so much for Sunday
didn't have a lot to do
I spent it just breathin in, 
then breathin out - it's cool

sit and watch my hands shake
yeah, I should give it a rest, it's true;
let Mondays go fast or slow 
don't mind if I'm with you

slip sideways past pounds of snow 
I used to trudge right through
my old ways like a wind that blows
it's just a nip on my nose when I'm blue

we found a new scene;
I drink it down but my heart fills like a sieve
I guess it's slower since I got clean
but for the will to wake up,
it just hasn't done much for me

I left a key on my brother's table
I wish I'd asked forgiveness
just wished him luck with his girls
and left in silent hope they will not succeed us

and slipped sideways past pounds of snow
I used to trudge right through
my old ways like a wind that passes
through the sails I slashed
in how they flail and flash
know I've finally found the truth:

can't help but feel it when the feeling's up
pull it together, then it all comes crashing down
I never meant to be around
you were glad I was,
well who's happy now
I live to write, write to stain the page
through profundity tried to justify the waste
no one wants to be like this
if I could change it, I would
this is how
I save
the day

sunday

If we don't say it 
we're gonna burst into flames
Since the first time I saw you
I knew what I wanted
And then you did too
And that blew me away
Of course it had to happen this way

I've played it all out in my head
Found a thousand perfect reasons 
to leave it unsaid
But if every one just ends up the same
Maybe, just once
I try not to live up to my name

Don't get caught in
Her misfortune
don't get caught in
her misfortune

But trouble's never looked so good

Sweetheart, I'm saying it
Say you'll just wait a bit
and I'll call you a gamble
And I'll mean it and that's why I'm afraid
That we're a losing bet
I can't just let it burn out
I don't have much good luck to waste
Don't slow down now
I guess I'm just glad we could have
Though it's sad to say

Spell it out - don't count on my nerve
At the slightest I'll waver
but just give me courage
Give me one good reason to say
We could try, we could work,
and we'll do it today
And you'll get your way
I could see in your eyes the first time that we spoke
and we were at the each other's throat
If not why, we just knew we felt strongly that day

Why burn a candle if it's consumed by the flame
Cuz it's warm and it's light and it's right and God help me

Sweetheart, I'm saying it
Say you'll just wait a bit
and I'll call you a gamble
And I'll mean it and that's why I'm afraid
That we're a losing bet
I can't just let it burn out
I don't have much good luck to waste
Don't slow down now
I guess I'm just glad we could have
Though it's sad to say

Sweetheart, I'm saying it
Say you'll just wait a bit
and I'll call you a gamble
And I'll mean it and that's why I'm afraid
That we're a losing bet
I can't just let it burn out
I don't have much good luck to waste
Don't slow down now
I guess I'm just glad we could have
Though it's sad to say
it can't be today

a losing bet

I hang it on an old hope -
something you forgot you said:
a threat to make a new ghost
learned it from a book you read,

well

You kept me in your roto.
Knew you had another friend.
It kept me coming back, though,
and it beats waiting around, I guess.

So,

my kingdom for a handjob -
a problem with an empty bed.
I think I held out too long -
my pride under your wee bootsteps.

Cut out the small sense of danger,
you’d be no one
and I’d be long gone….
oh, who am I trying to kid.

Without a slight hesitation
I’d be holding a boom box at your doorstep,
but that’s not what you want, no…

cuz I’m a fuckin dildo.

I'll put it in a new song -
one where I'm all smooth and shit,
and I get to keep my clothes on,
and I'm not a stupid idiot.

Do you want or do you need it
Given up in fragile looks at soothing touch
When you ask me not to leave yet
Like I could ever have too much

If that's as close as we get
In the end, I'm better off
For as badly as I want it
If you've never had it, then it can't be lost

Cut out the small sense of danger,
you’d be no one
and I’d be long gone….
oh, who am I trying to kid.

Without a slight hesitation
I’d be holding a boom box at your doorstep,
but that’s not what you want, no…

cuz I’m a fuckin dildo.

You said we could
you said we could
you said we could
you said we could
You said we would
you said we would 
You said we would
you said we would 

I'm a dildo

Rhythm guitar: Justin
Lead guitar: Justin
Vocals: Artur
Drums: Artur
Me: producing i guess

Bon Fire (with Justin and Artur)

gibby c

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