Whatever you want I'll give it to you whatever you need I'll get it for you
That's what those shady ones love to say they're so deceitful
Stories untold until they leave you in the cold corner
It's messed up how these back stabbers kill and control those orders
Trusting nobody like Mafioso Boss Daddy
Suspicious my surroundings are they all paparazzis
Damn am I going insane my works getting sloppy
Feeling cocky wanna drops these copy cats in dark alley
I knew it but I'm losing it help me out I'm trapped in it
Aint no stopping my train of thoughts disoriented in many ways and I'm wishing
That the worst of me be gone from me the bigotry
Insecure part of me preventing me from having honesty
Yeah
It's easier said than done
I know it's hard
I know I gotta make it happen but...
I'm wishing
If I can burn my dread
Give me power
Give me strength
Give me courage
Give me faith to trust myself
I'm sick of my weakness the weak part of me
Sick enough to step up to really change me
I'm fed with all my doubts second guessing my route
My path my thoughts and what I was really about
Still somewhat scared to trust but determined
To go through this drought not without my crew
I'm gonna stop this nonsense
Ready to contest to drop this concept
Lack of confidence prying out of this
Deep down from my subconscious
Ain't gonna let them fool me no more they wanna mock us
They wanna shock us they wanna drop us
Such a pity to be so obnoxious
You wanna rather stay down to the beat down or
Would you rather wanna bring the fire tear
This roof up son yo G's Up
Those hypebole?
I'm dropping swords verbally
Stabbing it mentally to them
Cause this feels right finally
Yeah
That's the truth
I was trying to look away
But you gotta face it man
You gotta face the truth
I got my crew with me to go forward
Yeah

Ava