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Next single from the upcoming "ascension (上昇)" LP

Lyrics:

i'm not even crazy but i'm locked up 
it always amaze me, how i fucked up
every chance that i had on a better life
why do i feel worthless everything have a price

always tired, always sore 
my eyes are burning i am sure
that i'm slowly fallin' into the darkness
everything have a price, but this feels priceless

-"take the medicine 
it will show you the colors again"
 
-"but all i see 
is everyone who slipped through my hands"

i finished school, then i got a job 
but it still doesn't feel enough
what should i do to fill this hole
on my chest before it gets cold ?

cause every second that i waste
feels more real as i get closer
to the last breath that i'll take
i don't think that i'll be older 

-"take the medicine 
it will show you the colors again"
 
-"but all i see 
is everyone who slipped through my hands"

i don't expect anything anymore
the hardest lesson i learned, that everyone is on their own 
when the days become dark and you are out of smiles
all your friends dissappear from sight

cause every second that i waste
feels more real as i get closer
to the last breath that i'll take
i don't think that i'll be older 

i hope i will not get older

medicine

Beat by 'grayskies': https://www.youtube.com/c/grayskies2020

LYRICS:
whats the point if everyday feels like the same
and i feel nothing at all
whats the point if i have friends
but they can't heal the pain

cause i'm already breaking down
i want to leave this town

walking my path all alone 
cause i don't know where i belong
but hell if i will understand 
whats happening inside my head
i'm like a broken record 
cause i already wrote these lines 
a thousand times it doesn't help
fallin' again and curse myself

whats the point if the image in my head 
donesn't leave me alone in my bed 
and whats the point if i can't remember names 
cause my dearest memories stucked in a picture frame

i'm like a broken record 
cause i already wrote these lines

prayin' to the god who i don't believe in 
to help me out from this daydreamin'

walking my path all alone 
cause i don't know where i belong
but hell if i will understand 
whats happening inside my head
i'm like a broken record 
cause i already wrote these lines 
a thousand times it doesn't help
fallin' again and curse myself

r e c o r d (prod.grayskies)

LYRICS:

open the graves
ask the dead whats wrong with us ?
we are the slaves
of the system, that we made up

all of these years
were not used for learning
hide all your tears
the weak doesn't have earnings

don't show emotions
it's the quickest way to die

when you feel honest, just find a way to lie

nobody cares if you're broken
just don't left your pieces at their toes

you don't need air, just stay calm in the undertow

i will not bow for a false prophet
smiling while you're grinding me for your profit

i'd rather be a savage
than a corporate elite
they will trick you if you let it
so burn it all down to ashes

i know the comfort of ignorance
but sadly i have consience
no spine, no brain, just tongue
for how long we will let this going on ?

fuck your empire
built upon the blood of the innocent

i will not bow for a false prophet
smiling while you're grinding me for your profit

i'd rather be a savage
than a corporate elite
they will trick you if you let it
so burn it all down to ashes

i know that you can feel it
this is the survival of the fittest

rising

survival - album version

survival

Made from the following MIDI file: https://bitmidi.com/beethoven-moonlight-sonata-mid

litnight sonata

Original song by ur pretty: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J5vl-f-LUs

Keep Riding Me

Keep Riding Me - pop punk version

LYRICS:

Numbness, i can't feel 
Wished to dissappear 
I can't sleep tonight
I won't sleep tonight

Reachless, i become
So lost for too long 
Put it into words
It can not get worse

Can't you see that i
Made more effort to wake up
Than you in your whole life? 

I ache, don't know why
Sacrificed too much 
To live in a lie 

I feel like a picture
Static, stuck inside a moment
I just made it slow
Can not stop the fall

Ignore the writings on the wall

Hiding from myself for years
In slurred words and lakes by tears
Behind my eyelids is a better place
I wanna stay there more than one day

Put the weights on my ankle
Watch me sink like an anchor
Feeling worthless, never enough
Make it stop am i asking for much?

Break me to pieces 
Do not reassamble 
Open the wounds
Do not apply pressure
Let me burn 
Smell the cinder
As the smoke 
I will linger

Put the weights on my ankle
Watch me sink like an anchor
Feeling worthless, never enough
Make it stop am i asking for much?

Hiding from myself for years
In slurred words and lakes by tears
Behind my eyelids is a better place
I wanna stay there more than one day

anchor

LYRICS:

Making world changin' 
Conversations with the ceiling
About, that how i don't want to end up like a coward
Finding solace at the bottom of a bottle 
And how i deserve just to suffer?

My door
Locked and it holds much more
I know 
That i love to loathe
The days that are coming
i buried the coffin 
of hope

Around the sun for too many times
But it's light has left my eyes
I keep rumbling to myself
That i wish, i was someone else

A ghost a fragment 
a shadow of my past self 
The urge to cry yourself to sleep 
The intense pain in your knees 
It's real
It's me
I'm the one who killed my dreams
There is no use in blamin'
When i've let the flames in 
That burned me out 

Around the sun for too many times
But it's light has left my eyes
I keep rumbling to myself
That i wish, i was someone else

Ignorin' everyone who's in my path
I'm not selfish, but haunted by the past

I'd rather be dead, than feeling this sick
While i'm chasin' a love, that doesn't exists

I will never...bow

fragment

LYRICS: 

Did you felt out of place?
Like everyday is the same? 
Did you tried to talk about it,
but they pushed you away? 

This place is the biggest coffin, 
i've ever seen in my life
Where our dreams 
and lives never align 

Did you saw the light?
In the last moments of your life? 
I didn't even know you 
but we had a lot to talk about

Rest easy now 
Let the livin' griev
It may make them calm 
That you now know peace

Yours is the smallest coffin
I've ever seen in my life
So why is it so heavy 
To carry you around? 

I hope those who made you bleed
Will never find peace 

Everytime they close their eyes
The guilt will shake them awake 

Your mother's losing sleep
Fixatin' on the door
Hoping it was a nightmare
And her child will come home


coffin

The full "i think i'm done" LP is available at: https://soundcloud.com/ekloga/sets/i-think-im-done Thanks for all the listens, take care <3

LYRICS:

i walk alone alone alone alone alone alone alone
as i learned how to live isolated on the road
the prayers doesn't help but it's okay, i'm not the nervous type 
let's just staring at the sun 'til all of the lights go out

is this the life, that i want to live ?
you were better without me and you always will be

i walk alone alone alone alone alone alone alone
fuck you guys i don't care i will not coming home
the scotch are ruinin' me but it's okay, i'm not the sober type 
i'm just staring at the sun cause all of you let me down

a li(f)e that i want to live

Approximately, every 40 seconds an individual die by their own hand.
Will you help others ? Can you help them ? Can you help yourself ?
You can, talk about it, to friends or family. If you see the signs of depression 
on anyone in your surroundings, don't ignore them. Don't ignore the signs, even
if you are the one, in need of help. Reach out, someone will listen.    

LYRICS:

people used to live here
but now, they are just pictures on the wall
livin' in the same day
not knowing that they've perished long ago

voices, that filled a room with joy
memories, that kept outside the cold
reality of a broken home
but now, you are on your own

in this house of flesh 
where nobody rest
you hold onto regrets
without any bequest

breathe in, don't let it out
just watch them slowly disappear from the corner of your eyes
sink deeper, until your lungs collapse and try
to keep you here for one more year or until you feel alive 

do you still believe that everything is going to be fine ?
look around where are those people who said, that they will fight ?
for you, for the bonds, they said it will last forever
but it's just dark and cold as far as i can remember

i can tell you when i'm on the stage i'm still looking for a face
for a little bit of sunshine against the rainy days
i don't know why i'm still searching when i sent them away
and i looked into their eyes when i saw them disappear 

people used to live here
but now, they are just pictures on the wall
livin' in the same day
not knowing that they've perished long ago

people used to live here
but now, they are just pictures on the wall
livin' in the same day
not knowing that they're still haunting these floors

people used to live here

LYRICS:

i wrote you a letter 
just to remember
why i left
what i have
why i'll never going back 

everythings fine i just have this hole in my chest
where the wind blow through me and send goosebumps to my neck
i'm holding back tears with a crumbling dam
that i built with my shaky hands

i'm not fine 
but i have better days
when i don't wanna break 
down
when i'm smiling and just get along
at places where i belong

i thought about you when these pictures were made
i thought about us
you are not here anymore and it's maybe for the better
but you made me who i am today
and i can't be more grateful 
so thank you, and goodbye

don't think about, who we were
but to who we are today
and when you're all alone inside your head
i'll always be there

i have better days
when i don't wanna break 
down
when i'm smiling and just get along
at places where i belong

better days

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