second guess [D0d.]

fangz #suicidebomber w/ x2blackstar

velvett

1st part: lava, prod lava
2nd part: hatchet, prod hatchet (https://soundcloud.com/hatchetsaww)

lyrics:
(Lava)
i cant control my emotions
the feelings left in me, soulless ocean

light has gone
im not home, still not here
nothing ever seems my way
do i ever care
drown in my sorrows in despair
break me down, the only way is down

you, left me here to rot

WHAT DO I LOVE
NOTHING? I CRY FOR GOD
NO, I KNOW NO ONE

(hatchetsaw)

So cold
Freezing in this tomb i call home
Rotting with the mold
My future left untold

Theres no feelings in me, im a bottomless hole
Im a piece of shit or thats what ive been told
I just wanna lay here, among the mold
Not being there and being controlled

Withered flowers tend to forget but its stuck to me like a silhouette
Is this what i wept for?
Is this what i really went for?

In a stream of my own tears
Seems that i have lost my piers
Still thinking of a damn reason cause
Why the fuck im am i stuck here?

love, no more (ft. hatchetsaw)

I’ll catch up with myself for you
I’d quit nicotine if you asked me to
But I know  you won’t cause you love
Smoke too 
I’ll catch up with myself for you

They took me for granted
They Made me invisible, and unscented
A colorless lamp faded 
Into a dim glowing gloom

Ignored my skinned knees
And My yellow bruises
When on the ground, I begged 
For sympathy 
N for some love too

I’ll catch up with myself for you
Color all my grey with your greenish blue
Tell it with your eyes
When your tongue’s not loose
And 
I’ll catch up with myself for you

CATCHUPWMYSELF

prod @nadiakuk
LYRICS:
Everytime we talk I feel your pain
Cold just like the snow you walk bare feet in
Every time i beg you 
To Stay with me
Read between the lines, I want you here

She goes, she goes
I saw her
Raving with her ghosts
Praying for better tomorrows
I know I know I know her
We met in the past I am sure that we were soulmates
Singing on a Sunday
Crying out loud on mondays
We talk everyday I’m imagining our summer
I don’t want a lover
Don’t need you to love me
I just wanna adore you
Until I’m still sober
(self quoting "she goes" part 1...you might still remember it)

SHE GOES part 2 (prod. nadiak)

everlasting

oxytocin

spoons (ft. grayilea)

production and mixing: @zyrom

lyrics:

pills and potions
pills and potions
hold up, listen to me get sober

Sisyphus, stop pushing up that boulder
not every burden is yours
the weight is catching up to you
you're running on sheer adrenaline, my dear
living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone
i'm dead and gone

i know you can make it
you've done it a million times before
you can do it
just get it together, surrender

clots on my shower floor
knees to my chest
woe is me, you're so poor, so so poor
get it together
feel your chest and fucking surrender
this repetition, it's a bore
stop pretending that you're so sore 
clots on my shower floor
with knees to my chest
knees to my chest

living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
everyone, dead and gone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone

you're living life on a calorie deficit

burn the life you were given

We Only have one Life (Romantic EDM Edit)

@mnscollective
for demos and discarded shit go here:  @herclone

CATCHUPWMYSELF

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