written by chris ryan
produced by relevant beats
sample - shiloh dynasty

lyrics 

im 17 and im just a boy
if i get a new toy imma play it till i kill it
endless repetition
i lose out on visions cuz im busy reminiscing 
i put it in my all with addictions return wit withdrawals sum of all that ive given
addicted to living 
addicted to drugs addicted to love
i get addicted how fish get to swimming
when i get attached - i cannot run from myself or my  past
when im skipping class - im smoking bud i can laugh
when im with my fam idk bout that
we’ve not been financed the same
i dont have a fancy name
i was born into the sewers i was peaking out the grate 
ive got every chance to change
but i know one day itll be too late



sipping straight piss
yelling 666
writing on the walls say i wont get shit
but i will be chris
and u still wanna kiss 
i do too but i dont want kids
and i know u do 
i dont wanna wife now
i dont wanna life now
i just wanna lie down
i dont wanna find out      
who u wanna lie with 
i just wanna cry now

when i get sick - i wanna slit my wrists
when i was 6 all i knew was fits
both kinds oh my 
when i was baby i was on my own time
dressing myself daily i was on my grind own style ’09 i was so fine i was 8 didnt know tired didnt show crying no nose slime  didnt show signs i was weak 


heaven rejected my message i sent they read it but who was i
kidding i grew up in sewers where looters were winning 
i been in my business dont care about yours
i live with the vision ill fly and ill soar 
ill climb with a sword 
whatever it takes to kill time when im bored
i see the lord
i have got beef
he sent me to hell

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