A small dust particle shimmers in the air. Bright tear falls into the eye, rills of ice rustle in the chest.
The sun dog will lick your face on the Rose dune. With heavy steps flapping its crumbling hips and tail, shoves forward the Blue Cow, all meadow water flowing after her. Rye crown on her horns, silver worsteds, vines tied around legs; she trails forward a heavy burden. Sea Mother doesn’t call for her to come back, only maidens, cooing, have become teary - eyed. She oughts to bring a silver solace to the ones left without own mother’s milk, in swamps, forests, on the greens, fields, burning to the ground.

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Piški põzāg vīlkõb ȭgts. Õldzi kīņḑõl sadāb silmõ, jei ūrgad rīndas virgõbõd. Pǟvaļikīz piņ Sinnõn nūolõb palgõ Rūož kȭnka pǟl. Lǟlamd samūdõks tabārt ja kōltsakidi rištlūḑi ältõs, likūb ēņtšta jeddõpēḑõn Siņņi nīem, lānka viedūd amād jūokšõbõd tämmõn tagān. Sōrad pǟl riggi vāņka, õbdizt lāngad, jālgad immõr vīnõmōŗad vārdõd, ta viedāb jeddõpēḑõn lǟlamt viedāmt. Mierjemā äb kuts tǟnda tāgiž, set neitsõd ūkšõs kīņḑõļi valābõd. Õbdizt lūotantõkst ta kāndab rovžtõn, kis īenõd ilmõ īž eņtš jemā semḑi, sūoži, mõtsīž, nūrmiž, vīļamōži jarā pallõs.

LANGA

Danmark, Россия

lyrics:
I know too much, seen things I wish I wouldn’t seen
Out of control,
Sky rise yet I only fall.

Somebody gets married, 
someone gets Gun.
Somebody gets down, 
someone get high.
Somebody shoots - some people get scared,

Some people get through, 
Somebody dies.


I’ve talked too much, been mean, 
my words ain’t always nice.

You find my voice annoying 
still nobody ever could shut it right?

Then my silence scares, it still drives you nuts.
I couldn’t say how I feel,
don’t you know what you want??

Now that We all know I’m crazy... 	
	not deducted just to showing off.

Somebody was Her, somebody was Him
Someone is You, someone is Me
Things what we do, things what we did - 
it all comes from You, it all goes back to Me.


Sweet vanilla, lilac, gasoline
White pearls, black veil.
Crimson roses – I can not hold my breath,
She shouts me out, tells me I must leave!

Procession takes Us further,
Wooden cross, I read his name.
As He goes down, book is closed, put back in the shelve.


Communication stops, imposibility of content, no signals of encounters, caught out interference, no performance delivery, failure of shortage.

			I’ve isolated this virus of me...
Absence of presence.




***
It’s all the things I’ve got to remember.

Guns&Neurosis

To my Dear Friend D.

lyrics:
Tell me what You’re doing now? 
Can’t You see, my baby, life is now or never... 
Why’d you, why did you do that for? 
For Him it’s whatever, but for You it’s a life what running passes by, 
Why to live this for? 

It’s all what You’ve got, it’s all what You have! 

Remember about the Pain. 
Rise from ashes! 

Here we are again, 
Circle unbroken. 
With His big cheeky eyes telling everyone lies. 

You believe Him, I know You do. 
I even wished to be like Him, so everybody’s fool. 
But You’re the Rainbow, just remember that, 
You’re the Queen of the Moon, of the Daylight... 

She’s all that You’ve got, She’s all that You have! 



He was Your Man for a day or two. 
He lived in his own world. 
He was a King. 

I’ve been here before, 
I know how it hurts. 
You give yourself lies that You’re wrong in every kind. 

I’ve been here before, but what do you think? 
You know, who I am(?)...

Queen D

Take Me To The Sea

U.S. army in Ādaži, Latvia.

lyrics:
He pulls a little girl with his strong arms, down the tank, back in her father’s safe embrace. Her tiny hand wrapped around His thick fingers, trained to pull a trigger, grinded in my tombs... I see Him, I cry.

Got his boys across the pond growing alone, got his Wife fucked by a Neighbor, put his Mom on the list for Yellow letter*. He sees me and I cry. 


- 

He will give his LIFE for Me. 

He is KILLING for Me. 

Cause He loves to Kill, 
and He wants to Die. 

I love to sniff his gear and I just want to cry. 


*** 

I loathe this Savior 

and I love this Killer. 


- 

Goodbye, my Lover! Have a good good one...

Mortal Combat

To an actor

lyrics:
I’m sitting here alone, it is what it is. 
It is a Void. 

I’m watching my heart as seasons go by. 
I’ve tried – I’ve got inside. 

And I see only You 
I see only You, oh. 


*** 

My head hurts, I know You won’t return, the Red* surprised, I did it by Myself. 
It’s You not Him, still They not Me – please, don’t give Me away, don’t let Them* embrace Me... 
You’ve sent Me out, threw Me in the Dark. 
I’ve casted outside. 

*** 
(You’ll find Me in the Forests, watch my tail in the Depths of Sea, stars whispering something...) 
*** 

Now I beg PLEASE don’t pierce His eyes out/break His wings! 
Did He loose His Faith... 

*** 
(...Your pain terrifies Me, I could not lift it - but I’m bound.) 

*** 
I’m sitting here in the dark, alone with my heart. 
And I see what I see and I feel what I feel 
I know something You wish I could deny. 
I found You in the treetops, frost coated hills, I see your face above the Waters... 
Stars scream out your name and I see only You, mm.

Grandchild

Solitude road

lyrics:
I’m going down to the Poetry fields 
I go there alone, I’ll do it all the way 

It’s been hurting for times and ages, so there’s not much left to loose again. 
And this time I can’t promise Glory, cause You know I’m not holding back. 

You’re the one still hesitating, putting blame mad at me... 

And after all – what You want, what You want from me? 
From me... 


I’m burning ground from where those seeds grow. 
And I’ll crush and smash until nothing’s left at all. 


May Gabriel be my witness - there’s no limit to my rage and so beautifully contained unlimit love from Above... 

Don’t look at me like You don’t know what You want after all... 
What You want, from me.

Down Fields

Original version of song once published by band Sus Dungo.

lyrics:
We came in this world falling down from sky so high and nothing to gain or loose in this horrortime...But I want You to see all the beauty of roses and sunsets and oceans, and I want to be with You Forever and watch all the stars getting old. And I need You to feel all the love in my heart towards You my Dear. We both know that clock goes tick-tock and We all have our lesson that needs to be learn. 

And I see myself getting older – and I get frightened by the time with all the things what I’ve seen and heard. We’re living in such a weird world where You always get what You deserve. Everyday I keep fighting with shoulders of the Dark, in my soul – for Me and for You, and so on... But I want You to see all the beauty of roses and sunsets and oceans, and I want to be with You Forever and watch all the stars getting old, and I need You to feel all the love in my heart towards You my Dear. We both know that the Clock goes Tick – Tock and We all have our lessons that need to be learn!!! 

And I need You to see the Forest behind trees and River in a single teardrop. 
And I want you to breath the Light from the sky and shine it into the dark. 
And I want to be with You Forever and watch all the stars getting old, 
- but We both know We’ll make it in the end, 
Forever We will come to be as One.

Fall

My love is Sansara

lyrics:
I’ve been thinking will I ever feel with someone together? 
I’ve been trying hard that this someone could be You. 

But why was that all never right, 
And do all between Us worth something, 
But the seasons keep changing 
And I think will never know. 

*** 

I’ve been drowning in Me, in You, in Everything 
to understand something as You said I don’t. 
Cause I know that I love You - 
That’s why I needed change. 

But why was that all never right, 
And do all between Us worth something, 
And why can’t We once end it? 
And I think We all know.

Summers

brutal display of power

lyrics:
Brutality, why can’t You let me be? Why do You torture me? 
Can’t find my way back home to me. 
You poison me, control and fight with me, consume then throw me out, 
Still keeping me in, You keep me in. 
Invisibly possess virginity, decide what’s free to be, 
I can’t go on – go on – go on... 

Away, all I want is to disappear 
Run to the forests, over the fields, 
into the the Sea... 

Brutality, why just don’t murder me? Why not more torture me? Still my heart’s beating, slowly - I still can breath. I’ll always stay my way. 
Something won’t be betrayed, 
got so much more beneath me... 



I feel You, I hear You, I see You, I breath You, 

But I don’t need You, 
I love You... 



Brutality, oh just don’t let me be. Just keep on torturing me, 
won’t ever find my way outside. 
Take over me, conquer and fight for me, 
And never let me go 
And screw me inside out, You’ll know...

Killburn

In loving memory of Vita.

lyrics:
Her name was Life. 
She chose death. 

What do I know? 
What have You done? 

She had a life under her heart, 

What have You done? 
What did You know? 



Her name is life 
But She chooses death. 

What did You know? 
What did You do? 

She carries life under her heart, 

What do I know? 
What have You done? 



So deep in dark You’ll see at once that 
Your life is not done to the end. 
Unforgiven curse, 
I hope You’ll find a way, 
Free from all pain. 



Her name was Life but She chose Death. 
What do I know – what had You done, 
She had a life under her heart, 
What did You know? 
What could I do ...

Vitaline

... and I wonder ,,, 
Who You are? 
I wondered, 
Who You really are. 

You are...

Dwäina

Create - Performe - Dissappear and again...

Elizabeta Lāce

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