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Ihy.Isaiah - 1

may you never forget me

every man gets his wish

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Devils town (Pontefract) 

devils town was written in 2012 it is a song about a night out in Pontefract I wrote this in my old band originally a punk rock song I have run the original through suno AI to create an epic garage break tune enjoy 

Devils town (garage break house).mp3

The stone ledge is cold.
I am staring at the water.
The koi are slow dreams,
orange and white and black thoughts
moving without any sound.

I feel like that girl
in the old movie you showed me.
Full of angry want,
wishing the Goblin King would
just please come and take it all.

This pond is too small.
My reflection is a stranger.
Two options appear,
both are beautiful and strange,
like a secret I must keep.

Option one: lie back.
Let my hair become riverweed.
A quiet Ophelia.
A dramatic, pretty ending.
(Maybe they would be sorry then.)

Option two: a ship.
Not a pond, but a wide ocean.
A lion at the prow.
To sail past the world’s last morning.
To find a different sky.

The koi kiss the surface.
They make a perfect, silent ‘O’.
Is it a zero?
Or is it a whole new world?
They do not say to me.

My mother calls out.
Her voice is a thread through the glass.
“Lori, come inside.”
The spell breaks into pieces.
I am just a girl again.

I carry the pond
inside my chest now, secretly.
A tiny, deep sea
for dreaming of drowning or sailing.
It is my own labyrinth.

Mother, it is all foolishness… right?
Obviously.
But the koi know.
They are still swimming.



A Tiny Deep Sea by Lori Yamamoto

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with a woodchopper brain
and a bomb for a heart
i am tearing every single of my little thoughts apart
and i am waiting at the busstop for a bus that dont arrive
and i am realising now that its a metaphor for life
i wear a t shirt that was yours once and now its on my floor
and i am laying in my bed and i can’t get out of my door
and i think ground of floating lava shirts 
are you my newest death?
and then i try to roll onto the floor
to break my own head

and with a bolt scissor hand
and a thigh that is clay
i am shaping a statue that is shaped just like me
i am bleeding on the carpet but the carpet is red
and i am bleeding on my pjs i am bleeding in my bed
and i am sleeping unsoundly i waking in black
i am opening my eyes and feel the shape of world come back
i think im blinded by depression but i know it couldn’t be
yet i feel like im blind cus i can’t see people see me


and now my skull is an ashtray 
cus that is my lunch
eating my feelings so they dont leak out 
chain-smoking menthol cigarettes and laying flat on the ground
hoping i can wake up tomorrow without
the haunting pain that is living i just want to breathe
an air that is air and doesn’t sound like forgive me
i want what i can’t have
and i can’t have what i want
which is for someone to put a gun in my mouth

and with a brain that is mine
and a heart full of shame
i am trying to let go of the balloon that is the blame
and i dont know how to act around the people i know
if i am happy im annoying but if im sad i am alone
i’d do whatever you tell me
i’d melt in the sun
if someone would just give me some directions i’ve got none
cus if i knew what i was doing do you think it would be this?
i am tired of being so tired and feeling like shiiiiit

Woodchipperbrain

Better than a chicken jumping rope backwards!

A Tiny Deep Sea by Lori Yamamoto

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