haha love coming back here and seeing everyone's mood laid low in the comments. the thing is, some of my fellow millenials made music a bit like this a decade ago, but almost always with a self satisfied 'look how quirky and clever i am' air.  but this communicates only an internal state, a feeling of being human, without pretense. this is so important.. not just for art's sake, it extends to so many other facets of life and people's motivations for doing things, and it is very heartening to hear the singer communicate an understanding of this with only vocal inflections, just as well as some of the all time greats. i can only do it with a lot of words... oops!

and now i’m just staring at my phone... mezmerized and waiting for it start over

This hits so hard, and in kinda a folksy way? 

ive been listening to this demo for 2 years now,, and its officially dropping soon in the album... i will lose it for realsies omg

lyrics:
i wish it was your hair in the laundry
scented and reeking of me
i wish it was your bread in the pantry
it's long requested of me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you want it taken of me?

i wish it was your car in the driveway
holding the melting groceries
i wish it was your mail on the coffee table
all i have are postcards
of your view, one of you

how would you want it?

i wish you were perfect
i wish i would end it
i hope you repair from me
i wish that you hated me

and how would you give it up to me?
and how would you take it?

postcard 3.31.21

Flowers, dying (demo)

before (demo)

box song - maisie saganic

a winter love song for friends, community, and family (chosen and otherwise). im so sorry for the crying, this voice memo is from right when I finished writing it and I was VERY emotional. ehheheheheheheheh.  I hope this winter makes u feel warm and loved.

Jimmy's Lullaby

One For Ceres

dont delete the kisses another room

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

before (demo)

Eliza McLamb

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