It’s been a while.
I may have looked like I stopped making music, but the truth is.
I never really did.

I wrote Fences back in 2021, during a season where I met someone while still healing from a breakup. It was one of those situationships that quietly sits with you longer than you expect. At the same time, I was trying to put myself back together, after my break up.

In that process of “healing,” I built a lot of fences around myself. Looking back now, I realise how guarded I was—how hard I made it for anyone to get close, or even to love me. That experience, and the way it made me feel, is I've wrote into this song.

This track is a reflection of that version of me in 2021.

I hope you’ve been doing well. 💛

My fiancé recently surprised me with a new Mac mini, and it feels like a quiet way to be back into making music.

Thank you for being here.

Elaine

Fences - Demo

I wrote about what went through last semester, on how I was dealing with myself for not being good enough. On how I lost the people that stood a significant place in my life. With every words I've said in this song, I wrote about this particular 2 beings that stood by as a pillar of support. They stood in and comfort me for my loss. I hope this song "Find Somebody" allows you and reminds you that it's okay to lose someone, it's okay to not let go immediately because you need more time. We are all humans and someday when you take out the courage to move on and to let go. You'll "Find Somebody" else to love again.

Find Somebody Demo

The song Rainbow was a song that I've written to comfort my thoughts, my loss and my fears. It indicates how I've started to viewed the world differently as well as how the world started to view me differently. On how I was constantly struggling to breathe, on how I was struggling to reach the surface. Rainbow was another term I use to replace the word Happiness. I hope when you are listening to this. You will understand the struggles I've went through everyday not only thanking god that today was a greater day than the others but many more.

Rainbow Demo

Here's a mash up cover of Hard Feelings / Writer in the dark by Lorde. 
Through the way I was doing this cover, I hope I've did my part on expressing the story behind this song and how Lorde was pleading for her emotions and her break up to treat her gently.

Hard Feelings / Writer in the dark - Lorde Cover

I was dealing with alot last year when my friend introduced me to this song. The following cover is a demo recording we did just to try how it would sound like on the day when we were suppose to play for the All things new series at the Esplanade Concourse. It was imperfectly perfect, every note and every word felt so close to my heart. I've kept it for awhile now, to remind me on how close and how blessed I am to have met people who came to comfort and stayed on through the storms. I hope you like  this track that I've prepared for you. Guitar played by Ken Loh and Violins by Eric Tan

For Now - Cover

On a Monday I sat down in my studio, as my project datelines were approaching. I got a little emotional and started to write about how the things that were on my mind. How if I had a much more mature mindset I could have view alot of thing differently. How humans have the tendency to hide their feelings and their love for another. While I question if another being I love will he/she have done the same for me. Often we sacrifices ourselves for the happiness of another, we disregard our happiness and risk our lives for them. What kind of love would you give from the bottom of your heart ?

Bottom Of Your Heart - Elaine

I wrote this song back in September 2017, after talking to someone about how humans have the tendency to doubt on their feeling. 
While I left the song incomplete, I left for Taiwan in December. It was partially because of this photo I took there that made me continue writing the song. In this song it indicate how when you pray in silence, they'll come back and haunt you still.

Elaine.Music

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