lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

let me die (prod. mors)

prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLACvoC9iedzheZDe3BcuaQ

lyrics:
Catch me if you can 
I've been going fast 
and I don’t give a damn 
I ain't looking back 
no its not the plan
leave it all behind
wanna make it to storyland 
I wanna getaway 
crossing over oceans 
like puddles all day 
I got my mud boots on 
let's play 
searching for a purpose 
some meaning to my life
It ain't been easy 
but I wanna fight 
I don't wanna lose 
to the battle of life 
I don't wanna lose to the battle of life 
I won't give in to the thoughts at night 
I don't wanna lose to the battle of life 
going so fast that
I can't see straight
Feet on the ground
But my heads in space

catch me if you can (prod.MandalazMusic)

prod. MTCHLR

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
And I am searching for some answers outside this place 
Can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you 

Cause we could go a ways out into the fields 
If it mattered maybe you would show me your deal 
I fall to pieces 
Cause I need you and it’s real 
Do you know how that feels 
I’m really stuck in this mess 
I need somebody to help me out of this bed 
I guess I’m lost in transition I guess I’m lost in this dread 
And I don’t want to feel another thing ever again

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
I am searching for some answers outside this place 
Can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you 

Cause we could go a way out into the fields 
If it mattered maybe you would show me your deal 
I fall to pieces 
Cause I need you and it’s real 
Do you know how that feels 
I’m really stuck in this mess 
I need somebody to help me out of this bed 
I guess I’m lost in transition I guess I’m lost in this dread 
And I don’t want to feel another thing ever again

(I don’t want to feel another thing again)
(Cause we could go...go a ways out into the fields)
(Ways out into the fields)
(Ways out....)

And I don’t think I’ll make it here another day sitting right next to you
Everytime you come around it’s simple then you go and act so brand new 
And I am searching for some answers outside this place can you give me clue
Does it matter to you
Do i matter to you

Go a ways out into the fields

fields

fields (prod. MTCHLR)

Lyrics:

E
T
A

twenty minutes to your house
i lost track of the time again can this absence not fuckin count
i think i'm fucking delirious thinking my wings will sprout
it's stupid hilarious how they think i've never felt
i'll turn the twenty minute drive into ten
you think i care about my livelihood that's just my mind when heaviest
and
for fucking sure reality didn't make a dent
i'm sure my body will end up inside a ditch 
maybe somewhere something'll click

so i sit here writing
all my peeves and troubles
i don't want to leave this dirt pile 
in the middle of nowhere
at the moment really don't care
in a minute i still won't care
no i don't care still won't care

dirt nap (canyouseetheghost)

This song is a reimagining of "My Heroine" by Silverstein. 
Featuring @killingartmusic
Produced by @jolst
Remixed by @carlby
Engineered, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS (Written by Silverstein/ Shane Told)
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

(Killing Art)
Heroine
Poisoning my veins
You’re the reason
That I’m going insane 

I get like this every single time
Fiending for your love like every night
Am I gonna overdose and waste my life
I’d feel less pain with a fucking knife

Like you tore my heart again
You’re just like heroine

Listen on Spotify!

Heroine w/ Killing Art (Prod. Jolst)

decaying prod. jolst + michael warren

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

keep the flowers (w/ decks)[prod. caves x saint tomorrow]

evan carr

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