Derelict

Listen to USURPER: https://stream.feanrecords.com/usurper
Produced by (NXCRE, Jay Sambuco, Lloyalty, SteveK)

Lyrics:
It doesn't matter anymore
It doesn't matter anymore
But I wish you and I talked a little bit longer
Before you put that crown on my head

Lord forgive me, yeah
I don't wanna go
I swear that I'm good where I'm at, yeah
The city trembles
They fear the worst
They need an angel
But I'm still a boy

Do you believe in me
What do you see in me?
Cause I'll be honest girl I don't feel a thing, hey
They see the best in me
But in my heart I feel like it's just a waste

Break hearts, but you'll never break mine
Talk back, or stay girl I really don't care
The city trembles
They fear the worst
They need an angel
But I'm still a boy

Break hearts, but you'll never break mine
Talk back, or stay girl I really don't care
The city trembles
They fear the worst, yeah
They need an angel, oh no
So I'll take the sword, yeah

Usurper

NXCRE & The Villains - USURPER

in the bleak midwinter // 2023
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in the bleak midwinter

Urban Melody - IVOXYGEN Kryd Remix

FICTION / KANKAN [缶缶] (Kryd Remix)

FICTION / KANKAN [缶缶] (Kryd Remix) Nightcore/Sped up

IN BETWEEN / Kryd

Silent Vice - Tooth to Stone

Северное Чертаново (Бовин edit)

all you punk motha fuckers better watch out
before we pull up to your block with the glock out
boots hit dirt and we spread out
yall talk loud till we run out




i creep in the dark and the dark creeps back
eyes go red when the night turns black
hands stay cold witha heart fulla crack
push on me once and you might not last

smoke in my breath when i stalk my prey
voices in the wind say you die today
i dont do talk i dont fuckin play
i fold grown men with a toe tag play

heat in my chest like a live grenade
whole damn world wanna see you fade
try that move and might get flayed 
i dont fear none im the danger made 

night get thick when i move on sight
heat in my bones make  dark take flight
eyes stay cold with the glock switch bite
step in my zone and you lose your life




all you punk motha fuckers better watch out
before we pull up to your block with the glock out
boots hit dirt and we spread out
yall talk loud till we run out





walk through fire like the flames aint hot
devils in the back tryna take my spot
swing on me once and you might get caught 
i hit too fast for a weak mans shot

dark stay close but it cant get in
i break that grip with a stonehard grin
trouble real loud but i dont flinch then 
i was born from pain i was raised by sin

bones in the ground start to shake when i pass
fear in my eyes make the brave step back
you dont want smoke with a mind on glass 
one wrong word and your world turns black

air get thin when i walk that block
fear in the wind start to cock that glock
hard in my chest like a steelhard lock 
try to push up and you gonna get rocked




all you punk motha fuckers better watch out
before we pull up to your block with the glock out
boots hit dirt and we spread out
yall talk loud till we run out





night get thick when i see your face
hate in my soul make the demons shake
try on my draw and you lose that race 
i dont miss hits i dont aim that  safe

foes talk big till they feel my tread
glock in my walk make the weak drop dead
shadow on my side like a wolf unfed
step too wrong and you might get spread

i dont do fear and i dont step down
grip too tight for your little home town
king of the dark with a smokefilled crown
i walk with force through the wartorn town 

voice in the dark try to call my bluff
heat in their breath but it aint enough
i push right through with a shot too rough 
they crack on sight and  they break on touch



all you punk motha fuckers better watch out
before we pull up to your block with the glock out
boots hit dirt and we spread out
yall talk loud till we run out

Better Watch Out

i hate this meat i hate this breath
cant even win at my own death
knife to the vein blood too slow
heart keeps pumpin like it dont know
smash my head on the wall till it crack
brain still thinkin still comin back

i hate this face hate this name
hate every breath hate this game
gun to my head  click no round
pull it again click no sound
knife goes deep blood too weak
heart keeps beatin like a fuckin freak

grey sky leakin through the blinds again
triple-six  carved in both wrists skin
ash on my tongue end times begin
still no color still not real 
trapped in skin i dont feel  


everything dull everything low
taste dont taste and the days dont go
people say fight but i lost that mode 
im just static on a dead radio

i dont feel nothin im past all that
heart gone flat brain broke in half
world turn gray and i dont rage
too far gone for the pain to engage

i dont feel nothin im numb as stone
hit me all day i stand alone


walls all black but i dont wanna leave yeah
thoughts all dead but i dont wanna breath yeah
shit hits hard but i dont wanna see yeah
can't give up when there's nothing left of me yeah


i dont feel nothin not heat not no fear
life tried to break me i droppin no tear
shit swing too wild but it doesnt land near 
im too far gone for the shit thats right here

grey sky leakin through the blinds again
triple six  carved in both wrists skin
ash on my tongue end times begin
still no color still not real 
trapped in skin i dont feel  

i dont feel  
i dont feel  

Stone

i was carved wrong on purpose
a shape that never fit into your picture
you tried to fill my head with lies
i swallowed them whole and spat back teeth
spat back teeth

i am the puzzle missing a piece
and you are the hand i bite for reaching
youll never finish this picture
die staring at the gap where i should be


grind your fingers on the outline
bleed into the space where i should be
you cant fix what was born wrong
why dont you
choke on me

i am the puzzle missing a piece
and you are the hand i bite for reaching
youll never finish this picture
die staring at the gap where i should be

built your world around my missing shape
now let it cave you in
let it choke you
let it hollow you out
youll break before the picture ever forms
pieceless
pieceless
pieceless 


i am the puzzle missing a piece
and you are the hand i bite for reaching
youll never finish this picture
die staring at the gap where i should be

Pieceless

came into this world bolted closed
no voice no choice
i watched your lies pile up like broken bones
stacked high enough to blot out the noise

born with my jaw wired shut
and i still learned how to scream
you thought you built a victim
now choke on the rage you made in me

every lie you fed me sank like rusted anchors
dragging me deeper into the filth you swim in 
your lies piled up like broken teeth
but the deception sharpened me

born with my jaw wired shut
and i still learned how to scream
you thought you built a victim
now choke on the rage you made in me 

cut the wires
watch the heavens fall
my voice is a ruin
my breath is a plague
you built this calamity

born with my jaw wired shut
and i still learned how to scream
you thought you built a victim
now choke on the rage you made in me 

born with my jaw wired shut
and i still learned what to be
you thought you built a monster
you built a weapon
now die knowing you made me

Wired Shut

the end had a pulse
the end had a face
and when it spoke
it sounded just like me
no heaven no hell
just two monsters shaking hands 
i stepped forward
and the darkness opened its arms

i held hands with the end
felt its fingers wrap around mine
where you saw death i saw a friend
oblivion whispered this is the end

let the skies collapse
let the oceans boil
let everything rot
ill stand in center of ruin

i held hands with the end
felt its fingers wrap around mine
where you saw death i saw a friend
oblivion whispered this is the end

i didnt run from the end
i recognized
i carried its reflection in my eyes

i held hands with the end
felt its fingers wrap around mine
where you saw death i saw a friend
oblivion whispered this is the end

the end had a pulse
the end had a face
and when it spoke
it sounded just like me

With the End

i wasn’t born 
i leaked out of a corpse 
collapsing in the sky
the last misfire of a star
choking on its own dust
a leftover thought carved from rust


a mistake in the shape of a man
fading tearing unraveling at the seams
i am the last dream of a dying god
when that god dies so do i

so do i
so do i

you want meaning
there is none
there never was

a mistake in the shape of a man
fading tearing unraveling at the seams
i am the last dream of a dying god
when that god dies so do i

and i can feel its heartbeat
starting to die
starting to die

a mistake in the shape of a man
fading tearing unraveling at the seams
i am the last dream of a dying god
when that god dies so do i

so do i
so do i
so do i
so do i
so do i

Last Dream

i dont sleep 
no dreams at night
just dead signal
behind my eyes

i dream awake
dragging the nightmare
with me into daylight
my mind is prison
cant wake up from something
youre living inside

nightmare waits 
until im conscious
crawling out of the cracks in my skull
theres no escape

i dream awake
dragging the nightmare
with me into daylight
my mind is prison
cant wake up from something
youre living inside

reality flickers like a dying light
and the dream bleeds in through the seams
theres no escape 
when the horror wears your face 

i dream awake
dragging the nightmare
with me into daylight
my mind is prison
cant wake up from something
youre living inside

i dream of pain
dragging the nightmare
with me into my life
my mind is poison
cant wake up from something
youre breathing into life

Dreaming Awake

theres no hope for us
no hope for us
no hope for us
no hope

the universe gagged when i arrived
a reflex like it puked blood
space folded wrong around my shape
light bent away from me
afraid to touch me
i was a mistake the 
cosmos tried to cancel
and swallow then choked on


i am unwelcome in the fabric of existence
stars dim in self defense
i am an error in its equation
a parasite in its bloodstream 


i don’t walk through the world
i distort it

i am unwelcome in the fabric of existence
stars dim in self defense
i am an error in its equation
a parasite in its bloodstream 


the deeper i breathe
the louder the stars scream
dust clouds collapse into ash
just to avoid being near me

i am unwelcome in the fabric of existence
stars dim in self defense
i am an error in its equation
a parasite in its bloodstream 


i am unwelcome in the world i was born in
moons turn black in self defense
i am a mistake in its plans
i am a mistake in its plans
 

the universe rejects me
the stars turn away their light
i am the fracture in creation 
a living mistake no god wants

Unwelcome

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Unwelcome

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