dogwoods (demo)

we’ll never have sex - leith ross

being in love with someone so much you want to become a part of them.

folded in the basement with my head inside your chest
taking medication so that you can feel less
and i swear to you right now, this ain’t part of my depression
but if i died here in your arms i wouldn’t be upset
could we live in this tangled mess forever?
they can pull our bodies out when they’re old and weathered
maybe over time they will have joined at the center
no trace that you and i were never not together
ooh, if my blood is your blood, i will course
ooh, if your love is my love, i want more

my blood is ur blood - kevin atwater

Wish I Were A Butterfly

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

The Trees Are Alive (Voice Memos)

I'll delete this in the morning.

Buy on Bandcamp!

I’ll delete this in the morning

hydroplaning

"maybe one about growing up realizing that girls aren't treated well in society?"

pornstar tits (demo)

theres timing issues n whatnot with this BUt since its not going on the EP or album i wanted to get a full version for u guys somehow :,)

hydroplaning (FULL)

Eliza McLamb

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