let down (i cant do anything right mix)

production+guitars by me & @oakscreen
feat. @heavenindaclouds

why am i so annoying
toxic all the time like i'm poison 
talk down n his corpse will be floating
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 
why does everyone ignore meh
same thing every day its so boring 
idgaf i'm still hoping
ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping  

toxic all the time like im poison 

ill be fine, ima try, ill be coping 

and im pacin around my room 
cuz i dont kno wat to do
n i thought u were my friend
and u said u loved me 2
i guess true love isn't true
oh my god what should i do
gonna throw up on my shoes (x2)

@heavenindaclouds :
see you staring in the glass with a mean face
i can't see shit i cant see straight now
yea you talkin love we gon' be late now
that's a mistake
i been dealin with shit since i was young 
i'm just tryna have some fun
you could take all this shit back without a gun
you ain't the only one
said you wanted love 
want it all 
but you didn't wanna make a friend 
not at all
you said you taught me lessons taught me more 
i don't really think i get the message anymore
cause ive been thinkin bout love 
is it me or is it trust (x2)
~~
big thank you to oakscreen

stream

coping w/ heavn

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

survivorsguilt

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

UVC's Christmas compilation featuring the best acts out of the hottest scene in underground music right now!

AViT + 8485 - all i wanted (Jane Remover)

art by @sammyfendi on ig

prod @fortuneswan

lunch finisher (fortuneswan)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

survivorsguilt

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