this is quite simply the best song ive ever heard  

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)
mixed by krieg
art by krieg
photography by samy ayala

sleep2much

sleep2much w/ re: (prod. splashgvng)

you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by Carlby & @horoshavibes
Guitars by Lavender_Txwn (@user-757072975)

LYRICS
Don't know how much more I can take
You've got a way with words
You always get your way

And when you talk down to me
I don't talk back
Always playing defense
Now I'm on the attack

Said it before and I'll say it again
I don't like myself when I'm like this
I was down bad
Now Im feeling better
I'm not that same sad boy you remember

So we are never getting back together
I'm my own man now
I don't need to be tethered
I'ma show you how to keep your cool under pressure
I won't let you hold me down forever

(sendflowrs)
Hold me down forever
Trying to keep it cool while I'm under pressure
Yeah its now or never
Kiss me, or don't
I don't care
whatever

I been runnin' runnin' runnin' from my problems
I've been loving loving loving all this time you give me 
Smokin' way too much yeah just to solve 'em
And you pussies ain't a hundred yeah you barely fifty

Listen on Spotify!

I Don't Like Myself When I'm Like This w/ sendflowrs

prod. https://youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

combat boots (prod. skellington)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg - @pekarot_161
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ
@iofmusic

Lyrics:
dripped out in givenchy 
oh baby do you want me
i'll take you out to paris and we'll get lit
and you should call me
cause ive been stressed out my mind 
act as if im fine 
even though im not its a lie 

im a pretty boy inside,
yeah im kinda shy
i dont wanna fight,
i dont wanna fight,

unless your ex hes tryna die
tryna die i i i 
and he dont realy wanna fw me 
i'll make him cry i i i 

she got tattoos on her left wrist left wrist
and i got diamonds on my right wrist right wrist 
hold up
rocking all black
i dont check the price tag
dripping givenchy on facts 
i dont wanna cap cap cap

givenchy [pekarot/iof]

So tell me lies
Tell me that you love me then you throw it all away
I'm know I'm not all I used to say
And maybe we can be the way we used to
I guess being friends is better than nothing 
I cant afford to loose you because you meant something 
Cant we rewind and go back in time
I miss the days when I used to can you mine
Can we go back in time 

can we go back in time
no
i crossed all the lines
no comin back from this
i just want us to mend
no comin back from this
no comments
heres the end
i want it bad again
not just another friend


i bet you think that im a psycho
walkin on a tightrope
tryna find my way back home
but what the fuck do i know
im a sinner
im a waste
im awake
and im hollow 

so leave me cold
leave me broken in the snow
break my soul
and break my bones
i deserved yes i know
i strayed too far from home
no love left inside my soul  
i just hope that you know
i want no one else to hold

Seasonal Depression  (feat. Lullabyboy) (prod. wolfyy)

hey
made this in 3 hours last night
produced by @wisssery & @user-757072975
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
far away
and gone again
i ride thru city streets
and sleep
was never an option

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
driving on highways has taken enough
time is an essence that i can live without
im better now

i move on
yet it sits with me
i live enough
but never peacefully
cuz when i gain one back
its always knocked back down
i see the light sometimes
and catch an L right back around

where the fuck have my friends gone
maybe they moved on
i got me some new ones but
the old never prove wrong
im losing my sanity
in an apartment i don’t own

and my girl, she got some bright brown eyes
and i cant help but notice when she sits beside me
i feel like michael but i’m in disguise
cuz theres no way he’d ever be this happy

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
taking my life and fucking it up 
tell me about my life u know so well
im better now

better [wisssery x lavendertxwn]

spotify!

Featuring @shikixo
Produced by @wisssery & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I hope he's everything I could never be
So long as you're happy
I guess that's okay with me
I've accepted the fact 
That I could never really give you what you need 
It's all my fault
I take full responsibility 

For our downfall
For the death of us
I thought I found true love
But then I fucked it up
Oh no
I'm no good for anyone
I'm a lost cause
Thinking I should give it up
But I won't

(Shiki XO)
I ain't giving up baby
But I'm giving up on you
You made me so uncomfortable
Don't wanna be in the same room
I know I can't complain
'cause I do this to myself
I be all alone inside my room with no one else

You try to ruin me
I don't know what you do to me
I don't know what happened
Swear I'm not this toxic usually
But you taste like cigarettes 
And your so obsessed with sex
Every time I check my phone
I pray to god it's not your text yeah

Lost Cause w/ Shiki XO (Prod. wisssery & Jolst)

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

NO FACE (w/ idkconundrum)

flesh wounds w/ casperrr (wissery)

new album 'for better or worse' releasing March 24th!!

already gone [prod. King Theta]

evan carr

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