omg okay clairo 😭😭😭❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

voicenote demo
srry abt the guitar lol :|

lyrics:
i don’t miss you
but i think i just might die
if i’m not in your arms tonight

god i’m so blue
took for granted all those days
when we met in june, In june

so very alone when i should feel most grown
light off in my room this is eighteen having fun

tell me you like me when you’re feeling lonely
never in the morning when the moon’s out of luck
i’m suffocating for you, suffocated by you
pulling me down and pushing me back
i guess i’m not needed right here right now
i’m good at changing sides one time you told me

babe i’m jealous
someone gets to be with you right now
and right now i wish it was me
wish it was always me
and we could always be
but now i just get the memories

build me a castle of words
it’ll shatter in a week
paper thin lies and
paper white crimes

find me a romeo and i’ll
tell him he’s pretty
til he kills me

still i keep wanting you
and wanting you
and wanting you
only you
and only you
and only you

if you go on ahead i can catch up
i’m used to a mess
used to cleaning them up

so very alone when i should feel most grown
how many times can you fall in and out of love
til it becomes all too much

tell me you like me when you’re feeling lonely
never in the morning when the moon’s out of luck
i'm suffocating for you, suffocating by you
pulling me down and pushing me back
i guess i’m not needed right here right now
i'm good at changing sides one time you told me

wanting u only u

In The Moment

Second go at this song! Much more satisfied with this version :)

good little girl/bad little boy

Wet Cigarette

Now out on Spotify !!



i wouldn't call this piece so much a song as it is an experience; it takes you on a journey of someone's half-baked notions as they slowly drift off to sleep.
with an upbeat beginning morphing into an ethereal, nostalgic conclusion, the piece symbolises how all our thoughts and emotions eventually succumb to the deep blue of drowsiness.



how i get to sleep

A sincere song written for someone who really stinks. Like really bad. Who is she? The french girls are here to tell you. Ah ha ha mwah. Listen and enjoy. xx

E.M.I.L.(wh)Y. - acoustic

When the Sirens got together to create a song one August eve, they wanted something bitter, yet sweet, thus the word to describe this song: bittersweet. xx luvs.

picnic bench - acoustic

had to post now before i decided otherwise :)

why am i posting this again

temporarily happy

honeybee :)

making this public again so that perhaps there will be improvement in comparison to my new stuff if i ever write a song ever again in this life...

honeybee

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

listen with headphones ofc xx

do I hate this maybe

wanting u only u

holland

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