Prod Matthew May

lyrics:
(intro)
is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 1)
remember all the days, in the old streets
me and me friends being young kids
never even thought about the old me
that was the last time that i felt free

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late now
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

(verse 2)
remember when driving was for old people
now getting my license feels so illegal
i still have so much time left
but i still feel that pain in chest
getting older everyday
no way stopping it 
soon telling my grandkids
how their grandpa in his teens lived
already miss the old days and i am still in it
soon it will be over, i dont wanna admit it

(prechorus)
and im just tryna to hide the pain
never thought id never feel the same
but its getting late nown
need to find a way to move on

(chorus)
 is my childhood over
will i stay young
and when i turn 18
do i lose all the fun
im just not ready to grow up
leaving behind all that i love
i wanna be young and not have a job
thats the only thing im dreaming of

not ready to grow up

Belak on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/heybelak

Stream/Buy this song:
https://share.amuse.io/track/belak-dont-look-up

ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

Stream/Buy

don't look up Ft. Powfu

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
---
This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
---
Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
---
Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
---
hope yall enjoy<3

stars w/ lxst boy and jxsie beats

monsters w/ milky sad

i can't go back

Produced by: @areyougiovanni & @splashgvng
Engineered by @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

eternity

thinking about you

save your love

out on all platforms!
Producer: Mister
Featuring: Joroll

      Lyrics:
(Yeah, it’s feeling like a ghost town) x4

Yami, verse 1:
Leaves falling down in October
The weathers getting cold but my heart is feeling colder
The sun is slowly fading
The clouds are turning gray
It’s feeling like a ghost town every single day
And I don’t wanna waist my time, my time
I don’t wanna lose my mind, my mind
I don’t wanna live but I don’t wanna die
(I don’t wanna live but I don’t wanna die)

Joroll, verse 2:
(Aye, aye)
So much on my mind, I don’t know what to focus on
If you stay with me, I bet that it won’t be long
When the creek dries up and the rain won’t fall
Sit in my room and I write a song
(I feel alone in this world)
Watch me drop it
I feel basic in this awful situation
I might hit or miss the target but at least I’m being patient

Yami, verse 3:
I feel alone in this ghost town
Doesn’t feel like home
Now I’m crying on the floor because I’m losing all my hope
And I don’t wanna waist my time away with love again
Cause I know how it ends, my heart will slowly shatter
Picking up the pieces
My heart is slowly bleeding
I’m so confused with love, I hope one day I find the meaning
Brittle leaves will hit the ground
Some will never make a sound
But for me I’m screaming out
Hoping someone here will help
But there’s no one that’s around
Cause I’m living in a ghost town

(Yea it’s feeling like a ghost town) x20

ghost town ft. @joroll.ig

For So Long

written by lxst boy
produced by lxst boy & splashgvng

-lyrics-
leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

hoping that he treats u better
u just think im useless
knew it all along 
dont go on acting like u stupid
broken heart i should be sad
but honestly im used to this
broken bottles on the ground
i dont wanna do this

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

u been outta pocket
i been out my bag
making money off my songs 
u wanna get attached now
oh its funny
oh are u mad
bae just flipping back n forth
but trust me i aint sad
write another song im kicking back and reminiscing
every songs about u do u even listen
trapped inside my head swear im locked inside a prison
oh its a good thing i like being alone

i deserve better
i didnt see it until now
it took me forever
but i think that ive found solid ground

leaves fall like how im falling out of love
every second spent with u it makes it hard to trust
and im just
losing feelings aint no point to get em back
trust u with the knife and then u slide it in my back

For So Long

Elijah Midjord

Recent comments

Loggydawgy

conall💔

A Distant Voice

Loggydawgy

Related tracks