Rubies

Drama Queen

Queen of Nothing

Pink (Freak)

Pink (Freak) (GIRLI Remix)

Airplanes

Mess Boy

54321

Weird

Pink (Freak) (sped up)

Sicko

Sicko (Nightcore)

Sicko (Nightcore) (Sped Up) [feat. Eel Smiles]

Treat Me Better

Eels for Brains

My Favorite Things (Nightcore Version)

Queen of Nothing (Nightcore Version)

Easy To Be You

Alive, Not Well

Primordial Archive

Funny Bunny

Funny Bunny (Sped Up)

Lyrics:

[I'm a victim of my mind]
[Runnin' out of time]
Hey, what if I don't wanna be ok? Hm
Can I be real right now?
The older I'm gettin' I'm gettin' better at diggin'
I feel comfortable about six feet down
Tied up in my basement, everything I was
There's a reason I keep all the blinds shut
'Cause if I cover my tracks, you'll never find her
There's something sinister haunting this place
[Haunting this place]
And it might just murder me
[Something's after me, huh?]
It smells the salt in the tears on my face
[Salt in my tears]
But I won't go quietly
[I won't go]

I'm a victim of my mind
Just borrowing this body
Runnin' out of time
To get it right
I'm a victim of my mind
Runnin' out of time
[I'm a victim of my mind]

Oh no, I think that's the limit of my healing
I'm so close to a lethal feeling overdose
You want my blood?
I'll give you that if I have to
I want my life back
There's something sinister haunting this place
[Haunting this place]
And it might just murder me
[Something's after me, huh?]
It smells the salt in the tears on my face
[Salt in my tears]
But I won't go quietly
[I won't go]

I'm a victim of my mind
Just borrowing this body
Runnin' out of time
To get it right
I'm a victim of my mind
Runnin' out of time
[I'm a victim of my mind]

I'll do whatever you want, just take me home
Take me to the person who I was before
Was it an illusion? Am I on my own?
My heart is not a fighter
Na na na na na na

I'm a victim of my mind
[I'll do whatever you want, just take me home]
Just borrowing this body
[Take me to the person who I was before]
Runnin' out of time
To get it right
I'm a victim of my mind
[Was it an illusion? Am I on my own?]
Runnin' out of time
[I'm a victim of my mind]

Victim of My Mind

[Chorus]
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you

[Verse]
I don’t fit in, I try too hard
And I butt in so I’ll be heard
I’m not polite, I overshare
But if you need me I’ll be there

You hold me together but I know thats not really good for us
Hm

[Chorus]
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you

[Verse]
Don’t know who I’m supposed to be
I picked a face but it’s not me
When I’m with you it melts away 
Sometimes I wish that it would say

I need you to understand I try not to be the way I am
Hm

[Chorus]
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you

[Bridge]
I'll eat you up
I'm sorry, I love you
I'll eat you up
I'm sorry I love you
I'll eat you up
I'm sorry, I love you
I'll eat you up

[Chorus]
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you
Life sucks, let me hear you say it 
So you understand why I feel the way I do 
When I cant get out of bed 
And my head’s fogged up 
And I’m sorry, I love you 
I’m sorry I love you

SRY ILY

[Intro Chorus]
You rip them into pieces but earthworms live and grow
You break their heart with ease ‘cause you know that they have more

[Verse]
Regenerated, but all this time you’ve suffocated
Forgetting how to live for no one but yourself, you hate it
The windows let in too much light for just two eyes
Put curtains pertinently over anything that’s hurting
Step back, gotta listen to the warning signs
But they’re just palimpsests
Painted over, pre-pre-pre-pre-pretending
Invigorated by all the pain and all the hatred
Better kill me now ‘cause
I’ll have a lot to say when I’m famous

[Chorus]
You rip them into pieces but earthworms live and grow
You break their heart with ease ‘cause you know that they have more
Ah, Ah, you won’t make it alive

[Verse]
Mean little boys who never grow up
Cut up all the little earthworms, call it love, bullshit
‘Cause when they squint their eyes at dimming lights
You pull a Charles Boyer
Fight ’til you destroy their sense of what is right
Young minds molded into whatever makes you feel you're unconfined
And you can’t tell that they’re maligned
You go toward the storm blind
Filthy fingers cover trusting eyes
You won’t make it alive

[Chorus]
You rip them into pieces but earthworms live and grow
You break their heart with ease ‘cause you know that they have more
Ah, Ah, you won’t make it alive

[Bridge]
Ah, Ah, you won’t make it alive
Ah, Ah, you won’t make it alive

[Chorus]
You rip them into pieces but earthworms live and grow
You break their heart with ease ‘cause you know that they have more
You rip them into pieces but earthworms live and grow
(Ah, Ah, you won’t make it alive)
You break their heart with ease ‘cause
(Ah, Ah)
You won’t make it alive

Earthworms

Bad Day

Lyrics:
write on your skin the pain youve felt
try not to let them know your self 
beauty in stories written, inked across your skin 
still they don’t understand the pain that you’ve been in 

we’re paper people
hide all the stains cuz 
we’re paper people 
try not to break us 
all the weight of the world on us holding us down 
easy to float in the clouds when there’s nothing left here on the ground 
we're paper people 

you try to run 
don’t really know what it felt like when you had fun 
orchestras ringing in the corners of your head 
claw at the walls and try to swallow all the dread 

we’re paper people
hide all the stains cuz 
we’re paper people 
try not to break us 
all the weight of the world on us holding us down 
easy to float in the clouds when there’s nothing left here on the ground 
we're paper people 

fold me fold me up
and fly me to the sun 
fold me fold me up
and fly me to the sun 
fold me up fold me up
and fly me to the sun
fold me up fold me up 

we’re paper people
hide all the stains cuz 
we’re paper people 
try not to break us

we’re paper people
hide all the stains cuz 
we’re paper people 
try not to break us 
all the weight of the world on us holding us down 
easy to float in the clouds when there’s nothing left here on the ground 
we're paper people

Paper People

[Verse 1] 
You can tell me I’m naïve 
I know every single thing that you could say to me
Holding diamonds in your teeth 
Hoping I’ll believe you’re everything you claim to be 

But I can see right through your smile  
Hiding everything that you don’t think I know
I’ll play along a while 
Play along a while  

[Chorus]
Sleepwalking, slippin’ through the days 
Like nothing’s ever wrong 
Keep talking, nothing’s gonna change 
I fooled you all along 

[Verse 2] 
And I know you think I’m dumb 
Talking circles when I’m close to catching on to you 
So for now I’ll play it up
I’ll do everything exactly how you want me to 

But I can see right through your lies 
Saying only what you think I want to hear
I’ll play along a while 
Play along a while 

[Chorus]
Sleepwalking, slippin’ through the days 
Like nothing’s ever wrong 
Keep talking, nothing’s gonna change 
I fooled you all along (x4) 

[Instrumental Bridge] 

[Chorus]
Sleepwalking, slippin’ through the days 
Like nothing’s ever wrong 
Keep talking, nothing’s gonna change 
I fooled you all along (x2)

Sleepwalking

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[Verse 1]
I wear a TV screen on my head, play the happy channels
Channel happy thoughts, make the people happy 
(I'm not happy)
Flip dials, try to tune the mind I'm holding hostage
Never mind, I lost it 
(Stop it!)

I'm a crazy, people
Showing people what they wanna see on a TV screen so they'll face me

I feel the static in the air I breathe
It's getting harder to keep holding up this TV 

[Chorus]
Got a TV Head
I wake up with my brain scattered
Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend
Mama says: "always try to look your best, 
always try to look your best, TV Head"

[Verse 2]
Instead of looking like I feel, making everybody wonder
Should I even be here anyway?
Cuz when the only thing that's real is the meaning hidden under what I try to write on the page
Maybe that's why I'm here: they need me

I feel the static in the air I breathe
It's getting harder to keep holding up this TV 

[Chorus]
Got a TV Head
I wake up with my brain scattered
Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend
Mama says: "always try to look your best, 
always try to look your best, TV Head"

I'm happy on the outside 
But dying on the inside baby 
I'm happy on the outside 
But dying on the inside, save me 
I'm happy on the outside 
But dying on the inside baby 
I'm happy on the outside 
I'm happy on the outside 

[Chorus]
Got a TV Head
I wake up with my brain scattered
Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend
Mama says: "always try to look your best"

Got a TV Head
I wake up with my brain scattered
Feel numb, put on a screen cuz it's easier to just pretend
Mama says: "always try to look your best, TV head"
TV Head

TV Head

LYRICS:
If you feel like it's the end
Only comfy in your bed
Hold your phone and I'll be there
Maybe hearing what I say 
Helps to take the pain away
So hold your phone and I'll be there

I know it's not easy
But I'm here if you ever need me

Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay 

I have felt the light of day
And then I watched it fade away
And wished that I had someone there
With a pen I drew a map
And found the words that led me back
Just wanna tell you that I care

I know it's not easy
But I'm here if you ever need me

Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay 
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay

The sun goes down
Call the demons out
They get in your head and they tell you you should be dead
Even though it sounds like it's better, you try to shut them out
You have a bigger purpose, trust this
The world can feel like it's always working against us
But nothing exists that doesn't have its own place
You have meaning, find it at your own pace

So don't be scared I'll be there with you when you feel low
Turn the flashlight on on your cell phone
No demons, they'll never get you
And if they get to your head I'll protect you

Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay
Promise you wont be alone
I'll be right here on your phone
Press play, forever and ever and ever I'll stay

Hold Your Phone -(For World Suicide Prevention Day)

LYRICS:
You only listen to my boyfriend 
Cuz you're scared of men 
But I should scare you more than they do 
Cuz I can handle them 
I've got a sick mind, and not the fun kind
(I've got a sick mind, and not the fun kind)

I'll take a drink if you pay
But you'd better run away
I'm a monster with a pretty face 
I'll sleep for days, take away
All the happiness you've saved 
I'm a monster with a pretty face
With me you'll be in constant misery
The pain the follows me
You'll never get to leave 
If it were me in your place 
Wouldn't even ask my name 
I'm a monster

You think I'm dressed up for your messed up 
Predatory game 
But I assure you this isn't for you 
I always look this way 
When I say no, dear, you'd better leave here 
Cuz I won't say it twice 
And I might look small, but NYCs tall
And my apartment's high 
I've got a sick mind, and not the fun kind

I'll take a drink if you pay
But you'd better run away
I'm a monster with a pretty face 
I'll sleep for days, take away
All the happiness you've saved 
I'm a monster with a pretty face
With me you'll be in constant misery
The pain the follows me
You'll never get to leave 
If it were me in your place 
Wouldn't even ask my name 
I'm a monster

I'll take a drink if you pay
But you'd better run away
I'm a monster with a pretty face 
I'll sleep for days, take away
All the happiness you've saved 
I'm a monster with a pretty face
With me you'll be in constant misery
The pain the follows me
You'll never get to leave 
If it were me in your place 
Wouldn't even ask my name 
I'm a monster

Sick Mind

[Intro]
I'll stay in my mirror
I'll stay in my mirror
Who cares?
Who cares?

[Verse 1]
Post-it notes on all the walls to remind me who I am this week
Try not to freak out all my friends
With how I mirror them
I'm scared of what they think of me 
(Think, think of me)

[Chorus]
Feels like everyone's against me
So to save from heartbreak 
I'll stay in my mirror
Who cares if I lose who I should be?
Just want you to like me
So I'll stay in my mirror

Who cares?
Who cares?

[Verse 2]
Not quite sure who I would be if I fixed whatever's wrong with me
All of the shadows are my friends
I've come to enjoy them
There's comfort in catastrophe 
(Comfort in catastrophe) 

[Chorus]
Feels like everyone's against me
So to save from heartbreak 
I'll stay in my mirror
Who cares if I lose who I should be?
Just want you to like me
So I'll stay in my mirror

Who cares?
Who cares?

[Bridge]
I only talk about my life in music honestly 
'Cause it won't scare them if it has a melody 
But what if they care if I don't put a chorus here?
So I'll stay in my mirror

[Outro]
Who cares if I lose who I should be?
Just want you to like me
So I'll stay in my mirror
Who cares?
Who cares?
Who cares?

Mirror

Lyrics:
[Verse]
In an upside down world, I’d be smiling
And everything would feel like it was nothing
I’d be fine when I’m alone
My brain full of light and of joy
And the hope that I’d learn to find love in my own
voice
With all the clouds on the ground
Then all the rain would stay down
So our heads would never get wet
Sunny days would seem worth it
And everyone would love all the songs that aren’t
perfect
[Chorus]
The upside is
The upside is
I’ll never be down
I am floating when I fall
And around my neck
Around my neck
Is the light I’ve found
I am sinking to the top
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
[Verse]
I’d find purpose
I’d make the men nervous
Never feel like I’m lost in the crowd

 Or forget who I was
And my walls would come down
And when they ask and I say I’m fine
It wouldn’t have to be a lie
Yeah it wouldn’t have to be a lie
[Pre-Chorus]
With everything reversed
Then the thoughts in my head
Would be less of a blur
But maybe that’s worse
Forget what it’s like
With my feet on the ground
And then learn to love heights
‘Cause
[Chorus]
The upside is
The upside is
I’ll never be down
I am floating when I fall
And around my neck
Around my neck
Is the light I’ve found
I am sinking to the top
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
[Bridge]
If everything was upside down
We would be, we would be, we would be on top
If everything was upside down

 We would be, we would be, we would be on top
On top, on top, we would be on top
On top, on top, we would be on top
‘Cause
[Chorus]
The upside is
The upside is
I’ll never be down
I am floating when I fall
And around my neck
Around my neck
Is the light I’ve found
I am sinking to the top
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
I feel so up, up, up, up, upside down
And around my neck
Around my neck
Is the light I’ve found
(Is the light I’ve found)
I am sinking to the top

Upside Down

Dirt

Lyrics:

Love your laugh and your hair
I'm myself around you
Love the clothes that you wear
Do my makeup in the bathroom
Wish that I looked like you
Kinda wanna make you stare 

Let's get fro-yo
And talk about our problems on our cellphones
Let's go to Glendale
And forget that we're broke
Let's go hiking 
And talk about the things that we've been hiding
Let's go to Burbank
And pretend that we're home
I'll be your best friend
I'll be your best friend

Hold my hand while we walk
You're too cool for drama
Maybe you're too cool for me
Kinda like you more than like you
I'm afraid to tell you
'Cause I know you just 'like' me

Let's get froyo
And talk about our problems on our cellphones
Let's go to Glendale
And forget that we're broke
Let's go hiking 
And talk about the things that we've been hiding
Let's go to Burbank
And pretend that we're home
I'll be your best friend
I'll be your best friend

Fro-yo

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’ve been in bed since 7 AM but I haven’t slept yet (just like a...) 
There’s fog in my head so I can’t keep track, but I think the sun set (just like a...) 
Uh oh, forgot how to breathe for a sec
And you think I’m fine because how I dress doesn’t reflect that 
You say I’m blue when I cry
But you can’t see sad with your eyes
(Freak!)
I know they think I’m a freak (freak)
Cuz everything I wear is pink (freak)
My laces (freak)
My glasses (freak freak freak freak)
Even my heart on my sleeve is pink

I’ve tried to be what people think of when they see me
That gave me an ego that wasn’t even mine, though
Yeah, I know I look fine
But you can’t see sad with your eyes

I feel pink, yeah
lalalalala, lalalala 
you say that I'm blue 
But I feel pink, yeah
lalalalala, lalalala 
I'm just not like you 
Cuz when I sink 
I feel so pink, yeah 

Just like a freak!
Just like a frea- uh oh!
Just like a freak!

I’ve worn the same t-shirt 
I haven’t washed my hair
But all of that’s fine when I don’t go outside 
‘Cause lately I’m not fond of the light
So I colored in all of the lenses on my glasses
And stay in bed because it’s better when I’m fast asleep
In my dreams, no one believes what they see

(freak) 
Don't wanna wait in your queue (freak) 
Don't understand all your rules (freak) 
Don't look like (freak) 
Don't don't act like (freak freak freak freak)
Don't see the world in the way that you do 

How I present represents what's on the inside 
You don't understand, though
You wade in the shallow
Everything's pink in my mind 
So you can't see sad with your eyes

I feel pink, yeah
lalalalala, lalalala 
you say that I'm blue 
But I feel pink, yeah
lalalalala, lalalala 
I'm just not like you 
Cuz when I sink 
I feel so pink, yeah 

Just like a freak!
Just like a frea- uh oh!
Just like a freak!
Just like a frea- uh oh!

Pull apart all of my pieces
Soak ‘em in liquid adhesive  
Paint it all blue when it freezes
Build a new me out of paper-mâché
Pull apart all of my pieces
Soak ‘em in liquid adhesive  
Paint it all blue when it freezes
Build a new me out of paper-mâché
Oh, I’m so low, uh oh 
(Oh, I’m so low, uh oh)
Pull apart all of my pieces
Soak ‘em in liquid adhesive  
Paint it all blue when it freezes
Build a new me out of paper-mâché

Lalalalala, lalalalalala....

Just like a freak!
Just like a frea- uh oh!
Just like a freak!
Just like a frea- uh oh!

can i sleep in ur bed

Listen

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Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for a place to go
Where they play the right music
Getting in the swing
You come to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music
Everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance

You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet
Only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance
You can jive
You’re having the time of your life
See that girl
Watch that scene
Digging the dancing queen

You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave 'em burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another
Anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance 

You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet
Only seventeen
Dancing queen
Feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
And you can dance
You can jive
You’re having the time of your life
See that girl
Watch that scene
Digging the dancing queen

Elliot Lee

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