ABILIFY (The Kingston Affair II) - PART 2

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ABILIFY (The Kingston Affair)

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MENTAL HEALTH
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9:14 PM Sunday, December 21st, 2025 at 9:14 PM
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Sunday, December 21st, 2025 at 9:14 PM

Hello Farooq,

It's Brendan Rose. I noticed your email in my available email addresses,
so I thought I would send you an update. I'm not sure if I'm allowed to message you
or not, if not just ignore this email, I'll get the message and won't write back.

I'd like to tell you a bit about my recovery. You've probably heard all kinds of
rumors about me, but I wanted to clarify why things weren't quite right when
I was your patient. I'm currently the patient of Dr. Martin Rotenberg,
After a shakey start with me going off my medication and 1 one month
stay in the ward, he got control of me again, and on my own request,
he put me on lithium, as well as paliperidone if i recall, although i have
since convinced him to switch that to abilify as it made me lethargic.

The lithium was the missing factor.
All those times I went off my abilify, of course it resulted in disaster,
as it was treating my psychotic symptoms, but I was always manic or depressed,
suicidally and homicidally ideating all the time, extreme out of control behavior
even when medicated.

Lithium is what was needed, it controls the manic symptoms, it has allowed me
to regain control of my life, to heal, and finally recover from my wild mood swings.
Over the last 2 years, my life has been transformed.

LUCIFERIANISM on Steam:
https://store.steampowered.com/app/3990500/LUCIFERIANISM/

My recovery allowed me to complete one of my life goals (Which Jialin would never allow me to do)
One of the reasons I was fighting with her before she left was because she would not let me pursue
making games. But anyway, I have made it, it's a very good game. For one man, an amateur making that, it's actually incredible. I initially published it on Epic Games Store, then eventually got unbanned on Steam and published it there too.

I am very proud of that game, although it was so much work, basically a full time job for a full year,
I don't plan to make another one anytime soon. Although I want to make at least 1 more before I die.

My music has really taken off, it's gone, exponentially better and bigger than what you remember,
which was already pretty big and quite good. I now have more songs than i can reasonable count
or estimate, across a wide range of platforms, my favorite is the archive.

VIDEODROME - Channel 83 : Brendan S. Rose : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive
https://archive.org/details/videodrome-channel-83
VIDEODROME - Channel 84 - COMMENTARIES : Brendan S, Rose : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive
https://archive.org/details/VIDEODROME-Channel84-COMMENTARIES



This provides a good cross section of videos.


THE NEW FLESH : Brendan S. Rose : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

https://archive.org/details/222_the-new-flesh_222



I'm currently building a new room, THE NEW FLESH, all my new videos will go in here, I've never had more fun than I did making this Archive. Have a look through, if you sift through them, you'll see there's a lot to find here.

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Hello Farook

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THE YELLOW LOTUS

A prolific artist, with over 1000 songs in my archives, a youtuber, a rumbler, an author of over 55 books, designer of LUCIFERIANISM on Steam and Epic. Notoriously censored due to my own behavior and extremely controversial music and other works. Father of a boy I have never met (I want to but I'm just not well enough, it's sad.) I am very talented and often achieve great things, but cycles of going from normalcy to mental breakdowns often result in me losing my accounts and platform access and thus my archives in vicious incidents of self destruction resulting in bans. For instance, I am banned from the Amazon and Barnes and Noble press duopoly for this reason, and thus banned from publishing books at all, outright.

MY FOREVER HOME: Archive.org
https://archive.org/search?query=creator%3A%22Brendan+S%2C+Rose%22

LUCIFERIANISM©️

by THE DEVIL 666

Available today on STEAM and EPIC GAMES STORE. #indiegames

It is an open world sandbox, roguelike, soulslike, set in a gargantuan maze of 300 individually constructed levels. Brutal difficulty. Fully voiced by Elevenlabs AI Voice Robots. Built in Unreal Engine 5.4.

[Rated M for Mature.]

STEAM:

https://store.steampowered.com/app/3990500/LUCIFERIANISM/

EPIC:

https://store.epicgames.com/en-US/p/luciferianism-300fc0

THE DEVIL 666 on Youtube
https://www.youtube.com/@BLOODREDGENERALWUKONG

THE DEVIL 666 on Rumble
https://rumble.com/c/c-4862779

BRENDAN ROSE on Facebook
https://www.facebook.com/brendan.s.rose/

Yeah here's the problem man, you go too far, and maybe say things you shouldn't, So you wanna censor those, and maybe you have a justification for doing that, maybe you have a good reason.

But then, 
You wanna censor this now, and that, and this, and that, and that one over there, and this one and that one and FUCKIN EVERYTHING NOW.

Suddenly everything is censored to shit, and no one can say anything without you destroying them.

THIS IS WHY THE LEFT IS TERRIBLE.

I have to look at my life story and say, oh, I have to cut 75% of my life story because of you, It doesn't make sense anymore, more holes than swiss cheese.

MUSIC GENRE(s): Horror, Synth-pop, Rock, 
Girlband Screamo, Comedy, Philosophy,
Religion and Theology, Politics, Truecrime

MY INFERNAL APOSTLES:
1: Styxhexenhammer666
2: Liana K
3: Scott Adams 
4: Vee Monro
5: Doug's Dharma
6: JordanOwen42/Jordan Peterson

I am the lamb who spake as a dragon

THEY WORSHIPPED THE DRAGON, FOR HE HAD GIVEN AUTHORITY TO THE BEAST, AND THEY WORSHIPPED THE BEAST SAYING "who is like the beast and who can fight against it?"

Ever since I was a child, I wanted to be the beast with two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon. I did not really expect to become him, but I did.

You will take the chip or die.

Those who die will live forever in heaven, though
those who take chip shall liveth forever on earth.
And never again shall they meet.

THE BEAST RELIGON
https://drive.proton.me/urls/QNPN2Z720W#7UrpVDmRPKOL

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