Safe.

Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die
I'm alone because I can't save you 
I can't save them all 
Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die

Fall and set you free 
Talking to your face 
Fall and set you free 
Talking to your face 

I can see that you are faded
Sucks to suck 
And I don't give a fuck if what you're saying's right 
Sounds fucking dumb  

Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die
I'm alone because I can't save you 
I can't save them all

RAVEN

I don't see why you can't ever again
That you are so arrogant
I don't fucking love you back 
Cuz you can't see past the fame
I'm fucking up again
Cuz you can't see past the fame

Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it

I don't see why you can't ever again
That you are so arrogant

Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it
Can't save me from myself 
While you search for something else
I can't love again 
I fucked up and fell in love with it

ARROGANT

sample is orphan - torment me 
old ass song but i still love the vibes it gives off

torment me

STAY ALIVE - prod. y2k01

-Do you feel sorry for him?
-No!
-Are you in love with him?
-No Frye!
-Are you in love with him?
-Dude stop! (from the "Disconnect" movie)
No one understands
No one takes my hand like you
While everyone just pretends
I know you’ll be there for me too 

Wish I could fall in love with you
But my heart follows certain patterns
Sometimes it burns sometimes it shatters

I love when they leave me on read, 
Makes all the waiting exciting
I know you know this Already 
i  can’t do nothing about it
Won’t you please take my hand
Maybe if you’ll treat me bad
Maybe if you make me sad
I’ll feel for you what I feel for the others

PATTERNS

swerve!

Official Visualizer: https://youtu.be/UuafUYBJ8GE

I made this track during the 2023 McDougall Creek wildfires this past week. I filmed the visualizer in West Kelowna and Kelowna before and after the wildfire reached our city limits. Day turned to night and the smoke from the hills quickly transformed into flames dancing in the reflection of the water. 

If you're inclined, please consider donating to the wildfire relief fund here: https://uwbc.ca/campaign/wildfires/

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My world is burning up all around me 
my lungs ache as i dance through the smoke
red sun, casting it's rays through amber clouds
and the embers carry their song kilometers away

In Every Seed of Data, a Soul

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fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy
only talk to you on the weekend
no one told me this would be easy
she tell me don't pull out 
i deepen
i leave it
my friends we lit 
our season
you can't get in 
go weep bitch
i got my reasons
revenge revenge
baby do you know what you wanna be?
could take you there just don't follow me
i'm finna die as soon as i'm free of you
we only talk when you feeling lonely
once a week you come around and i tweak
let it repeat you all in my mental
i fall toward mine
you pull me inside
no more time
you and i
we fall
collide
fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy

d o w n  d e s i r e  a v e

mix n master by me
www.instagram.com/fukksailor

The Mauler (speedup) [prod. ole x feral]

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Was it worth it to forgive you?
Was I too fragile to break?
Hallucinations of voices
call the sound of my name

My heart’s not skipping a beat
But suddenly syncopates
Why did you leave me alone
Stuck inside of that cage
With 

Fever
Rushing up
needles
In my cup
Lift my chest
Inside my brain my 

Fever’s
Rushing up
Liver
In your  cup
Ill Leave my chest
Inside my brain

I keep on running in circles
But something’s out of its place
You needed her to deceive you
So you could finally break

Hallucinations of voices
They call the sound of my name
I wanted you to forget
Can you do something ‘bout this

Fever...

FEVER

prod. @red-le

whatever is haunting you
I will seek and catch it too
these scars imprinted like glue
this pain like a tattoo

pretty when ya hide
hide what hides inside
there’s so much going on
in your  messed up fucked up mind

dont hurt yourself, I beg you
dont cry, alone in your bedroom
you know that i won’t leave you
your time of need is mine too

pretty when ya hide
hide what hides inside
there’s so much going on
in this messed up fucking life

And I will leave you alone
its the right thing to do
at least you think so
i will leave you alone
it doesn’t even matter anymore
did it even matter to you?

Pretty (prod. RedLe)

prod. @6anima6vestra6

Bring me a rose and I'll forgive everything
Send me a smile and I'll regret all of it 
Underneath my skin
I bleed then i lose sleep

It's in your bones 
you can’t deny any of it
Sometimes my friends
suddenly my enemy
and Outside my dreams
i live and i let live

Giving me rose giving me rose
Giving me roses
bringing me dreams coming from deeper
silence
Hiding the shame, Hiding the shame 
let's pour the champagne
Let's celebrate all of the failures and 
Victories

come here
watch my sleep
take my breath
all of it
break my chest

Roses (prod. Anima Vestra)

prod @000garrett
No one will love you
Till you're dead on the ground
No one will save you
No one's around
No one will stand
No one understands
No one will fight with you until the end...

No one will love you
Till you say Goodbye
No one will care till
It's too late to cry
All of these thoughts in the back of my mind
Will know no freedom till I make me blind
No one will love you
Till you say Goodbye
No one will care till
It's too late to cry

Until The End (prod. Garret)

prod @bornasprey
sometimes I smell the roses
sometimes I feel their thorns
In my head you’re always there
but you never return

These people Are talking too much
But It's the sound of your voice I cant find
My eyes without yours and I'm blind
In the end I hope youre fine
I know youre fine
Don't tell me you are cause I saw you crying
The closer you come the colder you sound 

sleep into my head, then back into my bed
right into m bed you’ll find me
I’d rather see no one around here
guess again who’s crying?
see all of your beauty is fucking blinding

sometimes I smell the roses
sometimes I feel their thorns
In the end I always know that 
you’ll never return
The closer you are the colder you sound

TheCloserYouAre:TheColderYouSound (prod. Prey)

prod. @voidstayhere album coming this September

shut up I know that youre faking it
if thats what you call fate then I’m changing it
I say life, it’s okay 
I’m the player you’re the game
you're my game
you didn’t even care for me
so just stare there and watch me bleed
I see you wanna hurt just me
I see it dont think I can’t see
shut your eyes
dont chase me anymore
go away and
slam every door
think bout me just when you need to
say sorry
but you dont think so
you didn’t even cared for me
so just stare there and watch me bleed
I see you wanna hurt just me
I see it dont think I can’t see

Empty is the role you play
caring about everything
evertime I talk to me
you were right about one thing
i’m the one who left then came again
i regret bout everything
for evertime I couldn’t change
i swear to God I’d kill myself

Suicide is the answer
No, never the question
My eyes burning when
I realized you were the One that could
Save me from myself 
Save me from myself...

no one there to answer
I could teach the lesson
(I could learn the lesson)
My eyes burning when
I realized you were the One that could
Save me from myself 
Save me from myself...

I said
Suicide’s not the answer
and never the question
My eyes burning when
I realized I was the One that could
Save me from myself 
Save me from myself...

Save Me From Myself (prod. Void)

ft. @theyungbitch prod @prodreaper 
Eloim:
what if I just can’t get out of bed?
what if it’s not the ache that drives me mad
but the fact that I’m stuck in this land of the dead
while my heart tries to find the final answer 
Or is the pain what makes me sad?
Is this anger another dead end
well do I get to choose between physical loose
and my mind’s fucked up aftermath

when its all compromised
I may just cut it right
so you
can finally see all the pain that I am 
going through
Beex:
Is the pain what makes me sad
you take a knife into my back
I love you but you love me not
I took your heart, I took it all
at least that’s what you told me
back when you loved me
where did you go?
girl you still haunt me…

Eloim:
and when I think that I
can finally see the light
is when i realize
it's another dead end

Dead End Ft. Yung Bitch (prod. reaper)

My most recent music will be available only on Spotify starting from November 21st 2024

Until The End (prod. Garret)

EloimMeth

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