Name: lilac by eilahtann
Duration: 3 min 57 s
Description: little song about my pov being a trans woman who is not out to her family.

i picked up all these vices instead of coping
ignored all the advice, i just needed something
to take me out of feeling out anything
another glass, another stick, cant hurt me

saw the sun rise
didn't feel a thing
it's probably 7 now
and i gotta say
another glass, another stick, cant hurt me
can't hurt me

im spiralling out
im spiralling out
i gotta figure this out
cause im spiralling out of control and i cant

shut the door, stay alone, and let it all out
im sure it'll be over by saturday night
another glass, another stick, cant hurt me

can't hurt me
can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me

post peak

spiralling out (w ÊMIA)

i know it looks ironic but i just couldnt be bothered i promise in the future ill be less lazy

0:01 sumic end of year mashup (dropped)
1:32 linked winters & ganimed - id
3:38 id
4:24 id
4:51 cutest drill beat 
5:35 some random thing
5:49 messing with a guitar
6:29 15 minute challenge 1
6:51 yuru camp inspire
9:08 neuro thing
9:41 ganimed collab edit
10:10 guitar thing
11:15 15 minute challenge 2
11:32 https://soundcloud.com/novelchapters/lalanoi-style-everyday
11:48 https://soundcloud.com/novelchapters/max-pepsi_chapter-27
12:03 https://soundcloud.com/novelchapters/in-a-poo-of-cave_chapter25
12:16 some random thing again

linked winters 2029 showcase mix

little song about my pov being a trans woman who is not out to her family.

lilac

No Lyrics...wip

Well, do i wish her the best or do i actually miss her?

Love this one by @porterrobinson and i wanted to give it a bass music texture to the track. 

Original: https://on.soundcloud.com/8YMEtYoqATYX2dU6A

Porter Robinson - Cheerleader (Hexsyre Bootleg) [Melodic Dubstep/Hardcore]

*entropyTone

(intro)
h-h-hope u have a good day baka
yaaa yaaa yaaa
i need u yea rn i say it loud 

(chorus)
bih i jump out da house 
i got way 2 high 
Kazakhstan fine shyt she from Astana
why we wasting time i need u rn 
lets just spend some time me and u 
we can go wherever we can do whatever 

(verse)
baby i need u 
i need u right now 
yea she from Kazakhstan she from Astana
smoking on the za i got way 2 fried 
met a Ghost from Astana made me feel alive 
baby i need uuuuuuuu
yea right now 
baby i need uuuuuuuu
yea right now (oh victoriaaa)
i just said her name and she realized 
my speakers bumping make me feel alive 
hotboxing the library they saying dont be loud 
bitch we break the rules its do or die 

(bridge)
fine shyt got me wow (got me wooow)
new balenciaa (balenciagaa)
i got me some new za (yea some new za)
yea from Astana (yea astana)

(chorus)
bih i jump out da house 
i got way 2 high 
Kazakhstan fine shyt she from Astana
why we wasting time yea  i need u rn 
lets just spend some time me and u 
we can go wherever we can do whateverrrr

(verse 2)
baby i need u 
i need u right now 
jumping out da house 
speakers yea they so loud 
make me feel alive 
and i think i luv you
i wont say it twice
i need u right now 
i need u right nooooow
yea right now 

(outro)
yaaa yaa
i got new Balenciaga hoe
fine shyt she from Astana wow
proud of her buy her Prada wow
i got new Balenciaga hoe
fine shyt from Astana wow 



AstanA °prod. jaechii°

Adrenaline Drift - Fucked Up Vision By Himely

Hit 'Em Up

forest

heya all this is orchid. i thought i'd release atleast one more track before the end of the year. so many thanks to everyone who has listened to me this year. this year has been one of the best of my life, and I have a lot of people to thank for that. I hope you'll enjoy. luv u <3

a lot of this track is based off of sleepy.ab's Fractal album, a highly recommended listen

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GvkybZOkckOXbgCmydcco?si=FGidDAQVQiiaqg6P6SFDsw

follow me on twitter: https://twitter.com/makinawastaken

lilac

eilahtann

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