Made this one in the confines of my 84x24" brand new wooden eternal apartment.

Taken off of my album "Black Lotus Emporium", releasing August 20th.

Watch the music video here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzicHufxLsY

PROD: @AKVRI & @STVRFIRE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @AKVRI & @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]x2
I'm a mess
I'm depressed
I'm a wreck
I'm the only voice that wont just let me rest

[VERSE]
They say give into your sadness
Black out wake up in my attic
Padded walls are all too much
It sucks to be alive I'm passing out
I'm packing all my bags and never leaving
Why I spend so much time up here
I cant lie it's just easier to disappear
Kinda weird 21 years and no one even noticed where I went
Swear to God my shape is getting bent
Why I let them live inside my head and they dont even pay the rent
When they always squatting plotting on my torment
Snickering and teasing
Attention seeking peeling off the tiles till I find a source of reason
Heard your voices once and they werent loud enough
But now they fill a colussiem right inside my fucking guts
Love to hear them all applaud when my life begins to suck

[HOOK]x4
I'm a mess
I'm depressed
I'm a wreck
I'm the only voice that wont just let me rest

[VERSE]
I'm sweating now
Up in front of a booing crowd
Call the victim, and the culprit and the witness to the stand
I cant understand how the jury makes the choice against me
Read the fine print all it says is "forget me"
I been writing volumes on my endless envy
Hoping things will change if I let them down so gently
This is for the people out there that just got it better or for worse
I'm so jealous of your words
I'm so jealous of your worth
I'm okay, it's no big deal, say whatever Imma get to moving on
Turn it off turn around and seal my problems right behind a glass vault guess that all of this is my fault

[HOOK]x2
I'm a mess
I'm depressed
I'm a wreck
I'm the only voice that wont just let me rest

Black Lotus Emporium

Cemetery Bliss

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Cemetery Bliss [prod. akvri & stvrfire]

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/FREE/ TRAP METAL ZILLAKAMI X THRAXX X CAMERON AZI TYPE BEAT - «DOGBOY»

BIG PUSSY ENERGY (PROD.BY OOGIE BOOGIE THANG)

Prod. Pezzhead

Lyriczz 

(Ah, ah)
(Ay, yah)
(Chuyah)

Chase that feeling, uh 
But it doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow uh, uh
(Yuh, right)
Codependent, yuh 
I’ve been feeling like shit though (wah)
She been killing herself slow yeah, uh 

(Chuyah)
Yuh, yeah, I just want a foreign whip
But I got a foreign bitch instead, she still a pretty bitch (yah)
You’re not making any fucking sense, I’m deading it (right)
I’ve been making all these fucking beats, but I ain’t selling them 
Get a shy bitch off her fucking feet, you know we’re killing it 
Bruv your mind there blank just like a sheet you not got no ideas 
I’ve been fucking dying for a bitch, she got no money though 
Everybody know your fucking squad is full of pussy holes

Yuh, yuh
Give me time, I’ll be outside
I’m telling lies, she’ll bleed me dry
Like that guy, that I once knew 
Bitch that’s not you, that’s not you 
Nah you can’t come through
You been chatting so much shit to all of them, bro you know that won’t do
And she like to keep me hidden like a rotten tooth 
She’ll kill me too, she’ll kill me 

Eheh-ahh

But she doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow, yah, yah
Codependent, yuh
But I’m feeling like shit though (ayy)
She been killing herself slow 

(Uh, uh)
She try taking all of me, gave her space so she could grow
it weren’t hard to let her leave, yuh, yuh, yuh
Change your number in my phone, ‘cause the reaper tried to reap
She try bring me to my knees, when she cry, yuh

Inside I die to see you manage (for you)
Felt like I died a hunnid’ times, just to have it (for you)
She be like “how the fuck you get so damaged?”
It’s you, it’s you, it’s true
(Ay, ay, ay,)

Yah, I been feeling like shit bro, uh
She took everything and then she fuckin dipped bro, yah
Always on the net talking ‘bout what you did though
Telling lies, Evil eyes 
What a disgrace, written all over your face, yeah
Made mistakes, but theres shit I wouldn’t change, yeah
Pain and bloodshed, I’m tryna empty all my veins
Give me time, I’m tryna stay alive

Give me time, I’ll be outside
I’m telling lies, she’ll bleed me dry
Like that guy, that I once knew 
Bitch that’s not you, that’s not you 
Nah you can’t come through
You been chatting so much shit to all of them, bro you know that won’t do
And she like to keep me hidden like a rotten tooth 
She’ll kill me too, she’ll kill me 

Chase that feeling uh
But it doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow uh, uh
Codependent, yuh
I’ve been feeling like shit though
She been killing herself slow yeah, uh
(Ah)

draezz_ (feat. Draeko)

Lyrics:

Call me the wraith
A demon that walks on the earth
I been lookin for blood
And I’m put on display
Black lungs
Get ‘em coated up
Imma smoke it up 
Till the grave
So stuck
In my old ways
I’m a showcase
With no faith
If that little bitch
Keep on talkin shit
I’ll be pulling up
With a blade
Loaded up
Face
Shown enough
Say so
And what
Kay
Tote it up
Stay
Blowin up
Stakes
Going up
Heads
Showing up
Fakes
Shown enough
Bruised fist
Lucid
Oh
Who’s this
New kid?
We don’t 
Shoot kicks
Shoot bitch shoot
Nooses
News six
Hit ‘em

(Bridge)
Duckin like he hiding
From the feds or something
I got a problem holding grudges
I won’t say that it’s nothin
If you want heat then check the meter
That shit red and bloody
There’s just something bout the way
I’m feeling dead and gutted
You little bitch

(Verse 2)

Yeah
Talk with the dead
They been telling me
I gotta make it
(I gotta make it)
Yeah
Making this bread
On my own
So I’m never gon break it
(Never gon break it)
Yeah
Hop out the whip
If I shoot
Than his body is vacant
(Leaving him vacant)
Yeah
I do not talk to nobody
Bout money
If nobody’s written a payment
For this shit
Take me for a bitch?
Ran the underground
Way before a clique
Made another sound
Ended up with this
Took a year to bounce
Went to the abyss
Spoke with the devil
He told me to settle
And go get a grip
I don’t need a grip
I need a bag
With the money up in it
A studio session
And thousands of listens


Bridge 2
I got a dark side
I don’t show much
Blunts tight
With a blow torch
Dark slide
When I show up
In a Glock sight
If he talk tough
Got a bounty on me
Sound alarms 
And get to mowing down
The mother fuckers 
Said I couldn’t do this shit
Well I just went and did it

(Verse 3)
Pop off like a weapon of god
Pop tops, I don’t drink anymore
Pop shots when he talk talk
Let it pop pop, pistol rip em apart
Misfit, I’m a demon at heart
Magick Kult, been the devil at large
Savage thoughts
I’m a rabid dog
This a red alert
Better sound alarms

WRAITH

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚑𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚢)

UNDAGROUND ENEMY (Prod. CHAINSAW MURDA)

childhood bonds. shared memories. we felt connected. warmth.

family computer

[lyrics]

Why don't you talk to me, like you used too
Why don't you talk to me
Why don't you talk to me, like you used too
Why don't you talk to me

I've been in my head for a minute now
I just want too rest

Lay my head
On your chest
Break me down
Till' there's nothing left

I don't want this to end
I don't want this to end

Can't we just not be friends?
Can't we just not be friends?

In the end

Like You Used Too

PEST

Lyrics:

Fire-scorched shackles biting into bone,
Six wardens chanting like they owned my throne.
One look from me and their courage slipped,
I cracked a grin, “Watch Hell lose its grip.”
Walls built of torment, floors soaked in cries,
I mapped my escape in their terrified eyes.
Six locks trembled when my fist swung quick,
And the gate blew open, six… six… six.

I strode from the furnace like the flames were tame,
Snapped Hell’s backbone just for the claim.
Chains can’t hold what a devil couldn’t break,
I rose from the pit for my own damn sake.
Let devils scatter, let angels resist,
I’m the one mistake Hell can’t dismiss.
Fire in my smile, crown made of grit,
Branded in the embers of six-six-six.

Ash storms ripping through the molten air,
Every demon praying I’d stay down there.
I dragged my shadow like a blade through dust,
Smelled fear rising in the sulfur gust.
Stone split open with a thunderous shriek,
Hell turned fragile, Hell turned weak.
Six screams ringing with a panic tick,
Another step forward, six… six… six.

I strode from the furnace like the flames were tame,
Snapped Hell’s backbone just for the claim.
Chains can’t hold what a devil couldn’t break,
I rose from the pit for my own damn sake.
Let devils scatter, let angels resist,
I’m the one mistake Hell can’t dismiss.
Fire in my smile, crown made of grit,
Branded in the embers of six-six-six.

Black horizon calling with a lawless light,
Hell at my heels begging for a fight.
No god to answer, no curse to choose,
Just a man rebuilt with nothing left to lose.
I carved my fate from a rebel’s kiss,
Stood tall on the lip of the abyss.
Six shadows fell back when my stride stayed slick,
Still I marched on six… six… six.

I strode from the furnace like the flames were tame,
Snapped Hell’s backbone just for the claim.
Chains can’t hold what a devil couldn’t break,
I rose from the pit for my own damn sake.
Let devils scatter, let angels resist,
I’m the one mistake Hell can’t dismiss.
Fire in my smile, crown made of grit,
Branded in the embers of six-six-six.


PEST

Yung Bundy

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