Lyrics:


What was I before you saw me?
What was I before I slipped and fell?
Was I just a reminder for you to crawl out of your hell?
Or was I still nothing like before?

I found a map under the sink,
Pages torn and washed out ink,
I thought maybe it would bring me back to you,
But here I am still lost out in the blue.
No guiding star to take me home,
No loving arms to grab me from where I roam.

Is this the best that I can do without feeling all alone?
Was it fate or did you finally pick up the phone?
Cuz if you heard me now I’d be lying there with you,
But here I am,
Still lost out in the blue.

What the hell was I before I saw you?
What was I before I slipped and fell in your kitchen,
when I drew the map that I had left for you?
Do you still have it there?
Do you even care?

What was I before I was lost?
I was happy and in love before this fickle frost.
Are you still there?
still thinking I’m just washed up on the shore?
Or am I still…
Or am I still…

Or am I still...
Or am I still...
Nothing like before?

(A song I wrote that you’ll likely never hear)

Elizabeth Grace