https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dj8ZBRC5t28

내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​부두에서 괭이 갈매기가 울어서야
​파도에 밀려밀려 떠올라 사라지는
​과거나 조아먹고 저 멀리 날아가라

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​살구꽃이 내 생일에 피어서야
​나뭇잎 사이 내린 빛살에 잠든다면
​벌레의 껍질과 함께 흙이 될 수 있을까

​박하사탕, 항구의 등대
​녹슬은 육교와 버려진 자전거
​나무로 지어진 역의 난로 앞에 서서
​어디로도 떠날 수 없는 내 마음은
​오늘은 어제와 다를 바 없다는걸
​내일을 바꾸려면 오늘을 바꿔가야 해
​알고있어 알고있어
하지만
​
​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​마음이 텅 비었기 때문이야
​채워지지 않아서 울고 있는 이유는
​채워지고 싶다고 바라기 때문일까

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​신발끈이 풀렸기 때문이야
​매듭을 고치는 건 아직은 서툴러서
​사람들 과의 관계도 또 마찬가지야

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​소녀가 나를 바라보고 있어서야
​침대 위에 머리를 조아리고 있는 나
​과거의 나에게 미안하다고 말했어

​컴퓨터의 희미한 불빛
​윗 층에서 들려오는 달그락 거림
​인터폰의 울려대는 벨소리와
​귀를 틀어막은 새장 속의 소녀
​보이지 않는 적들과 싸우고 있는
​좁디좁은 단칸방의 돈키호테
​어차피 그 끝은 가혹할텐데

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​차가운 사람이라 들었기 때문이야
​사랑받고 싶다며 울고 있는 이유는
​사람의 따스함을 이미 알고있어서야

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​아름답게 당신이 웃어주니까
​죽음에 대해서만 생각하는 이유는
​너무 진지하게 세상을 살아가서일까

​내가 죽으려고 생각 했던 건
​아직 그대를 만나지 않아서야
​그대같은 사람이 태어난 이 세상을
​조금이나마 좋아하게 되었어
​
​그대같은 사람이 살아갈 이 세상이
​조금이나마 기대가 되곤 해

꽃감이 ✿ 내가 죽으려고 생각 한것은 l 僕が死のうと思ったのは ( korean cover )

[엔단] *･♠｡꼭두각시 피에로｡♠･* Piano arrange ver (korean.ver)

꽃감이-어둑시니(cover)

꽃감이-호랑수월가(cover)

꽃감이-LOVE STORY(cover)

마법고 자연 학파 BGM

피날레 - 꽃감이

I've spent a lifetime wondering,
What happens when we leave this place?
Would I find a world beyond,
Or simply drift into the haze?

But now I've crossed the great divide,
And everything feels... Feels just right.
It’s the opposite of what I thought I'd find,
Life was the dream, and now I'm alive.

I'm alive!

I thought I'd wake up in a world unknown,
A place beyond the reach of time.
But it feels so natural, like coming home,
And the life I left was just a rhyme.

But now I've crossed the great divide,
And everything feels... Feels just right.
It’s the opposite of what I thought I'd find,
Life was the dream, and now I'm alive.

I'm alive!

I linger a moment, watching the show,
Life continues, like a river flows.
But my journey calls, I can't delay,
It's time to leave, to find my way.

Now I've crossed the great divide,
And everything feels... Feels just right.
It’s the opposite of what I thought I'd find,
Life was the dream, and now I'm alive.

I'm alive!

So I bid farewell to the world I knew,
Embracing the cosmos, vast and true.
Life was a dream, a fleeting song,
But now I’m awake, where I belong.

Now I'm Alive

쁘허 - 러시안 룰렛( 시유 )커버곡Cover.mp3

BE SOMEBODY (육성재)  아라하시 타비 Cover.mp3

***Lyrics written by yours truly ***

You tore pieces off me 
So slowly I didn't even notice
Until it was too late
There was nothing left of me

Now we're both damaged souls
Time can't heal wounds this deep

All the pieces of me
What will never be
All the secrets we keep
Feelings buried deep

What would I have become
If we had never met
I know I'll never get back
The part of me that is lost

I should have ended it
Yet I hung on
To what was doomed
From the start

Now we're both damaged souls
Time can't heal wounds this deep

All the pieces of me
What will never be
All the secrets we keep
Feelings buried deep

Long conversations
Were well overdue
Both pretending
That everything is fine

Now we're both damaged souls
Time can't heal wounds this deep

All the pieces of me
What will never be
All the secrets we keep
Feelings buried deep

Deep Wounds

Damaged Souls

I used to play guitar and make instrumental music, but I gave that all up many years ago. With the rapid advancement in music technology, I decided to give it another crack using my keen ear and cutting edge tech to create some awesome tracks! Lyrics are inspired by sayings and words of wisdom found online from various sources.

Cover artwork (heavily edited AI) by me > check out the full (high resolution) gallery at DeviantArt under artist "Dane-Acres-Art".

Music videos for some tracks are available on YouTube under the username "ElectricAlienCat Music".

Damaged Souls

ElectricAlienCat

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