NEVER STOP MAKING MUSIC LIKE THIS AHHH SO GOOD T_T

the exact kinda music i remember loving when i was younger

lyrics:
[verse 1]
contain your excitement 
don't fall into silence 
two hearts beat compliant 
thoughts gone into my breathe
violet color of your dress 
but now that you're here
I fear I'm makin a mess 

[pre-chorus]
but I'm glad I didn't delete it 
the way I feel you better believe it 
baby right now you're the reason
I need to see this 

[chorus]
momentarily wasted 
scared by the fact that I'm facin'
everything that I've been chasin'
it's in my hands but will I waste this
take your time
it'll be just fine
if you're by my side
it's just our perfect night 

[verse 2] (Carlby)
I'm terribly jaded 
but maybe you're the one to finally change this 
heart of mine 
that's been broken down a thousand times before 
I met you, love was just a dream but now its come true (it's come true)
and I can't bare to leave but is it too soon
is it soon?
to open up to you 
to let my guard down 
to lay my cards out

perfect night (feat. Carlby) [prod. King Theta]

originally written and produced by scapegoat
covered and re-produced by me

follow scapegoat: https://soundcloud.com/scapexgoat

scapegoat - i keep listening to cars crash (cover)

prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

dead broke:
It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls,
I fall asleep all the time, and take a tab just to fall.
you want me dead not alive, secrets you hide deep inside.
I know about your love life, I drown my pain every night-
in alcohol, and aderall.

idkconundrum:
Girl I thought this shit was perfect, why the hell do I deserve this?
running around like you earned it, girl you know you didn't do shit.
But she talk to me nice and I love it, shawty pull on my strings like a puppet,
and we doing all this shit in public, but shell never be mine so fuck it,

dead broke:
and we doing all this shit in public, I make a bag and I spend like a hundred,
everything that I wanted, I got it. Give me a reason to love you, I want it.
She see me in HD, I got police running after me. She thinks it's attractive, and I hate it, cos she sees through me,

It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls?

Fly on the Wall ft. idkconundrum (prod. rxhff)

I just took a tab,
help me to forget,
show me everything that you never had,
gave me what I wanted-
but that was in the past.

drugs in my bag, everythings in my backpack.
reach if you want,
and I can't promise that you'll be good tonight,
at least I'll be here by your side,
I don't have what you want, and you're more than I like...

I do this shit often; i get too high way too often,
my head is caving in the end, it feels awesome,
I bet my mom wouldn't want this.

what do you want from me?
you do not talk to me?
you'd rather talk to him?

wish I could see you now,
wish I could tell you how?
you left me feeling.

People Are Poison (prod. splashgvng)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/wisssery x https://soundcloud.com/yagoproduces
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lessthanfriends

nothing special, but i try (feat. LessThanFriends) (prod. wisssery)

for my boyfriend, ily shy <3

prod. @jolst @pekarot_161

i dont deserve u 
but im so glad i have u...
im so glad...

i dont deserve u
im just lucky that i get to know u

i dont deserve u
im sorry fore these hoops you have to
jump through
im nothing but bad news 
you're the only thing that 
i dont wanna lose 

you're the only thing that 
ive ever cared about losing...
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant

and im sorry baby
i try to 
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes...i cant...

you've been everything to me
from way back when till now
and every message in between 

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

and im sorry baby..
i try to...
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes i cant...

(sometimes, sometimes)

sometimes i cant!
sometimes i cant!!

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

deserve u [+pekarot & jolst]

hope ur doing better [p/ irby & 2001]

trying something a little different
tysm for 500 followers & 100k total plays
i love y'all thank u for supporting me

produced by @hellahaunted and @jolst <3

lyrics:
bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

im losing it
i melt into your touch and then im bruised and it hurts
im scared of fucking up cuz then i’ll be at my worst
i’ll fade into the grass and let u keep all my shirts
cuz i know you still care
and i know you’ll be tattered
i cant fucking leave
but my mind has been scattered
im all over the place now
just wait for the breakdown
not scared to be face down
i’ve been there before 
i’ve been there before 

bottles on my desk so i don’t look back
think i got the symptoms of a heart attack
fuckin up my system so i write that
put all of my pieces in a notepad

i can’t see the road everything is gray
i can feel my heart drop, how the times change
memories in my pocket feel like our remains
i thought i was good now, what a shame
tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
im fuckin exhausted, im swimming in saline
what is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
between what is lost and whats goin to save me

saline [p. caspr x jolst]

spotify!

saline [caves x jolst]

New single "I Hope You're Lonely (feat. Kanashi) out now!
thanks to kanashi for featuring!

produced by yungspoiler

mixed by yago beats

Original image found on google, redrawn/change by me (Killing Art) if the original artists see this please lmk your name so I can give better credit

Stream on Spotify!

I Hope You're Lonely (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Yungspoiler]

new album 'for better or worse' releasing March 24th!!

perfect night (feat. Carlby) [prod. King Theta]

evan carr

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