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DECEMBER BY THE SHORE

from a dream

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you're gonna die
you might as well get up and go outside
it's your life
you want to be different so try

my fight or flight is on
when i get on the internet
i can feel myself changing
it's like holding an ice cube

when your body decays,
the earth will still remember your name
your life is a game
but don't let it go to waste

my mouth sings your praise,
but i don't feel anything

TO DiE iS TO BECOME THE EARTH

RECKLESS WiNTER

soft words

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im a frail green little alien

from all the tears i kept within my eyes. here u go. clip off track 1.

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GG Promises Volumes 1 - 15  
Producer, Benjamin Hill, coproducer IBen Morton, written by Benjamin Hill and Benjamin Morton

So Right With You, Vol 2

Same words, different world.

There was a time when the world was quiet. Or maybe it wasn’t the world—maybe it was just me. I remember the silence, the kind that wasn’t empty but full, the kind that settled softly like dusk over a slow-moving river. Back then, my mind was still a place I could rest in, not a storm I had to survive.

It must have started as a whisper, a small ripple in the stillness, something I thought would pass. But it grew until it became everything. Now, the quiet feels like something I dreamed, something too distant to be real. I chase it, reach for it in the rare moments when the chaos slows.

And I am left here, a drift in the wind, unable to remember what it felt like to simply be.

Sometimes, late at night, when the world is half-asleep, I almost hear it again. A memory of silence, pressed between heartbeats, between the ticking of the clock and the sigh of the wind against the glass. But it never stays. The storm always finds its way back, tearing through my thoughts, scattering them like leaves in a wind I cannot stop.

I wonder - was I ever truly at peace, or was it only the absence of knowing what would come? And if I was, if that silence was real, is it lost forever? Or is it waiting for me somewhere, just beyond the horizon?

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