We’re touching knees 
And making jokes
Idk much bht all I’m is that welll go 
Go off to college and we’ll come home 
We won’t talk the same we did when we were young 
And we’ll talk more 
But we’ll kno less 
And I’ll quit the habits that I had when we were kids

But what good would that all do
I’ll change my major and my name who knows if I’ll still love u 
And you’ll turn into 
A stubborn man j like ur dad and won’t let no one love u 

We’re running fast, far from some cop, the neighbor called when we were talking doing shots 
U talk less so I talk lots and udk abt the books that I j bought 
And I admit that I love u so 
But u liked my friend when we first met so I went home 
And I regret not saying those things that I wrote u down in letters months ago

goodbye letter

O tangie 
I’d do anything 

The clothes off my own back I hope uk 
That I love u even tho u can’t be 

Oh darling you’ve got real bad genes 
And trust me doll Ik that life can blow 
But everything’s okay with me 

Oh you I love you tangie 
It’s tru all thru and thru baby 

Oh tangie, I’d do anything 
I’ll give u two brother so Uk j how loves supposed to go baby 
Angel, you’d grow up to be 
Strong and independent like ur mother and crazy like ur father and me 

Oh you I love you tangie 
Oh it’s tru all thru and thru baby !

Tangie

You proved me right 
Just like you usually do 
And she shed a light on you.
Now you’re just a stranger and no, 
I’m not mad with you
Granted part of me is missing again but
I’ll be civil with you

Leave me for good please 
Just leave me alone 
For prettier women that don’t know what i know 

You’re quite the fright! Ur just a man it’s just what you do…
I’ll go through life, with the caution that I gained from you
And you don’t ignite, that remorse like you used to do 
Well I guess it’s good riddance! 
You did a good job, cus I sure don’t miss you.

Leave me for good could you leave me alone? 
For prettier women who don’t know what I know !

a light on u ( voice memo )

Jasons waiting in the Carolinas for a girl who’s nice and sweet but not too much like me 
he admires apathy
That acumen I haven’t yet equipped am I cut out for it?
u scare me and I tell u too, oh I was weak when I met u 
Guess New York city wore me down
And u got shipped away somehow
im glad that u escaped the scene 
its part of u and will always be 

The city sure misses you ig I do too
When ya tell me 
That ur thinking of me 
If I could travel I’d be in the ocean 
Too deep in the ocean

Ur the connasur the capital of love and war and everything that I don’t understand 
I don’t think I want to then 
I don’t have a clue at all I’ve been proven oh so wrong
 there ain’t any space for me 
Anywhere for anybody 
And my body 
Feels so wrong 

The city sure misses u! 
I guess I do too, when u tell me 
That you are thinking of me 
If I could travel I’d be in the ocean 
Too deep in the ocean

Jasons song

Here’s a list of every pro & con, I’m always far away and when I’m not I could just scream 
You don’t speak in code and I can’t sing
You always call me crazy for believing in stars and tarot cards, and how I believe in life on mars 

But I don’t want you to follow me through 
If you wouldn’t want to , but I’m through 
Being dry and tongue tied 

Disregard the weapon and the man , left with the feeling
Vultures circle the ceiling 
Knowing me I’m being too ideal , but I can’t shake the feeling if it’s real or right, but I’m a little hypnotized 

But I don’t want you to follow me through 
If you wouldn’t want to, but I’m through being dry and tongue tied

Fallout damage (draft)

See you L8R ( Robert Lester Folsom )

For years ive been faded 
And missing you so 
And if I dont say it enough you won’t know 
Its overrated acknowledgement won’t make ya feel whole again, but when?

Hitched the eight hours the drive was a blow 
With a freind and her father 
Just To see you and go home 
I stole a postcard 
And wrote a you a note 
It’s was half hearted and signed but I don’t 
Mean what I wrote 

I took off all the jewelry 
I wanna cut all my hair 
Just like they do in the movies but I’d feel Cliche and I’d care, 
And I’ll kinda secretly love it cus it won’t feel like ur stuck in my hair 

One year in making 
Many to go 
Im never changing 
And I still hate snow 
I couldn’t tell you 
That you have high hopes 
I am so awful at speaking and breaking bad news so I don’t 
I shouldn’t bother but I shouldn’t go
You’ve left quite the impression so

Stuck in my hair ( anywhere. )

I let you keep the 200 dollars that you stole from me 
It didn’t matter too much to me 
You and your friends probably thought it was funny 
I wanna be sorry we all saw it coming 
You found a pay phone the second 
You could call me 

You wanted to be an angel so badly 
They never run out of speed 
In heaven probably 
Is it the best high you’ve been 
Since you were thirteen?

I went away after my mother had seen seen us that day 
Coming back from the grocery 
I wish that you didn’t know me 
And the last time we spoke 
Was a party on grand street 
I don’t remember it really, now I wanna know 

You wanted to be an angel so badly 
They never run out of speed in heaven probably 
Is it the best high you’ve been 
Since you were thirteen

Thirteen

Souvenir ( cover )

As cool as you

Starting school with out u in my corner 
It’s not diffrent with out u but it’s harder 
It’s like no body knows, that I knew you at all 
And I know that you tried ignore me for the sake of both of us and all 
But I wish u called 
I hate how your voice visits rarely 
And how I can say that I knew you just barley 

I’ll make friends with the folks 
That you used to know 
They’re nothing like you, at all 
But there’s still a piece of you in them 
When they talk 

I hate how you stained the city 
Even though you moved away you know it’s still yours 
The whole sky and the country and the places that I’ve never been; you’re somewhere in them . 
There’s a thrill there’s a line 
When you go 
Dont say goodbye 
Im trying to keep you alive 
I wanna call but I won’t 
Incase you’re father still keeps on ur phone 
And I hope he don’t 

I’ll make friends with the folks 
That you used to know 
They’re nothing like you, at all 
But there’s still a piece of you in them 
When they talk

a piece of u :-/ draft

Scrapbooks for public viewing
I write songs for a lot of people who don’t deserve songs

As cool as you

bella brown

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