Lyrics:

I know I'm asking for a lot
I only want what I had thought
Oh, I thought that I could get away with anything this time
But I've been caught red handed

My, oh my
Oh whoa oh

I'm not anything like you, I'll hurt nobody
What I'm saying now is true, I'm broke and bloodied
And everything that could go wrong has
Suddenly shown me I'm not strong

Some people have never been in love
Some people would rather be alone
But I can't stand the feeling of isolation, it's rough
And there are days where I long for your touch

Oh whoa oh

I'm not anything like you, I'll hurt nobody
What I'm saying now is true, I'm broke and bloodied
And everything that could go wrong has
Suddenly shown me I'm not strong

But I don't care
No, I don't mind at all 
It's kinda funny how I mix my emotions for a shitty cocktail
I can't forget, I can't forget the details
I'll sit in the dark with the blinds closed every fucking day

And, soon enough, I'll regret my choices
And later on, ignore your message
And introspect 'till I keel over
And all my friends will surely tell me

"Oh, I think that'd be great for you!"

In-n-Out Parking Lot

i fucking love this song.

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Lyrics:

Stumble through the halls
World feels very small
Fight into the streets
Now we’re breaking free
Trapped in my own mind
Secrets left to find
Fall into the earth
This is my rebirth

I hope the sun won’t burn my eyes
Trying my best just to survive

Youth

Living in a dream
We’ve all got sights to see
I will never be
A self that isn’t me

We throw our arms up to the sky
I hope the sun won’t burn our eyes

Youth

Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go?
Where do we go?

Youth (anthony. cover)

I've only written a handful of songs this year
They all sound the same and they suck
I cut the bad from my life, I've made some amends with mine
I still miss the bad times and strife

I'm aware it seems easy
When you don't care
And enough has been broken
And what's fair is fair
So why do I feel it's my fault?
I hope next year is better for me

I know this stance I take seems a bit contentious
But I'm sick of the misery friends like you bring to me
Nights turn to silence and silence seems better than
Arguing night after night

You should know, as friends we're over
Try and find some joy this December
And bring in your faults to next year
Cuz I know you wont ever change

Try to find solace in the fact that it's over
No matter what's said to me, I can't do much worse
All the time that I've wasted with friends that I hate
I'll just focus on those that I don't

I'll try to be better next year

Happy New Years IV

I can’t sleep for more than a wink
I silently think my life’s on the brink
All week long, I toss and I turn
And as the sun shines, I watch the skies burn

Save me
From rotting
All night long, I’m still hallucinating
Echoes of my dreams

I can’t sleep, it’s been a few days
My mind lays awake as I silently pray
I’m so tired, I can’t even talk
Take care of myself or go on a walk

Save me
From nothing
Cuz all night long, I’m still hallucinating
Echoes of my dreams
Won’t somebody help me
Cuz I can’t sleep

I can’t sleep for more than a wink
I silently think my life’s on the brink
I’m so tired, I can’t even talk
Take care of myself or go on a walk

Insomnia

E&PAB! is a power pop band from all over LA county. Having released her first solo album after the departure of her alt-rock band, Barcodes and Stripes in 2016, Elisia strives to find the perfect balance of story-telling and obnoxious oversharing.

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