a far-off memory like a scattered dream.
If I could remember me I don't know what id think.
used to be somebody 
that I used to want to be.
now I'm just a nobody
and no one knows me.

and I can't breathe
I'm in too deep 

tell me who I've been before,
cause I don't know myself.
lost myself a while ago,
and look how far I fell.
tryna find me is mystery
but I don't need no sympathy.
I'm just tryna get back,
to the person that I used to be.
I know how to self destruct,
they're telling me to stop it,
but im too conscious 
of the fact that I'm lost in.

a far-off memory like a scattered dream.
If I could remember me I don't know what id think.
used to be somebody 
that I used to want to be.
now I'm just a nobody
and no one knows me.

and I can't breathe,
I'm in too deep.

I can never sleep at night
the memories haunt me.
Try to hold on to myself
it gets so exhausting.
Looking back into the past
i Don't know what it cost me.
overwhelming tendencies
I know that i get toxic.
stop it,
we got here regardless.
all this anxiety 
It can only make me nauseous.
praying if I make it out 
that God will see me flawless.
i know i've been heartless,
that's I how I got caught in.

a far-off memory like a scattered dream.
If I could remember me I don't know what id think.
used to be somebody 
that I used to want to be.

a far off memory.


Eli

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