And I can't say what I wanted you to know because
You let me down in too many ways
And I can't see your eyes in this dim lighted night
You are the one who put me down

[chorus]
And I can't say what I wanted to say (to you)
And I can't believe what I wanted you to know
Oh I can't believe it

This is my final word on this
The fear I had for it is gone
Combat a wave of what's been done
Feel inner doubt knowing you lost
We grow as we drift close or apart
Turn the sadness into art

[Chorus]

Stay sane
Transcend the space for endless time
Remain
Transcend dependency on life
Mind games
Feel as though you lost nothing 
Be great
Celebrate gifts that life will bring
Relate
We shed this wave of misfortune
Warped tape
Will fix the ways of untold lies

And then I said what I wanted to say to you
And I can't believe what I wanted you to know
Oh I can't believe it

Lose It All

Final Word

it happened again
caught another feeling
i know how it ends
we couldn't be more than friends
I'm such a failure
I couldn't win if I tried
It's not your fault
That I was born this shy

Awake Confusion
See weird illusions
Distorted fusion, Both small and huge ones
What's all around me never makes sense
Please hold on to your innocence

The distant future
Could not come sooner
It's all I wanted when I was younger
It's not fair that I'm on the fence 
All it does is keep me in suspense

[CHORUS]
Your mind plays its foul tricks don't give into it
Fight your thoughts and overcome to resist it
Block what goes on within your heart don't give into it
Just be happy don't think of it, it won't make sense

Awake confusion
See weird illusions
Like ones of us before things were ruined
I tried to ask you where things went wrong
I didn't think that it had been that long

But now I'm older 
A little wiser
My eyes are open just a little wider
What's all around me never makes sense
Please hold on to your innocense

[CHORUS]
Your mind plays its foul tricks don't give into it
Fight your thoughts and overcome to resist it
Block what goes on within your heart don't give into it
Just be happy don't think of it, it won't make sense

Awake Confusion

Lyrics:
Ride along on this wave of newfound fate
Was not what you thought - we shouldn't have played
Designed by the sun, asked if I would stay
Response time is short, but I said okay

[Chorus]
Show what you need to show
Keep yourself in control
Tied to what seems so wrong
Show me where you belong

Ride along on this wave of newfound fate
Was not what you thought - we shouldn't have played
Designed by the sun, asked if I would stay
Response time is short, but I said okay

Here comes better days, but when do they start?
Depends on how far you'd go for your part
It's not up to you if you'd win or lose
But try anyway, your turn to make a move

[Chorus]
Show what you need to show
Keep yourself in control
Tied to what seems so wrong
Show me where you belong
You are two of the same
You are two of the same
The world is all the same
Give my love to it all
Give my love to it all

Control

Lyrics:
Do you wonder
Who's beside you?
When you lay low
Wasting away
Fucked up this time
Now it's not right
Mind's not at ease
It's corrupted

Do you place blame on yourself?
Contemplate peace and love and wealth
What you wanted won't go your way
Gone tomorrow, it just would not stay 
Stars were once what solely led the way
Do you wonder if things went that way?

Do You Wonder?

Lyrics:
The endless dream means all to me
Personal growth does all but show
Your demeanor
The inbetweener
Right beneath her

The depths of space will leave a trace
The waves will shine one at a time
We know you
And I'll show you
That We all do

[chorus]
We can't be put down because we've ascended
You can't believe that we've got our halos
Look toward the now, and not what has ended
I'll bring you with once we exchange our hellos
But that is enough, enough of this nonsense
We cater to love and its high innocence
And yes it's sure to come, freedom from yourself
If that's not enough then no one knows what is

Your Demeanor

Lyrics:
Pick up the pace
Once you have lost
Another day to face
Melodramatic pause

It is too late
To get the point across
Appealing traits
Forget about the loss

[chorus]
Sitting perfectly still
A man who was disgraced,
Going quickly up a hill
Surely he will be replaced

Not for me or for you
Parties remain free.
Something hid the truth
But would it lie to me?

Embrace it, brush it off
A new beginning's here
Please be close,  stay on our side
Cause we'll always be near

[chorus2]
Running perfectly still
Going up the hill
Running perfectly still
Going toward the hill

Hill

Lyrics:
I see the light, not my shine
but it knows i'll never let it die
and it knows that I know.
You are my light
Shine so bright
My light, so divine but you're mine

But you know I'm out of line when you are mine
When you're mine but not divine


Let it all go
The pain
And the misery that captures you
Go ahead and be kind
And let it go
The Shine was never meant to be
This light, so divine
Was buried 6 feet deep

EmanuelRivera