i came back a month later to give it another chance and it is still just as trash

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ohsobrkn ~ why am i so different?

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

we should just kiss
as a joke
maybe it’s bliss
i don’t know

but you don’t fool me 
cause you’re see through
so we should just kiss 
but as a joke

tell me that you’re not catching feelings 
cause i know we’ve been acting silly
and i don’t wanna go back to feeling
like i’m going crazy but i’m stupid,
clueless,
and i kinda wanna do it
but you said
no

we should just kiss
as a joke
maybe it’s bliss
i don’t know
but you don’t fool me cause you’re see through
so we should just kiss
but as a joke

we should just kiss
as a joke
maybe it’s bliss
i don’t know
but you don’t fool me cause you’re see through
so we should just kiss

Joke

joke

produced by @skinnyatlas
Artwork ig @misplacednotlost
Mixed & mastered by @skinnyatlas

good on my own (prod. skinny atlas)

Lyrics:

Please just give me time
I'm trying to figure out my way home
￼Maybe it’s all in my mind
Maybe that's just why i feel alone
I don’t know where I’m going
But I better figure out that soon
We’re animals but I love it
Take a bite it’ll be my doom

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in we but I need you to stay
Fall down on my knees
It’s not you baby it’s me

I don’t want to lose
All these feelings I caught
All I want is you
Nothing new; I don’t want
But I know that I put you through, like, a lot
You don’t gotta tell me
It ain’t news to your heart

Who am I?
I don’t mean who am I?
I just mean I’m a lie
Do or die
Already dead inside
But I know you’re alive
I just know you’re alive
Look me in the eyes
I know I’m broken
But baby are you alright?

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in "we", but I need you to stay
Fall down on my knees
It’s not you baby it’s me

I’m trying to figure out my life
Living in a house of lies
All alone
But I’m running out of time
I keep running out of time
This is suicide
I’m trying to figure out my life
Living in a house of lies
All alone
But I’m running out of time
I keep running out of time
This is suicide

But I don’t wanna cry 'cause I let you down
'Cause I don’t know myself
So how could I be helping to your heart?
Only 17 but I mean what I say
There’s no “u” in "we", but I need you to stay

I'm down on my knees (I can't do this..)
It’s not you baby it’s me

Its Not You Its Me - David Alexander (f.k.a)

Lust isn't love (p. ghoul)

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

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love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

Days to Waste - Violet

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

.i am ekols.

near18 EP rollout

formerly known as D̶a̶v̶i̶d̶ ̶A̶l̶e̶x̶a̶n̶d̶e̶r̶

Its Not You Its Me - David Alexander (f.k.a)

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