlett
Duration: 2 min 15 s
Description: Still feeling my Irish roots after visiting my brothers

She Won't Go Away

Wait or Forget You

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
as my mind tells me
different things
my heart beats fast
then slow, it skips
I freeze

I'm hot, I'm cold
I'm fine, I'm not
I'm fire, I'm ice

burning with love
I retreat to an arctic heart

[Chorus]
I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

with hearts cracked open
we bleed on each other
can we heal together
or do we both 
drown in the blood

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

is it a warning
or am i reinforcing
admonitions 

[Verse 2]
as my trauma 
comes to bare 
my heart breaks
I crash then blow, 
I hurt, I just
freeze

I'm hot, I'm cold
I'm fine, I'm not
I'm fire, I'm ice

burning with love
I retreat to an arctic heart

[Verse 3]
are my feelings valid
i don't know
am I afraid
afraid to be happy
afraid to be hurt
I don't know

[Chorus]
I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

with hearts cracked open
we bleed on each other
can we heal together
or do we both 
drown in the blood

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

I'm so confused
its the fear
i know 
its the fear

So Confused

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If I Should Fall From Grace with God [Cover]

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I write and record songs in various genres.  I am influenced by everything I have heard, everything I have experienced and everything I have read, and I read a lot.  I don't have a genre, I have a lot of words floating around in my head, a number of guitars, acoustic, electrics and bass, and a keyboard. I also have Logic Pro X.  Look around in here, the songs are diverse and you may find something that you like.  And, thank you for taking the time to listen. I really appreciate it.

If I Should Fall From Grace with God [Cover]

Eejay Howlett

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