evan you gotta tw these highs my brain cannot handle it

listening this in my car and it's fireeee

i love listening to new music by talented and unique artists. UR FUCKJNG VOCALS MAN THEYRE SO PURE AND AUTHENTIC SO MUCH FUCKING POWER IN THEM THIS IS AMAZING BRO !!

you did this [prod. pekarot]

lyrics :

You were my juliet 
I was your romeo 
I turned into a ghost 
Didn’t mean to let this go 
I still dream of us as newlyweds 
I don’t know where the fuck my mindset yea

Prettiest girl I know 
Victoria secret robe 
Smell so good just like roses
Kitty so good I ain’t mean to expose it 
& I really fucking miss you 
Lucid dreams where I kiss you 
Feel so sorry that I fell in love with you 
& my million fucking issues 
Heads all messed up 
From the second that I wake up 
I dont understand this shit 
Its hard for me to take stuff
But when it comes to you 
I promise that its all love 
Cause you’re the one whos gorgeous 
& im the one whos worthless 

You were my juliet 
I was your romeo 
I turned into a ghost
Didn’t mean to let this go 
I still dream of us as newlyweds 
I don’t know where the fuck my mindset yea 

Tell me you love me 
Love me not 
You are an angel 
Sent from god 
I took your halo 
My stomach in knots 
I miss you its painful 
Ill take this shot

You were my juliet 
& I was your romeo 
I turned into a ghost 
Didn’t mean to let it go 

Don’t care if it get messy 
I already feel so empty 
Ill tell you when I feel ready 
Hoping that my head stay steady 

I just wanted to say im sorry

But you’re the one I gotta go back to 
Back shots yea starring at ya tattoo 
High mood shower up shampoo 
Balcony city lights nice view 
To end this yea I really fucking love you 
& thats it thats the song right there 
Baby lets go

You were my juliet
I was your romeo 
I turned into a ghost 
Didn’t mean to let this go
I still dream of us as newlyweds 
I don’t know where the fuck my mindset yea

romeo & juliet

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

You know I'm starstruck
I guess in Hollywood that is really what they come for
You from the desert and you just made the sky come alive again
Put your feet up on the dashboard we gonn' make it in a second baby
Yeah

You so easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need you to tell me how you feel about me 
Maybe we could get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you I am 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you
You come right back in my life and you take it all back to the start 

And I fantasize about a life that works for the both of us 
I give bad advice but I take it so I don't have to open up
So just light my cigarette take it I won't finish it 
Love you and I know that I'm just making sure you're listening 
So baby what I gotta do to get through to get through to you
Feel like I'm stuck in a scary movie 
I swear I'm so mad at my friend the way he introduced me 
And the room is so dark baby you had a spotlight 
You always find a way to put yourself back in my life

She makes it easy for me driving back to the city with liquor and splitting cigarettes 
Don't need her to tell me how she feel about me maybe we can get married buy a house on a prairie you know I'm crazy about you 
So I wrote it down tore it out I ran out of commas 
Need to slow it down fuck it now I got what I wanted 
Every single time I think I might've fucking lost you 
You come right back to my life and take it all back to the start and I can't
Wait too long to get another chance 
Baby you know I'm strung out if I ever went to Vegas and bet on you then I'd
Probably be a lucky man

spotify

splitting cigarettes w/ sace6 (p. rrarebear)

its ur mess
figure it out

produced by neverforever 

completely non profit

lyrics

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I just live inside my head
I won't let me out

walk around like an apartment complex
scenes of loss n abandoned objects
mental blocks feel like shallow tar pits
I got the keys but forgot where the car is
here's a song for the truly sharded
fucked around n got broken hearted
itchy arms when asked where the scar is
who u r is not at all important

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I ain't really got much else
so I'ma give it out

even when I'm down count on me I got it
lemme write this down then tomorrow drop it
name another coming up that can match
I'll top it
I get on the beat n watch the heads start boppin 
I don't wanna sing on the same old topic
while I'm on the flow lemme shoutout tropic 
running low on time so it's hard to lock in
I go to work in the morning exhausted

still the cold air of the mountain somehow always catches up to me
I could feel the past go up in flames as smoke rolls over me
I will never get that back, yet still, has such a hold on me
there's nothing, I'm just fucked n u can't save me from my -

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
why u listen to me whine
u should kick me out



mountain dweller (neverforever)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

@emptychest
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@yung-shadow1
@soulfadexo

(Ally Holloway)
I'm condemned for crossfire
but he's got no proof
he's got no proof
x2

and I'm tryna learn
is that to bad?
changing my name, what does that do for me?
sex aint the same if you're doing it for me.
the child was sad but now I look for her
for her >:(
so she dont gotta hurt more
worry more
when the storm rolls in, hit the storm door
hit the storm door
its really hard to love
life for what it is and all the worst.

(hero.)
could things go accordingly
for once beat my anxieties
i'd like to live comfortably
she said leave it all to me n i could do the rest
i beat common knowledge to a pulp so save ur breath
she said 
"its something u could never get"
oh no really i can guess
don't be condescending or i'll gut u like ur friend 

timeless gang
baby say my name
watch the rain
in my face 

(NAVXOWER)

(Crizzy White)
Open your eyes
What do you see
Broken dreams
Haunting screams
Yeah they live inside of me
Mixing this shit like an alchemist
Sorry to say but I really ain't proud of this
I did my best to be put in the back of it
I've had that shit in my head and it's battering
Really ain't scared of my death no more
I'm just getting used to drinking
Falling on the floor
I'm with Timeless they gon pick me up
But I been craving more
Hear the raven in my ear
It's says I'm dying nevermore

(soulfade)

Open Your Eyes w/ emptychest, hero, NAVYXOWER, Crizzy White & soulfade [+ christ]

produced by decks

completely non profit

loveless 'til I die.

lyrics 

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go

I'm a silhouette
of a tree in a storm
smoking cigarettes
got a couple thou
plan on saving it 
I been working hard
I been feeling it
n u just filling in
n I'm just mixing in
I worked 60 hours this week
n I'm still singing it
if that's not living it
then who knows what it is
work towards a future 
tho I do not plan on seeing it

when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go
I let her gut me like a creature
bourbon on my sneakers
only spilt my drink as she stole my soul

me and my boys we put down litres 
drinking til' our teeth hurt
we were born with addict carved in our bones
and when I dream I see ur features
layered on the reapers
I just see ur face everywhere I go


layered (decks)

【﻿ｎｕｍｂ　ｍｙ　ｔａｓｔｅ　ａｎｄ　ｆｅｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ】

thank you for listening. i really, really appreciate it.

produced by @prod_death 🖤
hope you enjoy.


walking with grace 
behind closed curtains
and i know that pain
finding out they're not the same
it's just not the same.

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

fuck that
i'm ripping the tape off of my face
but don't look at the paste please :(
i wake up and i'm already shaking
there's only so much i can take in
loss of dexterity causes corrosion
i missed every note that i needed the most
don't open their heart till' you've opened your own

the truth (i'm boutta fall through)
i guess you never really knew me (knew me)
that's why i never get through (give a fuck abt you)
it's connection we're losing (losing)
i'll reach my hands through the screen
till i see the spark's out
they're starin' at me; said
"you should be star-bound"
take in the scene
and don't you forget it
the ocean'll sink (sink)
just cause i let it
(let it)

is there even a deeper meaning?
i study her every pattern
i ache then break but they don't seem to take it as a heavy matter
and that's hefty ladder that i'm probably gonna climb forever
and if she goes i let her
and if she goes i let-

kay, i've opened the shades
i thought it was grace, i guess that it's hate
fool me once and take my change
no wonder why i feel the same
fool me twice; i'll start anew
my misfortune falls right back to you
the scent of colors fill my room
to numb my taste and feed me truth

(truth)(4x)
i don't know what does it mean to you..
what do i mean to you? (you-you)
what do i mean to you
you-you-you-you

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

i feel like a mime (4x)
(i feel like a mime...)
(am i wasting my time?)

feed me truth [prod. death]

a demo

light like the way you talk
but i was never what you want
soft like the way you smile
but i could never call it mine
bleak in the august cold
but we could take the long way home
words that had cut so deep
falling out of love with me

wish u asked

anybody else. (w/ casperrr)

Tie your shoes - EP is produced all by @jolst 
@svnam is the amazing feature on this song <3

nevermadeithome

Im sorry my girl I am useless in these situations 
The pain in your heart that your feeling right now 
I’m sorry I caused that
The tears in your eyes that your wiping down with the corner of your sleeve
Im sorry 
They have some part of me 

svnam 

I'm sorry..

I think I wrote it all out, but my tongue's tied
I try so hard to say the words when the timing's right
I just hate the way you look when you at me
like I left you falling down 30 thousand feet

I'm sorry I get stuck in my own head
but I promise that I'll never leave your side, I swear

you did this [prod. pekarot]

evan carr

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