Written around 2005
Re-Recorded during Covid times 2020/2021
Produced by Monday Mourning
Mixed by James Paul Wisner
Mastered by Grant Berry

LYRICS

I wonder how you're doing
I'm waiting for your call
It's been 
harder to get out of my bed 
at all 
And it feels like every time I let myself 
feel strong
You're always there to remind me that I'm wrong
and I'm wrong

Cause she won't stay
I want her to be here
With only eyes
She gently destroys me

I wonder what you're doing
and why you haven't called
It's all these things that remind me I'm alone (whoa-oh)
And it feels like every time I let myself 
feel strong
You're always there to remind me that I'm wrong
and I'm wrong

Monday Mourning - "She Won't Stay" (W/P/E)

missU

she changes her mind a lot

prayer

Fucking For A Reason

Pat and will

replacing your name with strings

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said "Yes I think we've met before"
In that instant it started to pour,

Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love

Live through this, and you won't look back
Live through this, and you won't look back
Live through this, and you won't look back

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

Your Ex-Lover Is Dead

prod. @bobbyraps @rexkudo & charlie handsome
2-3 year old who knows

calmdown

daylight in the evening
someone special loves me and it’s you

I don’t have much to give
because the only thing I have is you 

I always love you more
I always love you more

you’re the splitting image of him
what did I contribute?
my demons haven’t left yet
cause i’m still fighting for you

if you enter battle
I’ll be your sword and your shield
I wish I could say that things will get easy
but as you grow time won’t yield


I always love you more
(please don’t forget that)
I always love you more
(you’re stronger than you think)
I always love you more
(i’m your sword and your shield)
I always love you more
(I will fight beside you)


i’m sorry that I can’t seem to get it right
I panicked as I saw myself in your eyes
I was so scared of meeting a reflection
I hope you never ask me that goddamned question

Love You More

I know these waters can be quite unforgiving to us
We think it’s fine, but chains start to rust
We taste the salt with our tongues
put our faith where it doesn’t belong

Nori, the stench of the sea
And to where it may lead

Nori, nori, nori, nori

Running out of breath
I swear I wouldn’t let you drown again, 
Can’t you see me falling in?

Put your hand in mine
I swear I’ll pick you up out of these depths
When the wake is closing in

The water’s dark and we’re both lost
I’m happy as an afterthought
steer your ship the way you want
I hope the current is in my favor

Nori, nori

Running out of breath
I swear I wouldn’t let you drown again, 
Can’t you see me falling in?

Put your hand in mine
I swear I’ll pick you up out of these depths
When the wake is closing in

Enjoy me
Ignore me
Explore me
Deplore me

Enjoy

prayer

Forgetting Winters

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