@n0rue
hook
been a hard week,
gotta stay inside,
got a brand new tat,
say i waste my life,
i've been sippin on wine,
life is so fucking dry,
watching time passing by,
i think about my brother yeah i hope that he's doing fine,
i still hurt a lot,
but that's something i'm keeping down,
it really hurts a lot that i know that ur not around,
maybe if i play this from the top of a building,
maybe one day you would hear the fucking sound,

verse 1
i hope you love me even tho i got a lot of problems,
i hope you dont hate me cuz i never knew how i could solve them,
all i do is work from day thru the night,
i just chase all my highs,
so i can feel alright,
i get blacked out,
hide all my feelings and i've been drinking till i pass out,
wonder if i been missin my missions and i lack now,
yeah,
i just think about the past now, yeah
so i just wanna get out

verse 2 (norue)
i cant cry
and i cant weep
its like the only thing i could do is sleep
but when im alone
it feels so peaceful
you know i’ll be gone
when it gets lethal

i cannot explain
cause its complex
tell me whats your name
you aint nothing
but a contact
get out my way
get out my way
we aint the same
you know we aint the same

the reason that i care for you
is not cause i have too
its been a couple of years
since i had you
my friends think that im obsessed
but its not like that
i cant get you out my head
cause you just look back
at me
most of it just felt like a fantasy
i know that you’re mad at me
but its not my fault
you know im in agony
im in agony

keep it down

keep it down (feat. norue) [jody] [2021]

Elijah Heaps and I worked very hard to bring yall this second joint ep! We hope you love it!

Pretty Face w/ Elijah Heaps (Prod. SplashGvng)

Fell asleep and woke again to whispers
Your fingertips are tethered to my hand
Every day would call for celebration
If you would give my weary arms a rest

How the tides churn
Old enough to know that’s how it works
How I do my best to understand you
How you do your best to comfort me

Baby, do you hear the voices whisper?
You could never put a label down
Bambi, let’s not fill the void with anger
Settle it, cause we both know deep down
By now, we’ll come around

Purgatory feels like a hallway
Your fingernails are tethered to my head
Darling I could be there for you always
If you would give my weary heart a rest

How the roads turn
Young enough to not care how it works
How you do your best to understand me
How I do my best to comfort you

Baby, do you hear the voices whisper?
You could never put a label down
Bambi, let’s not fill the void with anger
Settle it, cause we both know deep down

whispers

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

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Welcome to a new installment of our Constellation comp series! 7 brand-new tunes from new and old faces alike, through future riddim, heavy dubstep and even ambient orchestral!

Featuring Lexay, Sefaro, CloudNinja, Bliss2K, BreaKKr, DataKidd, Deathblade, Slight Sigh and Snits

Cover art by Gramix
Teaser by Desx, Soris & Noveci

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Lyrics:
when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

all these voices in my head 
make me wish that I dead
they all say they love me now
but where was they way back when
I would never leave the house
on the couch til I go bed
thinking bout my fucked up life
wishing I was someone else

when I was a kid
(guitar break)
when I was a kid
(guitar break)

when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

all my thoughts & all my fears
are like headlights to a deer
I don't wanna die right now
but I did when I was ten
with my head up in the clouds
staring straight into abyss
never opening my mouth
scared of what they all might hear

when I was a kid
(guitar break)
when I was a kid
(guitar break)

when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

✦ Other Platforms

When I Was A Kid

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

Ecstasy (prod. Elijah Heaps + Brian Spencer)

40 Long Days (prod. Neomada + Elijah Heaps)

Atom Bomb (prod. CMak)

Prod. @lilduckk
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Lyrics:
why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2


Imma make it this year
This year
I dont give a fuck if i give a bitch tears
I dont give a fuck if i die no fear
Imma give it all imma grind till its here

I live in the dark like a ghost
All my friends go
Watch the dreams fade slow
I just want the most

Goth boy with a new flow
Goth boy with a heart cold
Whoa


Fuck a limit i dont have one
Dripping on the floor skin burn in the sun
Fuck her twice and im done
Need a new bitch, real bad, draw blood

Draw blood
My gun on my side
Shawty do you wanna ride
Her lips on mine
She could take my life


why is it stuck in my brain
I know that it was all fake
You always wore that sad face
You were my little heart break 

Was it all just a mistake
I never know if im okay 
Watch it all fade and decay
I only cry with my blade
Tears only fall in the rain

Im not who i used to be
Let him die, let him fuckin bleed
Try to hide, every part of me
I cant rely, no ones saving me
X2

Don't Fall Asleep (prod. Neomada + Elijah Heaps)

Elijah Heaps

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