Alt rock

It was wierd and I don’t wanna talk about it

I had a dream we had kids

White wine

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

untitled (im an alien)

no sex, no sex? NO SEX!!!

made a potion in my room late past light
brewing sinister alchemy is my birth right
sip it slow cause the spirits in the bottle bite
and ive never seen those fuckers lose a single fight


I'm in tune with the magic
never sober anymore
I unravel the fabric
while you shut and lock the door 

im a wizard
and I love casting spells


and my robe's getting wet
wading through this mist
and the ghouls getting mad
cuz they cant get nona this
if the opps fly on me they gon get the magic stick
fairy dust in their nose
got their head in a twist 

drawing sigils on the backs of my eyelids
got my toungue melting on some chemical
test strips
coming up orange sunshine what a nice trip
mix n match with all these spells and im losing grip

wizard

I'm never going out and I'm never going back
I can't leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And I don't want a chaser
I don't wanna chase her
I can't keep the pace so I never really race her
You smirk a strange smile
And you ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I can't hold it over
On earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
You can use god as a crutch yeah

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
I'm in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
But I don't have the strength
Can't even run off with my legs yeah

Hey I'm on my way
I tryna see you everyday
But nothing's been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
And you say
Hell no!
I never say of what I want
But still I piss everyone off
You know Its never fair
But you said you didn't care
Cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress
Got so much older
Running from a boulder
Everyone has something to love
But somehow I ended up with none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was never loved

I don't want your help
I don't want your money
Don't think you're cute
I don't think you're funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
All you ever do is try to fuck me
You used hit me up like hey baby what's up
You used me for my love
But now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
But you never even noticed
It made me so depressed

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
Im in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
I don't have the strength
Cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her - Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover (2024 Version)

Microsoft Office XP Suicide Note

Rick Reese just liked this. I'm glad he's doing fine

sorry if I sound kinda depressed or smth, I'm just a little sick. btw lyrics maybe aren't 100% right

I feel alright, I feel just fine
Lately I feel upset about that night
I cried for help and so you killed myself
Leaving behind nothing to ever show

Two shots down and six to go
I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one gives gives a fuck
Until you're dead and gone


It's all I want and it's all I've got
So please tell my mom this is not a fall
I won't ever cry or break the Christmas time
And when I die I know I'm gonna die alone

Two shots down and six to go
And I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one was surprised, I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I Don't Wanna Die (Rick Reese cover)

I'm still incelcore
And I cant feel anymore
I'm still making songs in 2024
And ever since it died
I've stayed here online and
All those freaking lies
About how you said the scenes alive

But it's not, it's not
Fuck, I cant do this anymore
And I, and I, and I
I think the 'cels are fake
I'm not feeling ok

I'm still incelcore (XO_Willow Cover)

(whispering under my breath) "heh. 'qa won."
xhe posted it again
xhe posted soytan
i still love xher anyway anyway
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
im for the qa until i die
till i die
xhes my partypal
xhes on the booru
xhes my partypal
in the raid threads
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
xhes my partypal
xhes my partypal for life
i posted it again
i posted brimstone
xhe doesnt love me anymore
anymore
calls up the mods
and now im blocked
theres no more 'ems on my 'og
on my 'og
xhes my partypal
edits the wiki
xhes my partypal
xhe posts the toss
hwa bag
thats not a gem
im from the cord im such a soy
such a soy
xhes my partypal
ill never see her trip again
xhes my partypal
im on the trxnny cord
im from the cord
im such a soy
xhes my partypal for life
pal for life

partypal

Until next time

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

Pain, Hate

hey girl matched with u on tinder
dont know if u remember
was a long time ago
typical of me to never show
y did u swipe right on my profile
im not anything worthwhile
baby u know i want to die
and i dont care for gettin high

im not scared to die alone
just dont leave me wondering
i am tired of this fate
life is passing me by
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

hey girl did u get my message
i wrote something to u
it has been 3 weeks
im boring sry i know
i have lost my wit
what do u think of my pictures
i know im so ugly
hate myself want to die
hide away & just never be found

if u would give me a chance
i dont think it would be worth it
i have nothing to provide
but a dream of suicide
i dont want to off myself
still its always on my mind
id be fooling myself if
i thought a match could save me

T.I.N.D.E.R.

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

Femur Breaker

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/_4-TjwH3LJY (by @somatv)

i love you, fedgirl
you make me feel like everything's okay
you always make me feel so gay
no matter the time of day

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

and when i cry
i know you're there on the other side
cyber hugging me to comfort me, fedgirl

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

FEDGIRL

Girls (Incel Anthem)

i have anger issues
and i am anxious all the time
wish that somebody told me 
that everything is gonna be fine

i dont recognize my
face when im staring in the mirror
dont know what the hell is happening
my hearts constantly full of fear

its so
i dont know
i dont know

energy drinks to stay awake
but then i cannot sleep at night
and then i toss and turn and my
minds always putting up a fight

i have anger issues
and getting help is what i need
but instead of going to therapy
i punch my wall until i bleed

its so
i dont know
i dont know

anger issues

lyrics:

everyday seems harder
than the last

good times make me reminiscent
 the past

even when you're holding me
i still feel slightly empty

I'm not depressed but i'm not doing fine
every second passes and i'm wasting time

why am i here doing this?
if nothing matters why does hurt like shit.

another day
another dollar
another random person to bother
another day spent alone
i guess I'm better on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
cuz I'm better off alone


i just so feel damn dead inside
hope is dead but also so is pride

i can't even go to sleep
without feeling like a dirty creep

one of half of me says "i wanna die"
the other half just says "i wanna cry"

even through pain and pride 
i still can't consider suicide

another day
another dollar
another random person to bother
another day spent alone
i guess i'm better on my own
on my own
on my own
on my own
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
i wanna be alone
cuz I'm better off alone

Better Off Alone

I sometimes write songs just so I can delete them later

Alt rock

Elixir