thank u @cosmik u are so cool!! anyway plz experience my foray into music production beyond recording a video on my phone

lyrics:
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking

august heat
keep it simple
your hands wander
i'm your fever
hold my breath
underwater
your laugh rhymes with
claps of thunder

with claps of thunder
you pull me under
my midnight lover
just pull me closer

i'll be waiting on your doorstep
you can keep the roses i sent
it's been raining since the morning
never thought i'd miss the warning

i still see you in my head
i still want you in my bed
we were doomed before we met
but i'll lie with you
in the end

i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking

not meant to (love you) (prod. COSMIK)

ft @1himiko 
cover art by @saffilikesotters

Afterlife (w/ Himiko)

bandcamp

Afterlife w/ Himiko

prod. @1exemoon
ft. @defecttunit + @4tryu + @zangellllllll
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#shipmentz w/ defectt + atryu + zangel

M.I.A *ddertbag

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

@cld
@emogirl8519

if a nigga talkin down we go to work
and i aint whippin no corrola
yeah this bitch got hella torque
yeah i like my whip expensive 
my whip needa have a horse
im talkin gtb no ford
this nigga mad i fucked his whore
yeah i got all of these bandz inside my pocket
thas why im saggin
got no time to fight ill stab him
i aint talkin vc but ill drag him
if a nigga talkin down imma have to fucking slap him
yeah he talkin shit but i be laughing 
tell that pussy boy to tap in

and i been smoking on exotic pack
you know im going hella fast
im toting like the taliban
he talking shit im killing him
dont believe it you should see it man
why your hoe all in my dms man
i taxed him for a feature man
i swear im gonna see your end

aye this that good shit
know it stinks
i been smoking hella gas
walk in my room know it reeks
im with bro like(el3gance)
and you know we push e3
and you know im going up
see these bitches all on me
yeah i said that 
i digress 
if he keep running his mouth ill put that nigga to the test
im with your bitch getting undressed 
been sipping wock so i dont stress
hottest in the scene right now they say
ask me for a feat you better pay

[cld]
this not what it means
pockets fat gettin green
that boy talkin shit
stab him till he bleed
run him down in the dark
light him up with this beam
walk in the club way too clean
dropped 3 racks on these jeans
that boy mad he can't be me
they be tryna copy me
why they bitches topping me
aint nobody stopping me
need 2 bands to get on the scene
number 1 yeah thats me
the total is what i-
walk in the club way too clean
dropped 3 racks on these jeans
that boy mad he can't be me
they be tryna copy me
why they bitches topping me
aint nobody stopping me

walkin in the room and all the bitches lookin at me
and i aint even let you speak
talkin tough until they flee
and she keeps wondering where i am
im with the bros smokin on tree
this a mercedes amg
she said her favorite artist me

and i been smoking on exotic pack
you know im going hella fast
im toting like the taliban
he talking shit im killing him
dont believe it you should see it man
why your hoe all in my dms man
i taxed him for a feature man
i swear im gonna see your end

see ur end w/ cld [p. emogirl8519]

https://music.apple.com/us/album/sunflowr-single/1674526066
https://open.spotify.com/album/2Dk7IahfGgRdiVfgTrR4ep

a song dedicated to you.....
               i love u...

lyriczZ

tell me are we still in this ?
cant even do it without u   ●︿●
tell me who's doin dis ¿
to my heart 
n its all true
walk around fixed face like statue
n ill always remembr dat sunflowr tattoo  (︺︹︺)
ooo dat sunflowr tattoo
last summr in my backyard
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you....
that i loved you...     (つ﹏<。)
you didnt have a clue...

tell me are we still in this ?
cant even do it without u   ●︿●
tell me who's doin dis ¿
to my heart 
n its all true
walk around fixed face like statue
n ill always remembr dat sunflowr tattoo   (︺︹︺)
ooo dat sunflowr tattoo
last summr in my backyard
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you...
that i loved you...     (つ﹏<。)
u didnt have a clue
that i loved you...

《 sunflowr 🌻 》〔p. garasu〕

join the discord: https://discord.gg/zh4fTBjH9j

prod: @cosmik @xkog4mi
vocals: @fainne @lynxa @4keo
mixed and mastered by @cosmik
cover photo taken by @i437, edited by @cosmik

touch the sky ft. fain, lynxa, keo「cosmik x kogami」

first song i made while being 15 :D

pre chorus: ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 
a-a a-a a-a 

chorus:  idk what to do will i ever change?
i aint feeling different im stuck up in my ways 
she dont really love me im feeling all the pain 
i dont really know if itll it ever go away

will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away

i dont really know if itll it ever go away
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away
will it ever go away

bridge thing: 
it wont ever go away 
look to god i pray 
 ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go away 
will it ever go 

 pre pre chorus: ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

ive been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

pre chorus: 
ive been feeling different ive been feeling differentttt 
ive been feeling different ive been feeling differentttt 

break:ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same ve been feeling different 
yet all this shit still feel the same 

will i ever change?

shoutout @shittergxng 
inspired by @kmoethekid and @janeremover
Also inspired by valetical


this has been a long time in the coming this is my first song ive made since January i know it isnt digicore but im too burnt out of that thank you 4/28

Will I Ever Change?

i decided to flip 3 songs of 5v & juuhns new ep "petrichor", track 1-3
and i rly had fun w/ it:))

2: track 2 -- @5vexe + @juuhnkpop (ft. @mint_btl)

original: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5EC2sWhUyEOMMlVGwq1K4i?si=6aaa7c3551404ecf

not meant to (love you) (prod. COSMIK)

elliott

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