~A few facts c: 

 You only see what I choose to show
 But there is a lot that you don't know
 I regret a lot because I knew
 Just how wrong they were to do
 It was really stupid and now I suffer
 From all the things I used to cover
 I let it out 'cause I thought it was right
 But all it gave me was a lot of fright
 Some people know and others don't
 All the other people always won't

 Born a self hatin' little girl with a soul so pure
 Beautiful and smart
 so young, yet mature
 Talented with words, but the world doesn't see
 That this is the only way that I know how to be me
 Broken and beaten by this world that I despise
 I've learned to block it all out, I no longer open my eyes
 They've been permanently shut, so now I live through what I feel
 But I've cut off all emotions so life's no big deal
 I'll be great one day, that's what I tell myself
 I'll be great one day without any of their help
 I'll be great one day and then they'll see 
 I'll be great one day
 And good enough for me.

 She looks in the mirror
 And see's someone staring straight back at her
 A lost little girl
 With cold hard eyes
 And no expression on her face
 Trying to cover up the pain she feels
 A lost little girl
 With too much anger inside of her too control
 So she takes it out on everyone around her
 Because she can't stop herself
 A tear falls from her eye
 Realizing that this lost little girl
 Who is staring back at her
 Is in fact herself
 Her reflection
 So wiping her tears away
 She steps closer to the mirror
 Looks herself in the eyes
 And whispers to herself
 "Who have I become?"

 Just because I'm quiet 
 doesn't mean I'm mute
 Doesn't mean I'm boring
 Doesn't mean I can't be outgoing
 Just because I'm quiet 
 Don't make fun of me 
 Don't judge how I am 
 Don't treat me like an animal
 Just Because I'm quiet
 I still want make friends
 Still love to have conversations
 Still want to share thoughts
 Just because I'm quiet 
 Doesn't mean that's me

 Just because I'm quiet 
 doesn't mean I'm mute
 Doesn't mean I'm boring
 Doesn't mean I can't be outgoing
 Just because I'm quiet 
 Don't make fun of me 
 Don't judge how I am 
 Don't treat me like an animal
 Just Because I'm quiet
 I still want make friends
 Still love to have conversations
 Still want to share thoughts
 Just because I'm quiet 
 Doesn't mean that's me

 It begins as a noise in the background
 keeping steady beat as it makes its round
 it can be found at any time of day
 it's so simple, just push play

 It creates a story for everyone's life
 as if it understands your struggles and strife
 it's impossible to stop, it's purpose will be served
 as if not to judge on whether or not you deserve
 to feel absorbed in something bigger than yourself
 where there is nobody to ever ring the bell

 Of complete reality and worry filled days
 when life gets too real there's something that says
 I'll be with you through the HAPPY and SAD 
 the really GREAT days and even the BAD

 It lingers as if ready at any possible time
 to lift you off your feet and begin to fly
 away from all the grief, sorrow and pain
 to tell your mind that it's free again

 No judging or casting a nasty glare
 nope, just to let you know that it's always there
 as the shoulder to cry on when no one else cares
 and casts you alone to face all of your scares

 It will give you a feeling that no one else can
 and open your eyes to the ever growing span
 of opportunity and dare and even the strength
 to end it all or just shoot blanks

 It tends to all of our daily needs
 not for us but with us so we really can see
 the magic of you when in a crowd
 nothing else will sound as loud

 As the beats, bells, and whistles that are in your head
 revealing to you a new path to tread
 for you will follow no one your path will be your own
 because your are lead by something that can't be owned

 To be there for whenever you desire
 is its one purpose, to light your fire
 it can't be stopped if the will is steady
 it can be unleashed, it's always ready

 To light up your day or slow down the time
 to yell at the world, or even to cry
 to help you with whatever you may need
 or just to be there for whenever you please

 It will live until the end of time
 serving its purpose, to let its light shine
 remember family, friends and even pets
 but most of all music never forget

 Music travels all around my body
 Now I can say it's living right through me
 Listening to music puts me in a good mood
 It makes me want to stand up and start to groove

 Music can make me forget all of my pain
 It brings out the sun when I can only see the rain
 I put on my headphones and play all of my songs
 I could listen to it all day long

 Music takes me to another place
 Higher than the sky and far away from the space
 There's nothing to compare to it in the whole world
 It wouldn't even be better than my favorite girl

 Music can teach you many lessons 
 Like stand up for your rights and all the good reasons
 I know there's people who thinks the same way
 Because they know music lives in us everyday

 <3~ 

Effy.Shizophrenia