prada skirt w/ skum (prod. warheart)

4am sad mood (prod. warheart)

lyrics
a misfit, from your time and standards
hold my right wrist
when your god has answers 
and i might miss your diamond figure
hold onto me as times getting thinner 

your beautiful eyes 
and your aura 
i see thru your disguise 
you make a different versions of me inner lies
and i jus hope we never get the chance to intertwine 
but when i look at you it leaves a devil in my eyes 
doublin’ my vice
on and on i see like maybe two of what you might
and i can’t see the road 
something written in my eyes
imma at an all time low (low)
distant cover up from the time we spent low (low low low)
and you look paler when it snow 
i can see you cover up the things that you can’t let go

a misfit, from your time and standards
hold my right wrist
when your god has answers 
and i might miss your diamond figure
hold onto me as times getting thinner 

and i was blank for like half of this month
idk what to say 
suppress all the change
and i feel safer when we look 2 the sun 
my month in 2 days 
u don’t feel the same age
look to the sky 
it don’t seem right 
my mind is upset 
i try to tell you that my mind is upset 
look to the sky (when the timing seem right)
it don’t seem right (stuck in deep light) 
my mind is upset 
i try to tell you that my mind is upset

mourning routine (prod. jean parker x daks9k)

<3 
beat produced by imsoproudofyou 

lyrics:
u said that u feel no time 
but i’m feeling timeless
and the sound when u break 
jus crumbles me down no comfort when i close my eyelids
my silence is something like a virus 
wait up or don’t wait at all
i cant stop ur seasonal fall
my quiet withdrawl 
you never involve yourself
my reason to fall 
you never involve yourself 
my self hope keeps me up when i want to and you just stay in the back i don’t need you
i take the time on myself
ik that u need to work on ur health
i tell her lower your standards and higher yourself 
don’t take my advantage or what i have built 
don’t wanna feel don’t wanna leave you guilt i suppose 
u don’t feel the same i do
all ur colors turning blue
i cant stop the turning moon
so wait for me or don’t wait at all
i feel a penalty suffer from withdraw
i feel your energy or feel none at all
but ik you want change
i say maybe later so we stay in one place and u don’t see the comfort when you look my

self hope (prod. imsoproudofyou)

time is not 4 me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1VFYM4lgRX0gKkvtSf7BGu?si=9a6f63c666934208
♥
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sight-luv-feat-deep-october/1598957460?i=1598957461
♥
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMGz-V3tUps
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deep october soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral
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imsoproudofyou soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/imsoproudofyou

sight luv ft. deep october (prod. imsoproudofyou)

2022

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3iLAJ14PKk5CgRRpkdvxpl?si=70fb6b40d1354d91

youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euFn7yZUaA4

lyrics:
it’s hard when you do what you do
with all the nights we stay in my room 
with treason 
u don’t see my face
i mean it 
my fault i’ll replace the light in my mind
i cant reach ur borderline 
but is it worth my time when i fall short like everytime to your mental 
i’ll stay wishful 
for you one more time dear 
wasteful for my whole year 

let’s dream for tonight then waste our whole year
we wake up then fight about your nightmare 
don’t tell me who’s right i see like all your fears
i know i am right but i can’t make it clear
let’s dream for tonight then waste our whole year
we wake up then fight about your nightmare 
don’t tell me who’s right i see like all your fears
i know i am right but i can’t make it clear
let’s dream for tonight then waste our whole year
we wake up then fight about your nightmare 
don’t tell me who’s right i see like all your fears
i know i am right but i can’t make it clear
let’s dream for tonight then waste our whole year
we wake up then fight about your nightmare 
don’t tell me who’s right i see like all your fears
i know i am right but i can’t make it clear

it’s hard when you do what you do
with all the nights we stay in my room 
with treason 
u don’t see my face
i mean it 
my fault i’ll replace the light in my mind
i cant reach ur borderline 
but is it worth my time when i fall short like everytime to your mental 
i’ll stay wishful 
for you one more time dear 
wasteful for my whole year

wasteful year (prod. imsoproudofyou)

are you alive? (prod. imsoproudofyou)

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0FXouFB6WPVnDglEWU3WoA?si=ccd779f5d1a14db5

youtube link: https://youtu.be/tI6ngFvqv7k

lyrics: 

(imsoproudofyou)

yea, yea, yea yea yea
I don’t got your time
I don’t got time for it 
and if you wanna leave
I understand, you can get goin’
I don’t feel bad for rollin’ 

(I don’t)
I don’t feel you stab me anymore (ok-)
I don’t feel my body, when I drop dead to the floor
let somebody take control
it’s not me? 
how did I know?
learned it lone’ sometime ago
baby, like why did you fold?

what you want? 
(yea yea)
I’ll take profit
(yea yea) 
close your eyes 
(yea yea) 
just do something
(yea yea)
and i’ll survive 
(yea yea) 
but is it worth it? 
(yea yea) 
(i don’t) I don’t really think that it’s worth it

I know you got your urges and i been there too
I need something gentle 
not reruns of last year
hold me like my past year is not so blank
I can’t feel my fate 
better that I stay away
outside lights don’t shade my day 
can’t take me out my grave 

yea, yea, yea yea yea
I don’t got your time
I don’t got time for it 
and if you wanna leave
I understand, you can get goin’
I don’t feel bad for rollin’ 

like, on my life i’m waiting for like somethin’ uh, yea
like, all my life I was just less than uh, you
but baby, why you hide your face?
I gave you more than space
you don’t know the hurt away

(baby baby baby)
baby just do what you suppose to
then let me do what the drugs do (drugs do)
feel loose
feel loose
feel loose 
but it hits different when you hurt me more than less 
and it hits different when you take me out my sense

HER BLOOD IS MY INTERIOR (prod. imsoproudofyou)

<3?

lyrics:

baby what you thought like, when i fell in love? 
heart break on my mental
can you take a punch?
you know i got issues, can i get you some?
don’t treat me like i'm dumb 
don’t make me swear to god
tell me what you want, or tell me anything for real 
i’ve been worried bout myself and how i tend to never feel 
you want my life? 
i’ll give it 
and i’ll give my last meal 

i don’t even smoke but, baby, i been starting to feeling like i need to 
it’s my mental 
i don’t even drink but, baby, i been sipping like it’s fucking crucial 
for my issue 
and i ain’t sorry bout it
i fill up my head until it break 
like how i go without it?
i say what i say and i do nothing bout it 
i see you up in my mirror like you ghost inside it

u tweaking, i’m tweaking 
i wanna feel fine, when we fuck 
ain’t no reason that your blood be seeping 
right through 
right through 
i’m blinded by your silhouette blue

fell in LOVE (prod. radkoun)

you said that i would be okay (prod. jean parker)

SPOTIFY LINK - https://open.spotify.com/track/2ZGRayOYc1v7n9gg15082n?si=OEjE566WTreknApFl8C91g

Succubus (prod. imsoproudofyou)

SPOTIFY LINK - https://open.spotify.com/track/7i5BOSievMTHerZoXelAtU?si=a198c79ff3d34aa1

numb ft. thornskin (prod. thornskin)

on all platforms soon

lyrics: 

i don’t wanna soften for the love 
feel like death the kid got 2 twins i call my guns
wonder who she telling that i’m stuck 
she gon stop that lying when i’m rippin out her guts
from the a.m to the p.m need another dose of vyvanse 
can you feel the time skip
from the a.m to the p.m need another way to play dead
another day out my head 

like what am i pretending?
never see the ending
could i get a minute of ur time?
yes i’m feelin fine 
but don’t ask again idk what’s inside 
walkin in ur binds

what’s inside the binds 
give me- give me fate with a ounce of mind 
let me find the price of my dirt soaked veins
in ur ounce of mind

i don’t wanna soften for the love 
feel like death the kid got 2 twins i call my guns
wonder who she telling that i’m stuck 
she gon stop that lying when i’m rippin out her guts
from the a.m to the p.m need another dose of vyvanse 
can you feel the time skip
from the a.m to the p.m need another way to play dead
another day out my head 

when i’m dead wrong
you can say ur liable and take fault
jus give me a place to lay my head 

i see nothing when i close my eyes
cut a smile play it nice
write me off to dirt, at least u could indite my head

>:)
i don’t wanna soften for the love 
feel like death the kid got 2 twins i call my guns
wonder who she telling that i’m stuck 
she gon stop that lying when i’m rippin out her guts
from the a.m to the p.m need another dose of vyvanse 
can you feel the time skip
from the a.m to the p.m need another way to play dead
another day out my head

crona (prod. jean parker)

(childhood)
no support, i can pray
i can bum right off of your plan 
offer me in advance
that's fine with me
as long i can grind my teeth
if that's fine with you, it's fine with me
if i ask for wants, don't give me needs

(t)
you must not work no more, i'm done
you want to take my only sun
oh well, nurture hell and pray
nailed to the cross like their only savior
when you pray, do you go against satan?
make me believe it
help me with entering eden
or i'll treat my hell, like a resort
childhood faith, i feel like a boy
two hands together, we prayed for their point

(a)
now is it i fail or is it a choice?
is it a sin that i don't hear his voice?
taking my path away
early life bring delay
cause you weren't there
and just to show how severe 
it wasn't optional, don't try to say your faith held me fair
cause you weren't there

i'm not satisfied it's a sign, i like to rot on earth. without a gift or a curse, i'm just neutural

childhood faith (prod. Neverforever)

spirit son of god
where's my halo?
probably within reach if atonements able
if i didn't second guess and became your angel
would you help me grow my wings?
cause the feathers falling off
i can't seem to stretch them out no more
so sorry if i'm sad, i can't get me off of life support
now flatline in my bed
can you add, peace of conscience
take a stab
feel your spirit like you're god
with a change of heart, i'll show im heaven sent

temptation of every kind inside
let's take what we want it's fine
cause you're melted in my life
it's fine

birth brings mortality, be open to hell  
choose christ like it'll make me prevale
eternal life, seeing white like i can't tell
that the white will kill me if it gets the chance oh well
i want to know me but i passed that chance unwell
no i can't tell
no i can't tell
birth brings mortality, be open to hell

spirit son of god (prod. Pinomin)

Please don’t remind me
Dead on arrival 
Checking your timepiece
Everything’s fine though 
And I don’t know
Which way to go 
Which way to go
It’s head to toe 
The blade will fall
carve X and Os
Into your arm
The door revolves
Revealing scars
You’re terrible
I’m causing harm

I can be your servant 
It’s on demand
I can serve a purpose 
Just like you can
And I get so fixated
On time we spent
I guess it’s fuck that
I need my lungs back
They were trapped in the smoke
Soaked in the dirt
Do I need surgery, just say the word
You can perform all the worst
I’m just your patient with no sense of words
If you can fix me 
I’m certain to take all your chores
And if you won’t bother
My eyes will just stay with my
Blurred sight, burn light, midnight
Blurred sight, burn light, midnight

i need my lungs back ft. thornskin (prod. thornskin)

I won’t make sense until I see you clear
My living
My nightmare
I live it
See hell near
I fear it
I fear it
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
When all I know is fear I write to you
And when you bleed
I feel you near 
I write to you
I write to you

I fear it 
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
Atone my sins, I write for 
Atone my sins, I write for you
Atone my sins, I write for 
Atone my sins, I write for you

I fear it
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
When all I know is fear I write to you
And when you bleed
I feel you near 
I write to you
I write to you
I write to you
I write to you

all i know is fear (prod. pinomin)

When I’m your animal, I feel like something
So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
So bring me the leash 
I’ll survive off what you leave

I don’t have limbs
I destroyed them
I don’t need earth
You make my teeth hurt
So I just grind them
Until they don’t work (no)
Wish i was better at putting me first 
At putting me first (no)
Need time to digress
Wish I could hurt her

So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
Depends my mindset 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Need time to digress 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Wish I could hurt her

i'm your animal (prod. neverforever)

I loathed the feeling of you inside me
I felt her sickness pulling on me 
Like a needy animal 
How could I be responsible
For another life, when it terrifies me
I’ll be relieved when you die
And it’s freighting
Life terrifies me, cause what if this is it
(This is it)
My hands nailed, I repent

So I’ll hurt you til’ you know what it feels like to suffer
I’ll lay with your bones in my backyard
You don’t have to wonder
If I love her too

My spine uncurls from the box that I rot in
And my pond eyes see you
So back to my box I climb in
I see death in 
I see death in 
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you

So I’ll hurt you til’ you know what it feels like to suffer
I’ll lay with your bones in my backyard
You don’t have to wonder
If I love her too

x (prod. neverforever)

I’m praying for some safety 
It’s a shot in the dark but I’ll take it
I acknowledge you daily
What I meant for you wasn’t tasteful
Now I’m feeling as if I’m forsaken 
I’m falling out my grave
Then I’m taking another step
And I’m forcing your brain to forget 
(Brain to forget)
That I’m forcing myself to live
Cause I’m living off negatives
I’m not worth and I know you’re right

You can crucify me while I’m praying in pain
I’ll be a beautiful god
Such a wonderful saint
If you demand me on this path I shall take
(This Path I shall take)
I’ll worship you daily 
And sleep off the pain
My life full of addicts, you fix what you can
You’ve done for my mother as much as in plan
That’s why my hate for you god is much in demand
I believe you won’t attempt to make it right
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I’m given I’m in pity til’ I’m gone
Why’d you leave so soon? 
Is it me or is it you?
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I’m given I’m in pity til’ I’m gone
Til’ we leave this view
I won’t leave my room
I hate my life 
I hate my life
(Til’ we leave this view)
I hate my life
(I won’t leave my room)
I hate my life
(Why’d you leave so soon?) 
I hate my life
I hate my life

crucify me (prod. neverforever)

[lyrics] 

it’s hard to know ur feelings u don’t show em
it’s hard to know ur pain when u rollin
different day different time... u still controlling my emotions
i’m not scared of death 
but the way that u portray make me feel depressed 
and the times that u betray me give me thoughts of lead 
thoughts of lead 
i’m feeling fine with dread
fine fine with dread 
ain’t no time for bed 
and what a sight to see 
when i’m cold in ur room
feelin 5 degrees 
and i’m sold onna dream 
but there’s no progress...
i digress
on me 
on u
all i really need is some prove
the truth 
from u
feelin dosed when i dont have a clue 

i can never pray so i don’t 
look inside my brain maybe don’t 
we can’t feel the same so we dose
levitate my brain while we coast 
in the front of ur broke down car 
you and all ur friends say we won’t go far 
now we break another line with the side of ur card

i'm not scared of death

i'm not scared of death (prod. noevdv)

[lyrics] 
hold up let me reset 
passive in my nature i can’t push you past yet 
i don’t know where to go
i don’t know my own soul
i’ve been locked away i’ve been feeling sorrow
let me rest today i’ve been feeling dull
no passion to my name i can see my ghost 
perceive the love in pain i’ve been feeling cold 
i’ve been feeling so cold 

passive in my passion i can’t step across the line 
passive where i go cause i cannot lose my soul 
bitch i’m feeling lone 
on my own pain i can’t let you know...
let me go
i don’t feel the need to restore 
all the shit inside my brain 
i cannot let me fold
but i don’t know  
let me try to get by on my own time
i’m on the borderline 
on my own time 
on the borderline 
on my own time
let me try to get by on my own time 
all the times i’m crazed you kill my dreams and flood my mind 
i don’t feel obligation tryna make you worth my time but i don’t need too 
like your so see through
like what you’ve been through?
what you’ve been through?
and honestly the addy got me thinking bout what i do
i cant hear you all i do is breathe you and i wanna change those facts but it’s hard when i can’t stand you
take my soul soul soul 
lie me low low low 
vertigo 
i don’t know where to go
i don’t know my own soul
hold up let me reset 
passive in my nature i can’t push you past yet 
i cant let you digest 
rest in piece now let me rest

PASSIVE PASSION (prod. warheart)

aka sleepyjoss
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