This song is absolute medicine for me. Serendipity like crazy. Infinite gratitude for making this .

I absolutely adore All your music sister. Deep bows > lots of love & gratitude ! And more love ! ! ! <3 Thank you !

I learned this icaro from André Clément (Todos Curanderos)
during my stay at Mayantuyacu in 2022. I use this icaro to call the spirit of the Tobacco. Tobacco teaches us so many things It's up to the curandero(a) to choose the path most appropriate to him/her . There is no right or wrong . One of the teachings is about 'focus', Concentration is needed in ceremony. Silence the speaker in your head. Open up to everything and in the midst of it all, keep your Focus.

You can support us by buying the album. This icaro album contains 26 icaros.
thewhitearrow.bandcamp.com/album/icaro…vol-1-album

A video of 16 of the icaros is on our Youtube channel.
youtu.be/RD6_2FyXXtY

Icaros de la selva

Tobacito-Hindi Rindi (Marijn De Wit-Live in Peru 2023)

Tobacito - Hindi Rindi (Marijn De Wit - Live In Peru 2023)

Dear Listener, Welcome an Thank you for Listening to this Audiotrack. I want you to feel good !

Re Silent

Let Go

Veins of the Storm

https://buymeacoffee.com/rayzorbach

August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Can't Say That I'm Sorry

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/MQ3FT0e2BA0

Open up the door and turn the page 
Put the past behind you, light the sage 

It's easier once you begin 
release and take the leap 
all the truth you have within 
inside the key you keep 

all the roads are winding back there 
no one is going no where 

It's easier once you begin 
release and take the leap 
all the truth you have within 
inside the key you keep


Written by Mama Crow 
Produced by Scarlet Crow 
Mama Crow Vocals 
Marya Stark Vocals 
Mixing Kalya Scintilla 
Mastered by Shawn Hatfield at AudibleOddities

It's Easier

Consciousness Rebel

Warriors Anthem (ft. Chances R Good)

Rebirth

Heal the Lineage

Ya Wuldani -with Duo Darbar

This beautiful Shakuhachi flute was played by Shikara, a beautifully connected Japenese musician. Music from the Heart and Soul

Mulalai (Feat. Shikara)

jaafar memoreis from rajhastan

www.elisarose.com


Elisa Rose is a singer songwriter, DJ and somatic facilitator. She beckons listeners into her inner landscape with tenderness, warmth and a honey toned voice. Her signature sound follows in the path of her alternative lifestyle, traversing the worlds of folk, soul, devotional and electronic music. The resulting listening experience is one of immersion, where lyricism trail blazes through themes of love, loss and our human journey and is backed by intricately designed, lush instrumental arrangements. A multi-instrumentalist, Elisa utilizes acoustic guitar, keyboard and her voice to craft her sound. To record both her EP, Emergence, and her LP, Breath & Bones, she teamed up with producer and multi-instrumentalist Oliwa~.  Together they forged a sound that is rich with vocal layers, acoustic instrumentation, synthesizers, organic textures and ambient beats.

As a DJ, Elisa loves to take her audiences on a journey with slow builds and ecstatic peaks. She plays grooves from around the world, favoring electronica that draws from the rhythms and songs of Africa and Central and South America. She weaves original compositions into her sets and often concludes her dances with acoustic songs.  

A student of many schools, Elisa’s upbringing and mentality have consistently registered outside the mainstream — from being raised by revolutionary parents on a commune in Ojai California to leading Kirtan and studying Indian classical music on the banks of the Ganges.  A true lover of humanity and an avid seeker of self-knowledge, Elisa's music is imbued with messages of awakening and healing.  She attributes the incantatory quality of her sound to her work with various plant medicine and shamanic traditions of the Americas.  Music is medicine.

Let Go

ELISA ROSE

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