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Spiral

not sure what i’m holding onto
i’m holding on just fine
one deep breath and then i’m off you
not my best but i’m alright

taking in once-known surroundings
somehow they all feel new 
feet are sore and heart is pounding
nothing like being with you

i don’t want to wait for later
desperately in search of a savior
i bit the hand of my feeder
i’m falling deeper and deeper

deeper

Wann warst du das letzte Mal ‚foolishly happy‘? Glück zuzulassen bedeutet Stress, Unzufriedenheit und Sorgen loszulassen – eine, in der Realität, verdammt schwierige Sache. Der Song „Stupid Happiness“ ist eine Ode an das Herumalbern und handelt vom puren Genießen in einer komplizierten Welt.

Dieses Konzept musikalisch einzufangen war ein verspielter Roadtrip, dessen Route mit jeder Session spontan neu überlegt wurde. Ein anfänglicher vier-Akkorde-Jam wuchs zu einem mehrteiligen Stück voller Experimentierfreude, verträumter Gesangs- und Gitarrenarrangements und psychedelischem Sounddesign, zwischen up- und downbeat tänzelnd.

Es ist der erste von zwei Releases, die 2022 in enger Zusammenarbeit mit Schlagzeuger und Komponisten Julian Berann (Alice Phoebe Lou, James Hersey, Gazelle & The Bear) produziert wurden und werden. Am Bass begleitete Florian Faltner (Soia, Pale Male). Ergänzt wird der Song durch ein Musikvideo, das von Julia Cremers, bildender Künstlerin und Bestandteil von Black Cherry Marble, gestaltet wurde.

Written by Black Cherry Marble (Julia Cremers, Gabriel Gruber) and Julian Berann
Lyrics by Julia Cremers

Julia Cremers – Vocals
Gabriel Gruber – Guitars
Julian Berann – Drums, Keys
Florian Faltner – Bass

Produced by Black Cherry Marble and Julian Berann
Mixed and recorded by Julian Berann
Stem-Mastered by Cohen Yusha

© & ℗ Black Cherry Marble 2022

- support by SKE -

Stupid Happiness

I FEEL IT NOW by Palo Sopraño
THANKS FOR LISTENING
I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH
YOU'RE JUST THE BEST
PALO

I FEEL IT NOW

Под окном растёт калина
Снег по веткам тихо льёт
Мать шептала мне с вершины
Каждый лист свой путь найдёт

Парень в рекруты собрался
Пояс старый подпоясал
Поцелуи на крыльце
Ветер в горнице рассеял

Под окном растёт калина
Красная
Горькая
Сердце рвётся
Да стучится
Глупое
Зорькое
Кто в дорогу
Тот по небу следом за журавлями
Ой
Калина
Расскажи
Что будет дальше с нами

По весне пришли смолины
Принесли чужую весть
На траву упали ивы
Закололи землю в грудь

Слышишь
Мама
Как в ущелье
Эхо старых песен жжёт
Каждый шаг его по полю
По сердцам моим идёт

text/music: Daimalra © 2025

Под окном растёт калина

Verse 1:
I don’t cry when your name comes up,
I just pause.
Some feelings never leave your chest—
They soften.

Verse 2:
I laugh again, I sleep okay,
But still,
Your memory knows the quiet ways—
To hit.

Chorus:
I don’t miss you loud,
I miss you slow.
Some hearts don’t scream—
They echo.

Verse 3:
I moved on the way I should,
Did my best.
Still loving you feels misunderstood—
At rest.

Bridge:
Healing doesn’t rush,
It stays.


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MORE FROM ANGUS MAUDE:
https://linktr.ee/angusmaude

LYRICS:
My lights go out in the morning at seven o'clock
Don’t you regret what you said to me?
'Cause now we don’t talk
But it’s the little things that matter to me now
Like how are we ever to get out?
Seventeen was such an easy age
Heaven knows it’ll never be the same as it was

I might just throw everything away and start it again
I write new songs every other day but never hit send
‘Cause it’s the middle man that I need to become
He hovers over everything I love
Twenty-three was such an ugly year
Mentally, I’ll never reappear as I was

If it was real love, I would be fast enough
And I’ve been holding on
Could you tell me if I’m right?
'Cause I’m feeling low but my hopes are up
And I barely know if I’m good enough for you

My lights go out in the morning at seven o'clock
Don’t you regret what you said to me?
'Cause now we don’t talk
But it’s the little things that matter to me now
Like how are we ever to get out?
Twenty-four got better every day
Heaven knows it’ll never be the same as it was

CREDITS:
Started on September 22, 2020
Released on January 28, 2022
Written by Angus Maude
Produced by Angus Maude
Mixed by Angus Maude
Mastered by Brock McFarlane

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