paradise

Im NOT [Pawl4k + Acu]

In this Nightmare

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

Rest in Peace

Sabotage (feat. Haptic)

Paralyzed

Lyrics:
Well I'm here,
Thinking about you while I'm all by myself,
Drapes pulled down so low cuz I'm nauseous,
I drink so much so that I don't have to feel the pain today...

But I'm here...
Wishing that my life wasn't so f*cking wasted,
Look in my eyes, I don't think I can take it,
I'll drink the pain away...

While I'm here...
I don't know if I can make it without you,
I might just die when I'm dreaming about you...

Here I am...

When you look, in my eyes,
Do you feel me by your side,
You see the darkened empty space,
When I dwell in all the lies,
I can see it on your face,
Before souls collide,
Maybe this time...
I could call you mine...

(Oh I...well I've been here for this... my own...  Nobody hears me now ... how I feel ... own my own...)

Well I'll find, what I left behind,
But I'm here now...
To make you mine...
But I'm here now...

I'm here now

Lyrics:
I try to see it before I leave this world weak,
I'm talking about the love, the love that doesn't make your blood leak,
I'm talking about the venom, venom coming from a smiling face,
A smiling face with hidden fangs that lusts materialistic things,

I hope my heart is understood, you won't see me turning back,
You want me to think my life is good, but there are snakes up in the grass,
You would love me if you could, you want to stab me in the back,
You know my life is fucked up, so you look at me laugh...

[Chorus]
Can't let 'em get me down,
Can't let 'em bring me low,
I see the shadows lurking,
I see the undertow,
Rising up from the ground, I'm breaking their mask,
Calling out the fakes, I don't need to ask,
Exit the shadows while I raise my glass..

[Verse]
Keep your doubts, Keep your spite,
I'll turn your darkness into light,
You push me down, I'll stand my ground,
I'll push back, do you hear me now,


People said that blood is thicker than water, (thicker than water...)
But they'd rather sacrifice me in the slaughter... (In the slaughter...)

[Bridge]
(People said that blood is thicker than water,
But you'd rather sacrifice me in the slaughter,
I used to hold on, but now I won't bother,
Put you in the past, you're dead like mother...)

[Verse]
You said blood is thicker than water,
But you'd rather sacrifice me in the slaughter,
I used to hold on, but now I won't bother,
Put you in the past, you're dead like mother...

[Chorus]
Can't let 'em get me down,
Can't let 'em bring me low,
I see the shadows lurking,
I see the undertow,
Rising up from the ground, I'm breaking their mask,
Calling out the fakes that are in my past,
Lets exit the shadows while I raise my glass..

Thicker than water

Vocals & Production By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you the best 
loved you in ways 
Words could never express
Wishing you’d saw 
all that we had
you put a sword 
right through my back
Hope is was worth
All that it cost
All you ain’t see in us
& all that you lost
So honey I’ve got 
to let you go
I just want you to know 
I just want you to know

Step into my shoes
Get to know me, know me
Judging from the outside 
Don’t make you right
Can’t forget the words 
That you told me, told me 
Wonder if you’d say them 
Looking through my eyes

Swallow your pride 
Watch how you talk 
Everything’s not
How it seems on the surface
Soon I’ll bones in a box
I used to love you 
but you don’t deserve it
Don’t know what made you 
a negative person
Limited time & this isn’t worth it 
I feel in love with the previous version

Love the way you lie
The way you 
twist my words baby
Love it when you try 
To make me feel
Like I’m crazy 
Think that I don’t know
The things you do 
behind my back
Smile in my face 
Like I won’t know
That it’s an act

Broken & Bruised 
Heart in my chest
What you ruined
One of a kind
Rare like diamonds
They way that you shine
Left me clueless 
To intentions of doom
There’s no trust 
left in the room
Twist my words
Point the finger 
Say that I did 
nothing for you

Sabotage (feat. Haptic)

EION 🌙

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