My walking prayer

....Where my heart will go

"Wherever you go (Song after my friend BS's suicide)=

"Then I'll walk so far......" (av E. Lunga, spilt av Leiv Reed)

I am lost/Estoy perdido

Estoy perdido……. I am chasing down this lonesome road (There is no place I can stay) My world has become a bitter stage (I’m confused what’s there to play) There is no action I can follow (no wisdom I can say) There is hollowness all around me (No words that I can pray….) I’ll just take the first road further go looking for some friend But I’m lost and I am loosing.... Feel close to my own end Oh mi camino………. I think I’ll follow you down Estoy perdido…I am lost and will be found They sai that I was made of dust.. To dust I shall return That I’ve been taken out of ground.. In the deep I’ll freeze and burn Where can I look for comfort How can I find some peace… struggling down my bitter road In the sweat of my pale white face I’ll just take the first road further go looking for some friend But I’m lost and I am loosing.... Feel close to my own end Oh mi camino………. I know I’ll follow you down…. Estoy perdido… I am lost and will be found 



Estoy perdido

"I've fallen to my knees 
black'end day and night 
turned away from living, 
what is wrong and what is right 
I forgotten how to think, 
how to laugh and how to sing 
Turned my back on everyone, distaste for everything 
I don’t care when I am dreaming, 
I don’t care when I am awake
If I am sinking or falling 
If I give or if I take 

Cause I wanted to leave everything If I were loosing you…………… I wanted to leave everything If I were loosing you……………

I have fallen, 
And I am falling 
In a world of pains unknown 
I go through dark to darkness....
shadows been long gone 
I have closed all open doors 
left all paths to go 
where no soul shall walk, save me 
So I don’t care to listen, what to say or what to do
I don’t care if I am lying or if I tell the truth 

Ref.: Cause I wanted to leave everything If I were loosing you…………… I wanted to leave everything If I were loosing you……………

What’s the color of living?
is it bitter, blue and grey ? 
I feel the the color of this grief 
as black as the say 
Lost my license for living 
Lost my codes, lost my keys 
How can I go on further 
From signs without a name 
I don’t care what people are living for 
There’s nothing in it for me 
Things they go from bad to worse,
there's no absolutes in misery 

Ref.: Cause I wanted to leave everything 
If I were loosing you…………… I wanted to leave everything
If I were loosing you…

Where no soul shall walk....

I am still on this open road babe, I can’t see my shadow walking And I am not moving on I am still on this open road babe, I feel like a dead man walking And I am not moving on I have been closed up behind those walls For so many years Once I was crying Now I am drowned in my tears Once I was a trusting child Now I am paralysed with fears I am still on this open road babe, I can’t see my shadow walking And I am not moving on I am still on this open road babe, I feel like a dead man walking And I am not moving on I have been hidden behind those walls For so long a time I used to be singing Now I cant make a sound Once I was living Now I buried in the ground I used to be looked for Now I am never to be found I am still on this open road babe, I can’t see my shadow walking And I am not moving on I am still on this open road babe, I feel like a dead man walking And I am not moving on I will come out from those walls One day, I am so bold Once I was telling Now I am only to be told I used to be warm loving Now I am shivering cold Once I was young, now I am forever old I am still on this open road babe, I can’t see my shadow walking And I am not moving on I am still on this open road babe, I feel like a dead man walking And I am not moving on

"I feel like a dead man walking" (m. Bosse Litsheim)

I know its true (or 'Never give up looking for the one you love')

There are things in life that is not easy to let go and calmly leave behind I have tried so hard to get away from you I have closed all doors into my mind No glance, no smile, no rose That could bring you close No touch, no word, no call That could make me fall……. Ref.: When I see your smile, your eyes Then I know it’s true Then there is no doubt, no more, I’m in love with you To search, to listen and to look for you Those times when we were so wide apart On sunny days and deep in darkness There came disquiet in my heart I shouldn`t dream of you, I’m dreaming I shouldn`t fall for you, I’m falling….. Ref.: When I see your smile, your eyes Then I know it’s true Then there is no doubt, no more, I’m in love with you On winding roads that lead for ever I could easily loose you every day From a the distance, in the hungry horizon I see you slowly melt away Why should I feel so left behind.. when you’re heading on why can’t I just see that you will be gone Ref.: When I see your smile, your eyes Then I know it’s true Then there is no doubt, no more, I’m in love with you I live this life, the best I can My heart will choose the path I roam Sometimes moments of peace, but mostly sorrows I must face them when I find you’ve gone There comes good, there comes bad - sun and rain - There is hope, there is loss But for me it’s sweet complaint Cause I’ve seen your smile, your eyes And I know it’s true Then there re is no doubt, no more I know my love for you 




'There are things in life'

A life course is never only accidential. Even if we dont see it or understand it, behind the confusing picture there is a governing pattern; there is a set of partly self-created laws taking over our lives and governing what we do, the choices me make and where each individual is going...one always should think and take care, because we can create the wrong laws for ourself and our life...it can give us som very painful experiences...

"I always aim to where my heart will go" (Song/tune by Einar Lunga; performed by Leiv Reed)

Vergil's tune (with Leiv Reed)

"I believe there is a deep and glorious music in the hearts of all of us which very few of us ever come to hear in all the savage jargon of this world" (Wolfe)

Einar Lunga

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