ROCK STUFF

all hope is lost 
counting 
every night 
down 
one by one
 just mad enough 
to fall in lust 
romanticized

when all hope is gone
 and 
you find yourself 
an automatic write off 
please 
take me out
 right off the edge

go

all hope is lost
 turning the lights 
down yeah 
it’s no fun
 fooling everyone 
who wants to see us die

yeah

when all hope is gone
 dream of a new friend
 find the silver lining
 blow your brains out 
no
 not today

no

there you go now
 wide awake
 killing space n' time
 nice to know you
 never change 
here’s to our demise

yeah 

right

what god forsaken reality 
did we ever try n' believe?

I wonder
 if “somehow” meant 
“to be” down the line
oh 
would her light 
outshine the stars? 
intertwine within her magic?
 forever after?

oh now i’m caught in the crosshairs
 so fire away
 god damn if i’m on a stage
I think i’m making up lines

SAYONORA
 guess things don’t change 
yeah
 this looks like a reprise
 here’s to our demise

S A Y O N A R A

Hey 
it’s been a while 
so long 
yeah it’s true
I heard the weight of it all
got the best of you 

There’s nothing 
like tomorrow 
just a day n’ night
wishing more than anything  
we traded goodbyes
 
Borderline 
outta sight n’ mind
where do I begin?

Hey 
it’s been way too long 
since the last weekend 
wish that I was wrong 
and you were here 
my friend

So i’ll take on the sorrow 
yeah we are banding 
whatever unified strong means 
The end?

So it’s borderline 
outta sight this time
where 
have you been
loving life?
give in nine to five 

no it’s not fair 

Was it what you wanted? 
was it what you had?
was it what what you wanted?

steady as she goes 
wondering if that was real
steady as she goes
wondering if i’m real

wasn’t what you wanted
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted 
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted 
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted

was it what you wanted?
was it what you had?

B O R D E R L I N E (v2)

ECSTATIC MOTION

our days are numbered 
ecstatic motion 
hold on
now don’t you cry 
you are the light 

you’re ruining the fun
imagine what we could have done 
there’s a hole in the sun
she’s setting fire to every one 

I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM ALL THAT SURROUNDS
I AM THE PROPHECY
a burning castle collapsing  


ECSTATIC MOTION
you are 
ruining the fun
look at what you have become 
there’s an error in the sun
she leaves a mark on everyone 

I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM LOST
I AM FOUND 
I AM INFINITY
forever devouring 


IF IT’S THE END
THEN IT’S THE END
IF IT’S THE END 
LET IT BE

IF IT’S THE END
THEN IT’S THE END
IF IT’S THE END 
THEN LET IT BE THE END
THE END

LET IT BE THE END
THE END 
IT’S THE END 

IF IT’S THE END
LET IT BEGIN


I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM LOST
I AM FOUND
I AM TRUE DIVINITY
forever expanding 


I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM ALL THAT SURROUNDS
I AM THE PROPHECY
a burning castle collapsing

Ecstatic Motion V2 2

Driving into the storm
wake up
maybe
i'm in need of trouble
now
lookin'
for something more
when I get back to that place
Imma give my head a shake

remember when days passing by
felt like ten 
light years
give or take
young faces 
glowing in the night
under moonlight
talking 'bout
what
now
i'll never know

Am I just another 
Wasted Saturday night 
Cuz I am 
Bad enough 
I’m sure 
Fuckin’ up my life 
It’s alright 

driving into the storm
wake up 
baby
i'm in deep
i'm spinning out
looking for something warm
Can’t help but
give myself away
for just one more taste

remember when 
days passing by
felt like ten light years
give or take
your face was glowing 
in the night
under moonlight
talking 'bout anything

I’m just another 
Wasted Saturday night 
Yes I’ve 
Had enough 
comfort 
When comes the peace of mind 

Remember when days passing by
Felt like ten light years 
Give or take 
To be so aimless 
Rolling in the night
Turnin’ up way too loud 
Oh what I wouldn’t give 

So why 
Waste another 
Saturday night 
Can’t deny 
I’m Bad enough 
to ignore 
What’s fuckin up my life 
Oh I 
Keep on 
fucking up my life 
Don’t know 
But I guess it’s worth a try

Bad enough (rock version demo)

Dear me
you've been longing
for something
I know
that don't
look like a sign
a flag
a symbol
no question
no
I can't face
no
I don't think
i've got much time
what is just
another day
Anybody
out there
got a way
a feeling
anything
to help get by
I might
If everything
is make believe
then what
gave you the right
fantasy
Livin’ the dream
sunrise to night
hard to believe
in anything right
good times
already wasted
how are you still alive
giving out
gettin' by
Any buddies
out there
know a name
i'm fiending
for anything
to get me high
all night
t's late
i'm told
they're fast asleep
but
i'm still going
where
it goes down
in spades
and everyone
grows up
and i'll
go down
in flames
yeah
it's alright
i'm okay
no one figured it out
what i'm talking about
holding on
so strong to what I
wish I could be

but nothing's ever
gonna change
giving up
on my destiny
like it was all a lie
make believe
never gonna wake up
when it was all a dream
goodbye fantasy

Fantasy (1.2)

the morning  
saw the light
fallin’ out of bed
cold, hard, dead or alive
does it matter?

go on now 
give ‘er a try
yeah
try living 
just like you read it
it can get  
a little bit tricky    
all the time
ever after 

down your luck
todays dead dream
becomes tomorrow
down on your luck
why can’t it be 
like yesterday?

now does it feel 
like a reckoning 
going over you head? 
so far from being alive 
does it matter?

go on now 
give ‘er a try
yeah 
there’s no good way to spin it 
it can be little bit dicy 
staying in line 
without a master 

down your luck
todays dead dream
becomes tomorrow
down on your luck
why can’t it be 
like yesterday?

so you’re 
down your luck
don’t let dead dreams 
become tomorrow
are you down on your luck?

oh when nothing ever feels right 
why can’t it just be like 
why can’t it be 
like yesterday?

they say 
they say 
yeah 
it’s been said 
oh yeah 
it’s been a long time coming 
so you better stand in line 
oh 
if you’re gonna believe it 
is worth believing in something 

they say 
yeah 
they say
it’s been a long time coming 
so you gotta stand in line 
if you’re gonna believe it 
is worth believing in something 
yeah 

down your luck
todays dead dream
becomes tomorrow
down on your luck
why can’t it be 
like yesterday?

so you’re 
down your luck
don’t let dead dreams 
become tomorrow

are you down on your luck?

LIKE YESTERDAY

hard to make a living 
spent relentless on a dream 
questioning fate
yeah it’s a given 
nothing’s ever what is it seems
so hard to relate
now to anything 
consistently surrounded by greed 
caught in a paradox
of wishful thinking 
they could
see eye to eye with me

if only
I made it happen 
they’d be so
undeniably proud 
of their own
heart break

when it’s
all said and done 
to each their own
experience 
we are worthy of

when
push comes to shove 
will you have good reason 
for giving up 
on doing 
what you love

WHAT YOU LOVE (DEMO)

WHAT'S THE POINT (DEMO1)

Two blue 
crescent moon 
decline behind view 
of the horizon
asleep 
in the deep 
of a dreamer 
lost within time
oh so dark 
in the night 
tumultuous light 
cage her fury
turn me on 
before dawn 
and i'm back to a world 
thick with despair 

in waking life 
what is fair
what is free
open your eyes
the gift of a mind
so think vast
deep dream 

Fly high 
exemplify 
like the goddess 
imply cursive motion
behave 
one in the same 
as a wave 
lifting the tide
oh such vivid and true 
fantasy anew 
love her magic
take me there 
anywhere 
and i'm back to a world 
stricken in pain

in waking life 
what is fixed
what is free
open your eyes
the gift of a mind
so think vast
deep dream

D E E P  D R E A M

Stand up 
what do you love anyways
give me something real 
I overthink if i can feel
and if I can’t find that road lesser travelled down for ages
i’ll close that book 
i’ll change

i’ll praise the rhythm made up of reality 
abandon evil weakness 
for a sky line i remember like yesterday
where the sun will rise again
 
raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
and to the fabric of time 
falling apart

Wake up
we only float in blank space
but i fear of making something new
thinking i’m the one for you
what if I could just get back to before I’d met temptation

i’d change the rhythm 
question my reality 
envelop spontaneity 
and smile like when i first saw you and lost my way
but the sun did rise again

raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
here’s to the last 
indestructible beating heart
and to the fabric of time
falling apart

the sun will rise again

raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
here’s to the last 
indestructible beating heart
and to the fabric of time  
raise a glass
for the unbreakable beating heart
and to the fabric of time
here’s to the last
falling apart

F A B R I C  O F  T I M E

There is a line
evident of time
stage set by the water
the point is now
head spinning ‘round
searchin’ for comfort

making it up as i go
without a sign of control
i don’t know what i’m looking for 
on with with the show
is somebody gonna take a shot?
if your gonna give at all 
give it all 
give it all that you got

somewhere in time
i believe 
it was nothing but real
but something in the air 
has been troubling to me
that i just can’t see 

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame
yeah

Each day and night
infinite brilliant lights 
are shining down over bodies
i’ve got two feet on the ground
the world is spinning around
raise the roof 
hit the floor
get a move on
get down
 
By the way 
I remember where i was 
the very day 
my autopilot offed
changing my
centre of gravity
but i won’t expire
when nobody’s getting’ me 

somewhere in time
i believe it was nothing but real
yeah something in the air 
is so troubling to me
that i just can’t see 

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame

captivate 
release disarray
overcome uncertainty 

celebrate 
set the record straight
be whatever that you wanna be

eliminate
constrictions like fate
set the bar and rise above

assimilate 
all you create 
pull together 
yeah 
fall in love

I feel the pressure

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame
let the passion become ambition 
fly away

i feel the pressure under the weight now…….

P R E S S U R E

It always ends up impossible 
When envisioning us and I speak
In future tense
To make It all make sense
Have I something in common with
The remarkable amount of the ones
That are missed
Before I'm stranded with regret
If I am on your side
I'll always stay by your side
If only it were more than fear I could find
There is truth to this
I know
 I can feel it in my bones
Beneath my skin
Settling itself in
Memories 
They ebb and they flow 
As entities dance 
in the dark of my soul
I remember 
Not remembering anything
If I am 
On your side
I'll always be
By your side
If only it were
More than fear I could find
Alright 
If my heart would just decide 
I’d never have to lose and run and hide 
If only love
Could be so easy to find
So
Hand me Down 
To where I belong 
Hand me down
I'm already gone

HAND ME DOWN A10 - 3

All songs and instruments written, performed, and recorded by me.

ROCK STUFF

Elibrus