was just wondering if he produced for himself

im just scrapin by
made my life just passing time
i could wait forever
feelings fade in every night
i just cant remember
back and forth it's never right
this is no life

damage 
i just go through pain
that i cant manage
every day
all the same habits
give me something else
i have to have it

while i wander in and out
spade stuck in the ground
lay in the cracks n the trenches
i promised that im not around
laid in the grass
under trees
just a memory
but thats where
i want to be

im not lookin over
i dont see a future
if this is all there
is then im not sticking
round much longer
i dont want it

see what i see

produced by ME!

lyrics:

what happened to the good moments 
the ones that clean this whole god damn mess 
what happened to the good 
cuz i just see the bad
you’re stuck inside my head cuz you’re the best i ever had 
oh won’t you tell me these good moments 
come crawling back 

oh ohhh
i hope you feel it too 
but sometimes hopes better than the truth
took some time til i realized what was missing 
good times, bright nights right back where when you were mine 
and i’d swear
this is where i’m supposed to be 
but 
changes come they push us away 
but for what it’s worth 
i wish i could stay  
oh baby 
tell me what i mean to you so i die just right 

i never wanna let go 
i’m not used to letting go 
i hope you feel it too (x3)
but sometimes hopes better than the truth 

what happened to the good moments 
the ones that fix this whole god damn mess 
what happened to the good 
cuz i just see the bad
you’re stuck inside my head cuz you’re the best i ever had 
oh won’t you tell me when these good moments 
come crawling back 

do they come crawling back?

good moments

be alone (prod. switch)

overreacting

[+ sogimura]
@emptychest
@x1fern
@northshoremusic
@user-214421742

Lost My Life w/ The North Shore, emptychest, 1fern & cash nasty

rest of the ep soon

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

she told me that i am broken
branches snap, the air is frozen 
the cup is poured and now i’m open
i look around, am i alone?

singgg, won’t u sing for me and pour your heart out on every single track 
u know, instead actually getting back on track
“i know u really try hardest” but like what do u mean by that
put so much time in things but get so little back

ohhhhh where r u goin?
ohhhh where u @?

a collection of broken branches (nevrfall)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

produced by pekarot

back at ground zero steady wasting away
wouldn’t blame you for leaving but i hope that you stay
i won’t beg for attention or even a mention
my bloods on your hands from killing more than just tension
maybe its time to call it quits again
maybe i should learn to do something else instead
maybe i could end it and it’d all make sense
im just sick of the mundane, no break in the bend
and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you’re wasting your time
yeah i said what i said

Yeah I’m back once again 
I’m not feeling once again 
when u see me you don’t care 
but one of us has gotta drop our stare
I’ve escaped death himself 1 too many old occasions 
make it make sense living no medication

Guess you didn’t mean it when you said that you were tying 
stuck in side this life that feels no greater than just dying 

And I know it’s hard enough sometimes so you put up a front 
I know it’s hard enough to be the person you want  
Thriving at the end of all struggle always been the dream
struggle dragging a little longer than it meant to be 

I said I saw u leave 
don’t believe what I see
said I wouldn’t fall
apart at the seam as long as u call 
as long as u call 
As long as u call
Upon to me

and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you can fuck off and die
yeah i said what i said

art of losing w/ lil booj (prod. pekarot)

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

good moments

evan carr

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